You're My Favorite Addiction

Christmas break just seemed to fly by. And honestly I was ready to go back to school. As weird as that sounds. I prepared myself for the day, and picked up Alan. Skylar was apparently home "sick" today. I pulled into his driveway and he came running out of his house, plopping in the passenger seat of my car.

"Hey bud." I smiled, turning around to back out of his driveway.

"Hi." Was all he said.

What the fuck did I do to get the cold shoulder? I mean we were fine on New Year's Eve? Now I pick his ass up for school, which I don't even have to do. And I get a fucking hi? That's it?

"I just get a fucking hi? Really Alan?" I was beyond mad.

"Look I'm not trying to start anything Phoenix. I just have a lot going on right now." He sighed, propping his arm up on the window.

"Like what?" I asked rather sternly.

"Promise me you won't say anything to Skylar?" He looked me dead in the eye and was being completely serious. I nodded.

"Okay she's pissed at you because Austin got you a promise ring. She's upset with me because I won't sake our relationship to the next level. I'm fucking 18 years old, I'm not ready to make a god damn promise that I know I won't be able to keep. I can't promise her the rest of my life, like Austin did with you. Yes I mean we love each other, but the love you and Austin share is a hundred percent different from ours, and I know she's jealous of you." He finished, and I was completely astounded by his rant.

"Really? I wasn't trying to make her jealous, me and Austin just know we want this forever. I know he's older but I found my missing puzzle piece. And I thank God everyday for lucky I am. I never intended on making Sky jealous. Wow." I shook my head.

"She just texted me, her mom is bringing her in late." He read the message aloud.

"I could've picked her up? Like what the hell?" I asked.

"I don't know she's just really upset with both of us." He shrugged his shoulders.

We we both jumped out of my car and headed for the entry doors, upon arriving at my locker I heard a bunch of whispers surrounding me. Some mentioning my name, some just pointing and staring. What the fuck is up with everyone today? Just then the whore came up to me chomping on her gum like usual. God she was so fucking annoying.

"So I never expected you to be the one to fuck a teacher, whore." She laughed as she passes me.

"Excuse me? What was that bitch!" I shouted. She stopped dead in her tracks and turned around and glared at me.

"Everyone knows Phoenix, your precious little secret is out." She laughed.

I glared at Alan and he raised his hands in defense. He looked just as confused as I did. What did she mean? My secret was out? What secret? Oh my fuck.

"ARE YOU KIDDING ME!" I shouted receiving a few glares from students walking by.

Skylar fucking told people about me and Austin. You've got to fucking with me right now. I could not believe the girl I called my supposed best friend would fucking out me like that. I mean I know what I was doing was wrong, but we never did anything on school property. So how would the school know?

Skylar never showed up, bitch. I can't wait to see her face tomorrow after I'm done fucking beating the living hell out of her. I let the day progress and I tried to focus on my studies, but who was I kidding? I can not focus today. Nope, not gonna happen. All day long it's been "did you hear about Phoenix hooking up with a teacher?" I'm glad they didn't know who, but still it was pretty bad that it was about a student fucking a teacher in the first place.

In music Austin approached me and asked if I was okay. And I shook my head, letting the tears finally fall from my eyes. All the emotions that had built up throughout the day were now pouring out of me. I couldn't contain myself any longer, and went to the bathroom. I phoned Skylar.

"Hello?"
"I thought we were friends Skylar." I said calmly.
"What are you talking about Phoenix?" Playing dumb.
"You told everyone about me and Austin Sky! How could you!" My voice cracking in the process.
"Well I think it was for the best. In case you didn't notice I didn't put his name out there!" She yelled.
"But you still didn't have the balls to even so much as show up at school. You stayed home like the pussy you are!" I yelled.
"Phoenix you're a worthless slut, I did you a favor." She cackled.

I let the phone slid from my hand. What was I going to do? How could she do this to me? My happiness, gone. Austin, gone. Reputation, that I could really give two fucks about, gone. My heart was beating out of my chest. I raced from the bathroom sending Alan a quick text saying I couldn't take him home, and dashed for my car. I sped the entire way home and raced inside, both my parents at work. I ran to my room, and dug around for something I thought I'd never think about again. I took in a big breath, and held it.

"On the count of three." I whispered.

"1,2,..."

Notes

Oh boy oh boy oh boy!
im on an updating rampage today!
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stephanie <3
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