Wonderless ♡

I was sitting at the dining room table playing with my fingers nervously until Mom came and sat with me. The smell of baked goods on her apron calmed me a little.

"Okay" she said slowly "so you're in love?"

I nodded

"Why?" she asked firmly and I sighed "okay don't be mad Mom, but I have kissed so many boys in my short life"

"Mhmm" she murmured

"But when I'm with Vic, I don't want anyone else. I just want to settle with him" I said

"And have his children?" she asked

"Uh not quite there yet, but the beginning" I said "and I've never felt like that before. Heck I told him I loved him"

"The heart wants what it wants" she said "so are you worried about something?"

"I don't know, like I know he'd never do anything bad but he's famous" I said "and excuse my language but shit happens"

"I think you have nothing to worry about, I know you're a smart girl" she said "and myself and your father do like him already"

"That's good" I smiled "he's wonderful"

I showed her the locket as she studied it closely

"What do you think?" I asked as she put it back down on my chest

"Never let him go" she smiled

Surprisingly Dad was pretty calm about the whole thing and agreed with Mom that I should hold onto Vic because he's a great guy. After dinner I drove home listening to Vic sing again and headed straight to bed.

When I woke up I felt lonely, and also bored. My friends were in another country and I was left to fend for myself. I went to the store and bought cake mix in an attempt to create something edible and pretty.

"Crack 4 eggs and split the yolks" I read out loud

The first egg I cracked the yolk exploded and I swore as it got on the kitchen counter. The second one was more successful until I got egg shells in the mixture and swore once again. After I was done I put everything into the oven and awaited it's fate.

I really need a dog or something.

It came out pretty decent as I put the frosting on top and sat it down on the best plate I had. It was only then I realized I had no one to share it with.

That afternoon consisted of me sitting with wine, eating cake and watching 2 Broke Girls on TV until my phone set off and saw Angelica calling me on Skype. I smiled as I answered and saw her and Mike wave to me.

"Hey you two! How was the flight?" I asked

"Everyone's pretty tired" Ange frowned but then immediately smiled her pearly whites "we miss you! You should be here"

"Vic misses you too" Mike added

"Well of course" Angelica said "after what happened at the airport, which on my god you didn't tell me was going to happen"

"Hey, I didn't plan it" I smiled

"Anyway, I have to ask you something" she said

"Yes?" I said

"Do you have Instagram?" she asked

"Not that I know of, why?" I asked

"Vic posted something and the whole social media went crazy" she grinned "can you please download it and I'll give you the usernames"

"What did he post?" I asked

"You have to see for yourself" she said

"And you have to follow me" Mike said

"I'll try, you know I'm pretty bad with social media since I have no friends" I smiled and they laughed

"I'll take you to Vic" Angelica said standing up and running into another room where he was sleeping

"Oh don't bother him" I said but it was too late, he had one eye open and then sat up

"Hey" I said softly

"Hey" he said before coughing "how are you?"

"I'm good, I miss you. I'm so bored I baked a shitty cake for myself to eat" I smiled

"Please make sure you feed yourself properly" he smiled slightly

"I'm sorry she woke you, I'll let you go back to sleep" I frowned

"No it's okay" he said "I see you're wearing a locket. I'm not sure if it's the locket but Skype is kinda pixalated"

"Of course it's your one" I smiled "I'll let you go back to bed cutie"

He groaned

"You have shows to play for fans" I said "please get Skype so we can talk"

"I will babe" he said "I miss you"

"Miss you too" I said making kissing faces and he smiled and waved

After we hung up I went and downloaded Instagram on my phone. Angelica sent me the username on Skype and I went ahead and typed it in and saw Vic's profile. He had heaps of photos from tour, of Mike, family, other bands and one photo caught my eye. It was one of us kissing backstage during the tour that I had no idea was being photographed.

That was when another thing caught my eye. The comments.

Most of it was cute but because no one had ever seen me before, I think him posting a kissing photo was too much for fans who were semi-freaking out.

Oh my god.

I mean, I felt bad. I don't want people being upset over me. Shit.

Then I found Angelica's account which was more of her selfies with Mike and some with me from the beach. People were starting to make the connection.

"Great" I said out loud "I'm going to be Tumblr famous now"

I decided to not look at the phone and continue watching TV, but of course, it was all I could think about. I picked up the phone and went back to the photo, it was posted a week ago.

Aww. That's actually sweet.

I tried not to get offended by the "ugly" comments and decided to just look at his photos.

It was 3 weeks later and I was Skyping Vic at midnight - his time. My instructions were, I'm calling you at midnight, be in bed. When he answered he waved from bed and I waved from my laptop "hey baby"

"Hello beautiful, what's this about?" he asked

"Are you alone?" I asked and he nodded

"I don't believe you, prove it" I smiled as he turned his phone around 360 degrees

"I wanna sexy dance for you" I said and he laughed "really?"

"I am sooo horny and you're not home for like 2 weeks" I pouted

"It's gonna be awkward with one hand on the phone and one down my pants" he smiled

"It'll be fine, so can I?" I asked

"Okay but I'll have to be quiet" he said

I stood up and opened iTunes to find some seductive music

"Do you like Maroon 5?" I asked

"Who?" he said

"Too late" I said taking my shirt off and watching him concentrate very hard

By the end I was just in my underwear which he was begging to "take it off"

"You gotta come home for the full show" I smiled

"Please and turn around a little" he said

After a couple of slow booty shakes he was done and was out of the camera for a little bit. When he came back I put on a singlet so he could see the boobs he was missing out on.

"Come home?" I asked playfully

"Two more weeks and I'm going to ravish you" he said and I laughed "How's things?"

"Pretty awesome, London is cold though" he said "but you just made it a little warmer"

I giggled to myself "can't wait to see you"

"Same, when I'm home we can see my parents so you can meet them" he smiled

"That would be awesome" I said "long distance and time difference sucks"

"I know, next time you're coming with us" he said "I get lonely as fuck"

"Me too" I said as the doorbell rang "oh Vic, I better go"

"Are you gonna put on a bra?" he asked

"I'm not sure I'll let you know the result" I laughed "I love you"

"I love you too, goodnight"

I hung up and quickly put shorts and a hoodie on and answered the door to find the post man

"Zoey?" he said with a parcel and I smiled and nodded

"Sign here please" he said and handed me the parcel

"Thanks post dude" I grinned hugging my package as he tipped his hand and was on his way

I saw it was from Mom and opened it to find it was her diary from her teenage days with a note saying "good luck xx"

I wonder what that meant?

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