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Jazlyn**
I woke up to Vics arms wrapped tight around me, I tried to get up with out waking him up But failed "Good morning" he grumbled sleepily "morning" I whispered, he slowly opened his eyes and smiled at me "I love you I hope you know that" He whispered kissing my forehead "I... I love you too" I whispered back "Good... Now lets get some breakfast" he said as he hopped up from the bed. A wave of panic rushed over me... I cant eat I'll become fat "Jaz... You okay?" he snapped me out of my thoughts "yeas perfectly fine" I gave him a convincing smile "okay.... then lets go down stairs" and with that Vic walked away. I got up and got dressed.
I headed down the stairs 10 minutes later I walked down stairs to see Vic standing over the stove making pancakes and bacon, My stomach instantly twisted and I felt sick but I pushed it aside "Hey" I said quietly "Hey Jaz" he replied with a smile on his face "what do you want in your coffee?" he asked pouring me a cup "Just black is fine for me" I said sitting down at the island, he came over and set my mug down "I have a question" my voice was barely audible "What is it?" Vic asked sitting down beside me "I... Last night... Er.. Well the past few days... you...Um" "Just say it Jaz" He cut me off "Never mind... it... it wasn't important" I said getting up from my seat and walking into the living room sitting down on the couch "Jaz" Vic sighed as he walked into the living room "What is it?" "I said it wasn't important, please just drop it" I said on the verge of tears "Damn it Jaz what happened to us? We fucking told each other everything" He asked getting angry "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED YOU MOVED AWAY I GOT LEFT HEAR WHILE YOU WERE OUT TOURING WITH YOUR BAND, AND NOT ONCE DID YOU THINK TO CALL" I started to stand up "DID YOU EVER THINK OF HOW THAT MADE ME FEEL? DID YOU EVER ONCE STOP AND THINK 'OH I WONDER HOW JAZLYN IS DOING I SHOULD TEXT HER TO FIND OUT' PROBABLY NOT, YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WHILE YOU WERE GONE? MY UNCLE BEAT ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON, HE WOULD CALL ME A SLUT AND A WHORE AND A BITCH, FUCK VICTOR I EVEN TRIED TEXTING YOU AFTER THE BEATING BUT YOU NEVER ANSWERED OR PICKED UP SO FINAL I JUST GAVE UP ON EVERYTHING" I yelled, his face was drawn blank "Jaz I-I didn't know" "there's allot you don't know" I scoffed "and the person I like well hes to blind to even see it, he may be smart, funny, witty, and have the most amazing eyes.. but he has changed" I sighed, he looked up at me with his gorgeous eye's fuck his eye's "who is it you like" I sighed angerly "YOU... it's you, but it's obvious you don't feel the same way so... whatever" I yelled before leaving the house.
I walked around for about 20 minutes Vic, Tony, Mike, And Jaime blowing up my phone with texts and calls, I heard a noise behind me an turned around... It was Mike... Grate "Jazlyn?" he called I turned back around and started to run, I heard his feet against the pavement witch made me run faster, I completely forgot it was like the middle of winter and I don't even have a sweater on, I quickly rounded a corner and collapsed onto the ground shivering, I saw Mike run bye still looking for me. I was sitting there for 30 minuets and it started raining anything and everything I had on was freezing in little water droplets, I was getting hypothermia and my life was slipping I knew I wouldn't survive much longer.
20 more minutes passed and my eye's started drifting, My phone was ringing and I shakily answered it "he-hello?" I asked weakly "Jazlyn?" Tony asked from the other end "y-yes" my voice fell into a whisper "where are you? whats wrong?" his voice rose into panic "i-in an al-ally" I struggled to get out "o-on main street" I heard static on the other end "okay hold on Jaz we know where you are" then he hung up.
I was getting more tired I almost blacked out but then I heard a familiar voice of Mike "OH MY GOD.... Jazlyn!!" I heard feet running to me then a warm hand on my cheek "Jaz... Jaz look at me" he said tilting my head up "Mi-Mike" I breathed "Hey shhh It's okay, Vic, Tony, and Jaime are on there way" he said taking his jacket off and putting it over me "I-I'm so-sorry" "It's okay just hold on" he whispered then I heard a car door slam and Vic's panicked voice "Jazlyn" I hear as I felt another pair of arms around me witch I instantly identified as Vic's I relaxed into them "V-Vic'' I stuttered out "Shhh it's okayy, I've got you" he said kissing my forehead with his warm lips "I'm sorry" I started to cry "I should be the one who's sorry" he said as he started walking to the car "Vic.... I'm... Tired..." his arms tightened around me "Stay awake beautiful, You have so much to live for" he said as he closed the car door and I was surrounded with heat, I was just so tired, I fell asleep in his arms not knowing If I was going to wake up.
