You can't just turn back time

Mike's P.O.V.

Tony and I have been at my house for a few hours. I'm on bed rest right now, doctor's orders. Tony hasn't yet told me much about his conversation with Jaime. But judging by the way he's acting, I'm sure he's really torn up about this. He just looks like he's going to cry any minute.

He hasn't said much to me since we got here. I don't blame him...Jaime was his and he was Jaime's. Even though I knew Tony first and he was in love with me first, it doesn't change the fact that he grew up to live in New York, found Jaime, fell in love, and made him his fiance. You have to love someone more than anything to want to marry them, and he was going to marry Jaime. I think I can safely assume that Jaime was Tony's first in everything. Well...everything except his first kiss. That's the one thing I held. I held his first kiss. Maybe that's how this whole thing ended up coming full circle. Maybe that one kiss back in middle school was linked to us meeting again and maybe it was meant to have us falling for each other.I'm a person to believe that things happen for a reason. So maybe the reason for me finding him again, was that kiss.

And it kills me because I know it kills him, that he probably just gave up one of the most important things that belonged to him and one of the most meaningful things to ever happen in his life. Jaime. I can see him breaking on the inside, slow, disastrously slow.

My thoughts were soon forgotten about when Tony came into my room with another pillow. He sat down next to me, once again not saying a word to me, just putting the pillow under my head and on top of the one I already had.

"I know how much you loved him..." I whispered, holding his hand. I looked over at him, his eyes were pricking with tears as I spoke. He was trying to hold it in. "Let it out, Tone...cry." I whispered again. And just like that he was sobbing into his hands. I pulled him close, letting him cry into my chest, although my entire body hurt.

"I was gonna marry him..." Tony sobbed.

"I know..." I whispered.

"I l-loved him..." Tony choked out. "I love him."

It hurt to hear, but I knew it and I understood. "I know..."

"We had-we-we had everything in our hands...ev-everything was going like we w-wanted it to...I promised h-him forever, but then yo-you came back into my life and-and you changed everything. Y-You m-made me f-fall for you all over ag-again." Tony sobbed. I held his trembling body tight, feeling his tears soak up my shirt. I just want to be here for him. I ran my fingers through his hair soothingly, trying to calm him down.

"B-But I love you so much." Tony said barley audible.

"And I love you." I whispered into his ear.

"God, we were gonna have kids!" Tony yelled, sobbing even more violently then before.

I stayed silent, just holding him even harder then before, it was physically hurting me to see him this way.

Notes

This update is loooooonnnngggg overdue and I am sorry for that. I've sort of had writers block, like I said, I had the whole story planned out until I changed one of the parts in the story which resulted in going in an entire opposite direction for this story. Buuuuut, whatever. Hope you liked it? Sort of a filler.

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