The past never changes

I woke up cuddled on Vic's chest, I got up quietly making sure not to wake him.
There was light peeking through the spaces in between the blinds.
I looked around the room, Kathy was asleep where mike had been sitting last night and mike was cuddled with Jaime on the other couch asleep, I let out a quiet chuckle before making my way upstairs .

I got to my room and decided that I needed a shower.
I took my clothes off and looked in the mirror, ugly, useless, fat, whore,
Words kept running through my head. I shook the thought and jumped in the shower.
After I washed my hair and body and shaved what needed to be shaved,
I got out of the shower. I wrapped a towel around me and headed out of my bathroom and to my closet.

What could I wear today? What was I supposed to wear today?,
I finally picked out a blue pair of skinny jeans, this white collectibletees hello kitty shirt, and a cardigan to cover my scars.
I went to my bathroom and dried my hair, I curled it and started on my makeup,
Just a littles eyeliner,eye shadow, and lip balm.
I finished putting on my makeup and headed downstairs.

Vic was in the kitchen cooking something and mike Jaime and Kathy were still trying to get awake. "Good morning" I said passing the living room and making my way to the kitchen, "what are you cooking?" I asked sitting in one of the kitchen chairs,
"I am making some breakfast, how does eggs bacon and pancakes sound?"
He asked turning off the stove top and grabbing some plates,
"That sounds great mister chef"

Notes

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