You're My Favorite Addiction

My birthday was spent for a couple hours with Mr. Carlile, then to go back to my house to get bitched at by Skylar and Alan. They told me how irresponsible I was, and should have at least sent a text. I swear I was being scolded by my parents. Speaking of parents, for my birthday my mother was out of town for business and as for my father. Well no ones seen him since two weeks after I was born. He ran out on my mom, and she raised me with the help of my beloved grandma. I hated my father and could care less if he ever came back.

I shook the thoughts away from my head when I realized I should probably get ready for school. I showered and decided to straighten my hair today, doing perfect wings on my eyeliner I topped it off with some mascara and concealing powder. I ventured into my room humming Sublime as I picked out my outfit, a baggy t-shirt with black acid wash skinnies and my tie dye vans.

I picked up the ginger and Skylar and made my way to school. "You guys fucked huh?" I said, breaking the silence. "What!?" Both their eyes wide, like a deer in the head lights. "How'd she find out?" Alan questioned Skylar. "I was completely joking but nice to know you guys did. So you dating?" They smiled at each other. "Well thanks for including me guys." I pretended to be hurt, grabbing my chest. "We'll not our fault you were off with your mystery guy." Alan pointed out. That was true, I have been keeping an awful lot from them.

First running into Austin at the mini mart in town, then him coming onto me at the club. And this just in us fucking twice in his apartment. But I mean it's not like I could say "hey guys I've been hooking up with our music teacher, that cool with you?" They'd double over in laughter, or hate me. For not telling them sooner. I guess ill just let this play out.

The day went by slow, happy to have Alan with me for the first two periods. But now that him and Skylar are together it's all lovey dovey shit left and right. All. The. Damn. Time. I can only stand so much "you're cute" "no you are" "no you are baby" shit before I strangled them. I couldn't focus today for some reason, and not to mention Kristen, the school who're knocked me over in the hall. My backpack and purse dispersing all over the hallway. Then the bitch kicked it farther away from me. I simply thanked her and she laughed, walking away.

Finally lunch. I just couldn't wait for a smoke. I checked my purse. "Fuck." I muttered throwing my head against my locker. How the hell could I forget them at home? "Ms. Rose." Austin. "Yes?" I opened one eye looking at him. "Did someone forget their lunch at home?" I nodded knowing where this is going. "Then come with me."

I followed him into his room and he had his lunch on the desk half eaten. "We'll climb out the window I could use a smoke too." He laughed. "Mr. Carlile. Such a rebel, you're a bad influence on me." I winked. "Shut up and come here." He pulled in by the small of the back and kissed me passionately. Even better then what I remember. I swear his kisses get better and better each time I kiss him.

Upon climbing out the window of the first story of the school, I was surprised to not see Alan and Skylar sucking each other's faces. They must be doing it. In my car. Wonderful. I sighed. God did I need this cigarette about now. He handed me one already lit and I happily took in a huge drag. "So how's your day going?" "Small talk? Really?" I giggled. "I'm kidding, it's alright. Can't wait for last period." I winked. "My favorite class of the day." He smirked.

Then for a split second I began to let my mind wonder. What if people find out? I mean it's not everyday you hear about a teacher and student fucking. Don't they go to jail for shit like that? I don't want him to have to go to jail because of me. Was what I was doing wrong? Even if I wanted it? But what if the school board knew? Or someone friends with someone on the school board? Should I stop? I let the questions put me in a daze.

"I think we should stop this..."

Notes

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