We're All Crooked Young

I woke up in my bed alone , I looked around and saw that Ricky was no where to be found. I started to get nervous and my chest started to tighten. I rolled over and I noticed that I rolled over on a note. I pulled it from under me and I read it.


-Good morning beautiful. I went out and I'll be back later. You can text me as soon as you wake up. I love you .. ^R--



I smiled softly and I got up. I could still see that note in the trash and I bit my lip nervously. I walked into the bathroom and I grabbed my medication bottles. I downed two of both with sink water and I walked down stairs to an empty house.



Some thing didn't feel right , maybe I'm just being paranoid. I sat on the couch and flipped through the channels before being grabbed from behind .




I instantly screamed and thrashed around. I shut my eyes until I heard a loud groan and someone drop to the floor.


"Fuck !" A deep voice growled .


"Oh shit! Alan what did you do? ! We're supposed to surprise her , not give her a heart attack !" I opened my eyes to see Cass and Austin looking down at a Red head crouched down on the floor holding his private parts.


"Well I'm sorry but she just round house kicked me in the dick! " he uttered apologetically as he slowly got up.


"I-I'm sorry. . I didn't know who you were and I'm really paranoid with Ricky not here. " I whispered and he nodded as Austin helped him up fully.


Cass walked over to me and stood me up and gave me a hug.

"I'm sorry about Ginger Princess over there. Are you okay ?? .. " She questioned sounding concerned and I nodded.

Austin walked over and pulled me into a hug. "I'm sorry for Alan. He's more of a child than an adult. " he spoke.


"Hey !" Alan squealed defensively.

We all sat on the couch and after hours of talking , I found out that Alan was pretty cool. He seemed really friendly like CC .


Suddenly my phone got a text and I opened it thinking it was Ricky.


I opened it to reveal a picture of me sleeping and it was at close range. The message attached to it said. --You may not know who I am .. but I know you. . The things I can't wait to do when I finally capture you. ---





My heart dropped in my stomach and I started to shake. "C-Cass.... " I whispered and she stopped the humorous conversation with Alan and looked at me.


I handed her the phone and she gasped before handing it to Austin . "Who's been sending this awful shit to you ?!" Cass uttered.


I shrugged my shoulders. . The messages kept coming and my chest started to tighten. The messages talked about how I was the scum of the earth and I should just die . I couldn't breathe.. I started to shake and I pulled my legs up to my chest and I tried to breathe evenly.


"Arl .. calm down .. This is harassment. I'm calling the cops okay? " Cass uttered reassuringly and she got up and went to kitchen to call them. Whoever this was , everything they were saying was right. My breathing technique wasn't helping so I got up and they both looked at me.


"Where are you going? " Austin questioned.

"I need to take me meds. I'll be back later" I whispered before I walked up stairs. Truth is , I just didn't want to breakdown in front of anyone. Once I shut the door behind me , I gasped as I saw writing in red paint above our bed. That was the last straw.



That pushed me over the edge. I collapsed on the bed and cried hard into the pillow. My heart was beating like crazy and I gripped the sheets. I could only think of one thing to do .



I got up and slipped into the bathroom. I slowly got on my knees and I pulled my hair up into a bun . My body already knew what was about to happen.


I breathed in deep and I stuck my fingers down my throat , after about two minutes. The little food I ate came up and I suddenly felt better. I got up and flushed and washed my hands and face.



I walked down Stairs to see Cass thanking the police officers and her closing the door.


I felt so guilty but it's my way of coping and the way things are going right now. I doubt I'd ever stop.



"Well we have to go now. Ricky will be here any second. .. "Cass uttered sadly as she walked over to me and pulled me into a tight hug. Austin did the same and Alan gave me a weird hand shake.



"Take your meds and sleep okay Arl?" She spoke and I nodded as they all left. I heard my phone vibrating on the kitchen counter and I walked over and picked it up. More hateful messages but one caught my attention.



--I see your little panic attacks. . But they are NOTHING compared to what's going to happen once I have you. . Sleep well Whore.---



I bit my lip nervously and let tears fall down my cheeks. I walked up stairs to our room and I stripped myself of all my clothes and I looked myself in the mirror.



My face and arms looked fat , as well as my thighs and I could see my stomach jiggle a little.



-You're disgusting-

-whore-

-worthless-


-chubby-

-tubby-


-fat-


The voice whispered and I rushed to the bathroom and threw up more. After two hours. . I couldn't even breathe right. My breathing was shallow and labored and my throat was tight and dry. I've had four nose bleeds and I just let the blood pool on the floor.


I rested my head on the cold toilet seat and my body felt sore. I could feel myself drifting and I didn't care about where I was drifting to.

Notes

It's going to be getting dark .. Js .

Comment guys ♡♡ give me feedback.


Do you think Arlet will give up ??

How will Ricky save her??

Will Oliver know who wrote the note??

Who's the unknown person? ??