Vic**
As soon as she left panic rushed over me... How could I have been so stupid... I've always loved her I just didn't know she felt the same. As soon as that door closed I knew I fucked up, I ran out after her but she was running down the road, I rushed to my phone and called the other guys.
We were searching around calling her but she wouldn't answer Mike was on main street and Tony Jaime and I were on the back roads I got a text from Mike saying he lost her. I screamed out in frustration "Dude calm down we'll find her" Tony said "Not the point... It's fucking -12 out and raining, she left in just thin pants and a long sleeve shirt! For all we know she could be dead!!!" I said pacing around "I'll call her again if it makes you feel better" He said getting out his phone I just nodded I then heard tony talking.. she's okay! "Jazlyn?..... Where are you? whats wrong?.... Okay hold on Jaz we know where you are"
We finally got to the ally that she was in and I saw her curled up in Mikes lap I rushed over and took her from him "Jazlyn" I asked in panic I felt her relax in my arms "V-Vic'' she said weakly "Shhh it's okayy, I've got you" I said as I kissed her freezing cold forehead "I'm sorry" she whispered "I should be the one who's sorry" I said walking towards the car "Vic.... I'm... Tired..." she said going slightly limp My arms tightened around her "Stay awake beautiful, You have so much to live for" I said closing the car door but I then felt her go completely limp and I panicked "Jazlyn Please Be Okay" I whispered as Tony began to drive back to my house.
As soon as we got back to the house I ran her inside and took her frozen cloths off, as I took her shirt off I realized how thin she was it broke my heart, I slipped one of my hoddies on over her then a pair of joggers, I carried her down to the couch and laid her down placing a blanket over her... I knelt down in front of her and moved her hair out of her face "Jaz.... I'm.... So sorry I never told you how much I love you... And not like in a best friend way.... I... Love you love you, I was just so scared that you didn't feel the same way about me, and... I didn't want to get hurt... I'm such an idiot... I feel so bad.... I'm sorry I wasn't there when your uncle beat you... I feel like a dick... I hope you forgive me" I saw her move around a bit before opening up her eyes "Vic?" she asked quietly "yes its me, Your okay" she insistently wrapped her arms around me "I heard what you said" she started to cry "I've always loved you Vic... Always!" I hugged her back tighter "I want to make you better" I whispered in her ear "I want to get better" she whispered back.
I woke up to Vics arms wrapped tight around me, I tried to get up with out waking him up But failed "Good morning" he grumbled sleepily "morning" I whispered, he slowly opened his eyes and smiled at me "I love you I hope you know that" He whispered kissing my forehead "I... I love you too" I whispered back "Good... Now lets get some breakfast" he said as he hopped up from the bed. A wave of panic rushed over me... I cant eat I'll become fat "Jaz... You okay?" he snapped me out of my thoughts "yeas perfectly fine" I gave him a convincing smile "okay.... then lets go down stairs" and with that Vic walked away. I got up and got dressed.
I headed down the stairs 10 minutes later I walked down stairs to see Vic standing over the stove making pancakes and bacon, My stomach instantly twisted and I felt sick but I pushed it aside "Hey" I said quietly "Hey Jaz" he replied with a smile on his face "what do you want in your coffee?" he asked pouring me a cup "Just black is fine for me" I said sitting down at the island, he came over and set my mug down "I have a question" my voice was barely audible "What is it?" Vic asked sitting down beside me "I... Last night... Er.. Well the past few days... you...Um" "Just say it Jaz" He cut me off "Never mind... it... it wasn't important" I said getting up from my seat and walking into the living room sitting down on the couch "Jaz" Vic sighed as he walked into the living room "What is it?" "I said it wasn't important, please just drop it" I said on the verge of tears "Damn it Jaz what happened to us? We fucking told each other everything" He asked getting angry "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED YOU MOVED AWAY I GOT LEFT HEAR WHILE YOU WERE OUT TOURING WITH YOUR BAND, AND NOT ONCE DID YOU THINK TO CALL" I started to stand up "DID YOU EVER THINK OF HOW THAT MADE ME FEEL? DID YOU EVER ONCE STOP AND THINK 'OH I WONDER HOW JAZLYN IS DOING I SHOULD TEXT HER TO FIND OUT' PROBABLY NOT, YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WHILE YOU WERE GONE? MY UNCLE BEAT ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON, HE WOULD CALL ME A SLUT AND A WHORE AND A BITCH, FUCK VICTOR I EVEN TRIED TEXTING YOU AFTER THE BEATING BUT YOU NEVER ANSWERED OR PICKED UP SO FINAL I JUST GAVE UP ON EVERYTHING" I yelled, his face was drawn blank "Jaz I-I didn't know" "there's allot you don't know" I scoffed "and the person I like well hes to blind to even see it, he may be smart, funny, witty, and have the most amazing eyes.. but he has changed" I sighed, he looked up at me with his gorgeous eye's fuck his eye's "who is it you like" I sighed angerly "YOU... it's you, but it's obvious you don't feel the same way so... whatever" I yelled before leaving the house.
