You're My Favorite Addiction

I couldn't believe I actually said my thoughts out loud. Shit, shit, shit. "Stop what ms. Rose?" Was he playing dumb? "I mean Mr. Carlile couldn't you go to jail?" I was completely losing grip of everything. I was freaking out. I don't even know what I'm saying, but he just keeps looking at me like I'm a crazy person. "Phoenix. Chill out, everything is fine. No one will find out. I mean unless you tell someone then I don't think we have a problem here.?" He smiled, but I frowned.

"Do you honestly think I run my mouth to the whole school or something?" I said crossing my arms. Why would he think something like that? "No? I don't know! I hardly know you as it is!" He was becoming infuriated as well. He began pulling at his hair, did he have feelings for me? I felt a warm trickle run down my cheek. Was I crying? I didn't even bother wiping it away.

"Oh shit, I made you cry? God Phoenix I'm so sorry." He began to pull me in, and the bell rang. "I gotta go." "I'll walk with you." "No." Then I began to walk away, more like jog. I was a little hurt and pissed off.

Why would he think that about me? Obviously he doesn't know me. I mean we only know each other on a first name basis. Which he still never hardly uses. Then it finally dawned on me. How fucking stupid could I possibly be? The fucker was using me.

I ran to my next class and sat down, joined by Alan. Apparently he saw something was wrong and began to pester me with questions. I'll admit I wasn't my normal bubbly self right now. But could you honestly blame me? Finally the bell rang, and I made my way to chemistry? Did I have chemistry right now? I don't fucking know. I threw my hands up in defeat, and ran into the girls bathroom.

I sat in the bathroom for that period, then when the bell rang I went to music class. I've been dreading this ever since lunch. I walked through the door, and sat down on the couch. Where was everyone? I've been here now for at least five minutes. Then Austin walked through the door. I didn't say anything I just glared. He looked upset. "Where is everyone?" I asked. "I sent them to the auditorium to watch a movie about music theory." "Why wasn't I told?" "I wanted to talk to you." I nodded.

"Well I want you to know something. I'm really sorry for losing my temper and yelling, that was wrong of me. It's just hard because I don't know what's going on with me Phoenix. I honestly don't get it. You're something else. Usually I can have a one night stand, and be done with it. But with you, I just constantly want and need more. Whether it be the amazing sex, or just seeing you. I need you..."

I didnt know what to say. Did he just say he had feelings for me? "I guess what I'm trying to say is, I need more of you. All the time, every day for the rest of our lives." I began to cry, that was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. "God I made you cry again!" He went to punch the wall but I grabbed his hand, and he loosened up. "I have feelings for you too... I just didn't want to say anything. I thought it would sound dumb coming from an 18 year old girl." I laughed.

"You couldn't be anymore wrong."

Notes

Chapter 7! Drama is about to come! Yay let me know if you like it!
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