We're All Crooked Young

I woke up with her still in my arms. I can't say how good it feels to wake up to her beautiful face. She looked so at peace ... with the shit she's been dealing with I didn't want to ruin that. I heard my phone vibrate on the dresser and I quickly picked it up.
I saw that Jordan had texted me saying we had band practice because we have a Gig tomorrow night. I loved playing for my fans but I was still pissed about what matt did. I figured I need to sort this all out before the gig so I slowly slid out the bed and lightly kissed her head before slipping on some shredded skinny jeans and a Suicide Silence tank and my lucky toms and I grabbed my phone and keys and I brushed my teeth and hair before walking out the house.
I got in my car and texted Ricky Horror asking him could he come over and watch Arlet since I'll be gone . He replied in seconds. .. I tried not to let my jealousy get the best of me but I was a little aggravated that he accepted so quickly .
I huffed and didn't text back. As I pulled out the driveway I turned on Suicide Silence CD and 'Yolo' came on. I sung/screamed along with Mitch. And I felt his voice soak into my soul. Everyone still mourns his passing , he really was the best mate. My thoughts went to how we used to joke around and see who had the most tattoos. I smiled slightly as I drove and sung along.


○○Push your care, push your burdens aside
Erase everything inside and
leave just one thing on your mind.
You only live once so just go fucking nuts!
Go!
Live life hard
Live life hard
You only get one shot
So shoot!
With every breath you take you’re dying
With every step we take we’re falling apart
If we only had one chance we'd breathe
Let’s take the chance right now and scream
You only live one life
For a very short time
So make every second divine ●●

As we arrived at Jordan's house , I saw everyone's cars . I smirked and gripped the steering wheel tightly and breathed loudly in annoyance before getting out . As I walked in everyone looked at me except Matt K. I grinned when I walked closer to him and saw that he had Two black eyes and I busted lip and nose. I smirked internally as I fist pumped everyone.
I texted everyone last night about Arlet and what matt did. To say the least everyone knew he was mental but not that badly. As we started rehearsing , everyone kept glaring at matt. I decided to have fun to piss him off more.
I looked at the other guys and they already knew what song to play. As Matt N slammed on the drums and lee played loudly I saw Matt K's eyes widened as I sung right in his direction.

○○For the love of god, will you bite your tongue
Before we make you swallow it
It's moments like this where silence is golden
(And then you speak)
No one wants to hear you
No one wants to see you
So desperate and pathetic
I'm begging you to spare me
The pleasure of your company●● .

Matt dropped his instrument and lunged at me. He straddled my hips and started choking me. I've never seen him so angry but I didn't give a fuck. I flipped us over and started slamming my fist is his face.
All the guys let the fight go on until they pulled us away. I had a busted lip but Matt face was worse then before. "Don't fucking come near Arlet you filthy prick ! " I screamed back and he huffed loudly before getting up and storming out.
Everyone applauded me and helped me up while Lee got me a bag of ice . We all decided that'd we'd let our friend Jona fill Matt's spot for tomorrow night.
If all goes well ... Matt will be out the band.



