Forgive Me- Part 3

Jaime's POV

"It was her I swear!" I groaned as I drop my head into my arms that were folded onto the beach before me.

"Jaime you said yourself that she didn't say anything. It could have been anyone" Tony argues as he was helping his mom with cooking.

"I could just tell okay. I know her, plus she freaked the second I said her name"

"I think that after what happened in Aus., after finding out she wasn't even there, that-"

"That I'm what? Imagining things?" I interrupt "I know it was her! I am not just imagining it"

"Okay, even if it is her, what are you going to do? You don't have her number. You don't know where she is except that she isn't in Australia because Jason wouldn't tell you. So what are you going to do?"

"I don't know" I mumble into my elbow. I have no idea what to do. I was so sure that she'd be there; that I would see her and fix it, but she wasn't there.


***FLASH BACK***
"Jaime, Milly hasn't been here in four years" Jason said confused.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, besides visiting for Christmas and coming down during winter, Milly doesn't come back here"

"But... Where is she?"

"If she wanted you to know you would."

"Jason please, I need to see her"

"Jaime you broke her heart! She loved you and you kicked her out"

"I went to make it right! I was going to propose! But she left! I looked for her but when I couldn't find her I though she moved back here! I didn't know what else to do"

Jason looked at me for a long minute before stepping out of the door way and letting me into the apartment. I sighed in relief and walked through the door, closely followed by Jason and less closely by Mike who had just made his way to the door.

"I don't know how much I can tell you man, she'd kill me." Jason said grabbing three beers from the fridge and handing them out.

"How is she? Did she have the kid? What are they like?"

"You knew?" He asked almost spitting out his drink.

"She left the test behind..."

"Well shit... She didn't want to burden you with that"

"Burden me? It almost killed me knowing I might have a kid out there and that I can't be with them! I wanted nothing more than to have a family with her and now she's having our family without me and it's killing me. I just want to know if I am a dad, what my kid is like. If it's a boy or a girl-"

"Both" Jason interrupted

"What?"

"You have both a boy and a girl"

"But- how?"

"She had twins."

"Twins? I- I have two kids?"

Jason nodded before walking over to a table, opened a draw and pulled something out of it.

"This is Casey" he said handing me a photo of a little girl. "And this is Cale" he handed me another photo of a boy who looked shockingly similar. They were nothing that I expected yet everything all at once. These were my children. Casey and Cale. My gorgeous children.

"Now, I'm not going to tell you her address because she would never forgive me. But, I'll tell you what she told me when I begged her to come home. Those kids needed her and she wasn't willing to let them go"

"Those kids... Wait! She never left San Diego did she?! She's still there? Jason where? I need to see her"

"No, that's all I'm saying, now you guys can finish your beers but then you have to head off because I've got to go out to dinner soon"

"Right. Thanks Jase."

"No problem" he said with a small smile "sorry I couldn't help you more but I think we both know how scary she can get when she's pissed"

"Yea I understand, umm, would I- umm"

"Yes you can keep the photos"

"Thanks man..."

"It's alright, now it was great to see you guys again, but you've gotta go because I've got to get ready now"

"It's alright, have a nice night" I say, barely tearing my eyes away from the photographs still clutched in my hands. These are my children.
***END FLASH BACK***

"Jaime if you keep clutching those photos like that they won't last long" Tony said prying the images from my grasp. "They look a lot like you..."

"Except my hair"

"Yea, never knew Milly had blonde hair"

"I only knew from a photo I found ages back..."

"I wonder what they're like" Tony said absentmindedly.

"I bet they're amazing." I say taking the photos back off him. "Milly would've been an amazing mom."

"Yea, if only she gave you a chance to be an amazing dad"

Notes

Heya guys! sorry it's shorter than usual but i felt as if a lot was leant/the story jumped forward a lot in this chapter so i fell like that made up for it :)

Also, i don't know if you guys noticed but whenever i write from an amreicans POV i try to write Mom instead of Mum because its pronounced differently but my god is i a pain in the arse so don't judge if I forget some okay?

Love you all, leave comments and such :D

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