I walked around for about 20 minutes Vic, Tony, Mike, And Jaime blowing up my phone with texts and calls, I heard a noise behind me an turned around... It was Mike... Grate "Jazlyn?" he called I turned back around and started to run, I heard his feet against the pavement witch made me run faster, I completely forgot it was like the middle of winter and I don't even have a sweater on, I quickly rounded a corner and collapsed onto the ground shivering, I saw Mike run bye still looking for me. I was sitting there for 30 minuets and it started raining anything and everything I had on was freezing in little water droplets, I was getting hypothermia and my life was slipping I knew I wouldn't survive much longer.
20 more minutes passed and my eye's started drifting, My phone was ringing and I shakily answered it "he-hello?" I asked weakly "Jazlyn?" Tony asked from the other end "y-yes" my voice fell into a whisper "where are you? whats wrong?" his voice rose into panic "i-in an al-ally" I struggled to get out "o-on main street" I heard static on the other end "okay hold on Jaz we know where you are" then he hung up.
I was getting more tired I almost blacked out but then I heard a familiar voice of Mike "OH MY GOD.... Jazlyn!!" I heard feet running to me then a warm hand on my cheek "Jaz... Jaz look at me" he said tilting my head up "Mi-Mike" I breathed "Hey shhh It's okay, Vic, Tony, and Jaime are on there way" he said taking his jacket off and putting it over me "I-I'm so-sorry" "It's okay just hold on" he whispered then I heard a car door slam and Vic's panicked voice "Jazlyn" I hear as I felt another pair of arms around me witch I instantly identified as Vic's I relaxed into them "V-Vic'' I stuttered out "Shhh it's okayy, I've got you" he said kissing my forehead with his warm lips "I'm sorry" I started to cry "I should be the one who's sorry" he said as he started walking to the car "Vic.... I'm... Tired..." his arms tightened around me "Stay awake beautiful, You have so much to live for" he said as he closed the car door and I was surrounded with heat, I was just so tired, I fell asleep in his arms not knowing If I was going to wake up.
Vic**
As soon as she left panic rushed over me... How could I have been so stupid... I've always loved her I just didn't know she felt the same. As soon as that door closed I knew I fucked up, I ran out after her but she was running down the road, I rushed to my phone and called the other guys.
We were searching around calling her but she wouldn't answer Mike was on main street and Tony Jaime and I were on the back roads I got a text from Mike saying he lost her. I screamed out in frustration "Dude calm down we'll find her" Tony said "Not the point... It's fucking -12 out and raining, she left in just thin pants and a long sleeve shirt! For all we know she could be dead!!!" I said pacing around "I'll call her again if it makes you feel better" He said getting out his phone I just nodded I then heard tony talking.. she's okay! "Jazlyn?..... Where are you? whats wrong?.... Okay hold on Jaz we know where you are"
We finally got to the ally that she was in and I saw her curled up in Mikes lap I rushed over and took her from him "Jazlyn" I asked in panic I felt her relax in my arms "V-Vic'' she said weakly "Shhh it's okayy, I've got you" I said as I kissed her freezing cold forehead "I'm sorry" she whispered "I should be the one who's sorry" I said walking towards the car "Vic.... I'm... Tired..." she said going slightly limp My arms tightened around her "Stay awake beautiful, You have so much to live for" I said closing the car door but I then felt her go completely limp and I panicked "Jazlyn Please Be Okay" I whispered as Tony began to drive back to my house.
As soon as we got back to the house I ran her inside and took her frozen cloths off, as I took her shirt off I realized how thin she was it broke my heart, I slipped one of my hoddies on over her then a pair of joggers, I carried her down to the couch and laid her down placing a blanket over her... I knelt down in front of her and moved her hair out of her face "Jaz.... I'm.... So sorry I never told you how much I love you... And not like in a best friend way.... I... Love you love you, I was just so scared that you didn't feel the same way about me, and... I didn't want to get hurt... I'm such an idiot... I feel so bad.... I'm sorry I wasn't there when your uncle beat you... I feel like a dick... I hope you forgive me" I saw her move around a bit before opening up her eyes "Vic?" she asked quietly "yes its me, Your okay" she insistently wrapped her arms around me "I heard what you said" she started to cry "I've always loved you Vic... Always!" I hugged her back tighter "I want to make you better" I whispered in her ear "I want to get better" she whispered back.
Notes
Wow It's been how long since I've updated.... So sorry!!!!
Ughhh so cute!
5/29/15