-Austin's POV- We sat in my house watching tv as Cassandra laid on my bare chest and my kitty laid on her hip. They both looked so adorable and I loved when she was around.
How was I supposed to tell her that I go on tour in 2 weeks. After the whole arlet thing .. She's been attached to my hip. I mean I don't mind. .
But I think she only wants to be fuck buddies. She looks at me with that I think is a gleam of love in her eyes but I second guess and look away.
"Aus?" She whimpered pouting her lip and I gave a soft smile. She was so beautiful .. why am I even breathing her air? She could have anyone yet she picks me. "Do you think about. ... us?" She questioned leaning against my chest her warm breath passing over my neck. I swallowed nervously and my heart slammed against my chest. "Yes.." I mumbled and she smiled against my chest. "I know we agreed on being friends with benefits. .. but .. I just don't feel that anymore. I want to have you in all ways. Not just Sexually" I whispered and she looked at me with those huge mesmerizing eyes.
She smiled brightly and leaned up and kissed me passionately. She rolled over and straddled my hips continuing to deepened the kiss and I licked my tongue across her lip begging for entrance that she quickly complied to. We pulled away for air and her face was blushed red. "Will you be my girlfriend Cassandra?" I questioned and she nodded eagerly before kissing me again. My kitty squeezed in the little space between us and purred loudly when Cassandra scratched her ears. "Oh . She likes me " she giggled slightly and I looked at her admiring her beauty. "Hey ! So do I !" I exclaimed playfully pouting and she kissed my pout away. We sat at my house making out and making silly faces at eachother.
Now this is what I'm going to miss while I'm on tour . My girlfriend Cassandra and my Kitty .


-Ricky's POV- After I got to Oliver's house , I walked up the stairs to see Arlet sleeping. She looked so peaceful and beautiful. I've always had a slight crush on her but I mean she's like a sister to me. I'd never cross the line like that.
I decided to get in bed with her and turn on the flat screen TV. Luckily the movie 'Silent Hill' was on and I intently watched it. About 30 min later , Arlet subconsciously laid her legs over my lap and cuddled into my chest pulling me down into her hold.
I tried to slowly pull away but she straddled my hips yet her eyes were closed when she leaned in for a kiss. "Arlet ! It's me ricky!" I exclaimed laughing and her eyes shot open and she hopped off the bed landing on her ass . I just noticed that she only had on a bra and thong and I absentmindedly bit down on my lip. /Fuck. .. She's beautiful and her body is amazing\ I thought internally before frowning because of those thoughts.
I quickly slid off the bed and helped her up. Me and her have been friends since 2nd grade .. we both met chris freshman year. I've seen her naked and we both shared our first kiss with eachother due to truth or dare.
She giggled loudly pulling me out my thoughts. "You fucking scared me you dick!" She screamed laughing and I giggled. She walked over to the closet and I watched as she walked. Her perfect C cups were bouncing a little and her butt was jiggling and I bit my lip hard.
I mentally face palmed and looked down at my phone to stop myself from looking at her. She cleared her throat and I looked up. She wore a huge sweater that said 'You me at six ' and shredded skinny jeans and black vans.
She pulled her hair up into a messy bun with strands falling Down to her neck. She went into the bathroom and brushed her teeth and then came out a plugged her phone up to pandora and our song came on and she smiled wide. I didn't even know she knew about our band , she started dancing around to the song 'Devils Night' . She picked up her purse and keys and phone and danced over to me .
"Well are ya coming?"she cooed over the loud music and I looked at her confused. "We're going shopping ... I need to get out the house. That's why you're over here right?" She questioned leaning towards me and bumping her small hip into my hip as she lightly giggled. She knew me so well.
I gave her a soft smile as we headed down stairs and out the house. We got in my car and drove to the new York City mega mall . It took forever to find a parking spot but when we did it was fairly close.
I had to honk at a old lady to get her to move her ass so I could get the spot though. When we walked in , thousands Of people were in the mall. The smells of Chinese food, perfume and tires filled the place.
I noticed that Arlet grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers . I looked at her and her eyes were huge as people roughly pushed past her. Before I knew it we were running into the bathroom. She was gasping and heaving and holding her chest.
I started to panic and I forgot about her anxiety. .. I didn't know it could be triggered so easily. She took a large pill out her purse along with a bottle of water and swallowed it. After 5 minutes of me holding her and rubbing her back she calm down.
We slowly walked out the bathroom and she clung to me for dear life. I regretted bringing her .. I don't want her to have another attack. I saw my favorite store and I walked us over there , I flipped my hair and adjusted me beanie as we walked in . The smell of death and gore filled my senses and I smiled widely.
I was in my second home , Arlet clung close to me but she seemed calm . I picked up a shirt that I thought she would like. It was our Motionless in white shirt with the skeleton middle finger. She smiled widely and kissed my cheek.
I blushed and I turned my back as I started to find her a 'HIM' shirt. "OHMERGAWSH IT'S RICKY HORROR!!!!" I heard a high pitch scream and I quickly turned around to see five scene girls gawking at me. They all rushed at me pushing Arlet roughly out the way. They bombarded me with things to sign and to take pictures. As the crowd around me grew I saw Arlet getting pushed farther away. I bit my lip nervously and screamed out at the top of my lungs "SINGLE LINE PLEASE. ARLET COME HERE!" . Everyone looked at me shocked , since I'm always the quiet one in the group but I couldn't have Arlet getting another Anxiety attack or worse and I wasn't there to help her.
Arlet slowly walked to me and she hid behind me and buried her face in my back. I could feel her slightly trembling so I tried to speed up the pictures and autographs while still being respectful to my fans.
After the 4,000th hug , they finally left us alone. I turned around to see Arlet looking at some band merch and I smiled softly. I wrapped one arm around her waist and she laid her head on my shoulder.
I noticed that she had five Bring Me The Horizon shirts , 5 Motionless in white shirts , 3 of mice and men and two AFI shirts. She had 4 pairs of skinny jeans and black vans. "Woah .. punk rock chick now?" I teased playfully and she giggled. She looked at me with those huge sky blue eyes and I felt my heart beat quicken and pound. "I feel better in these clothes.... " she admitted childishly blushing and I chuckled. After she paid for them I took a quick picture of us in hot topic and posted it on twitter and Instagram with the caption : 'Out with Arry , She's finally joined the dark side ;)' .
As soon as I updated I immediately got comments saying how cute we were together or how beautiful she was or that they loved the shirts she bought. I smiled knowing that even though we weren't together , our fans still accepted her instantly.
We walked out with our hot topic bags and headed into Forever 21 for makeup. It might be weird but I actually did need more guyliner but I gave her the 'say this is all for you' look and she giggled as she bought pale and olive foundation with 4 sets of brown and black mascara and red , nude and pink lipstick.
After we bought them we started to head out when a guy who looked like an American Eagle model came up to us smiling widely.
His shirt was just a LITTLE TOO FUCKING TIGHT and it was basically a second skin , showing off his defined 6 pack. His skinny jeans were tighter than Arlet's and he had that brown flippy geled up hair.
His dull brown eyes and tall structure put me on edge. "Hello beautiful , my name is Brock" he cooed sweetly trying to sweep Arlet off her feet with his deep voice.
What a Swagget -_-. I groaned loudly in annoyance as he tried corny pick up lines on her and she looked over at me. "So uh Armmet. Do you wanna go to dinner sometime? Then maybe back to my place?" He questioned seductively biting his lip and I gagged in distaste.
What a dick ! I looked at Arlet who gave me a 'No this mother fucker .. just did not ' look and I smirked. She turned to him and gained courage before speaking to his tall structure . "First off you prick... my name is ARLET! Secondly , I'm not into tall , buff, meat head steroid infused assholes. I'm into lanky band members with tattoos. And THIRDLY. .. I'm fucking taken . So go take a hike to hell " she growled before roughly pushing past him while she drug me behind her
His face was priceless. He must have never been turned down before and as soon as we were fully out the mall we both burst out laughing.
After wiping away our happy tears we talked back to the car with huge smiles on our faces. "I had a amazing time with you today Ricky. " she cooed sweetly and she kissed my cheek. I blushed and I gave her soft smile. "Anything for you, Arry. You know I love you " I cooed and started to drive off. She ran her fingers though my hair before playing on her phone. "I love you too blue eyes " she giggled slightly smiling. As we drove home we both started to sing along to the song 'Trophy Eyes ' by 'you me at six' . Today really was amazing.

Notes

So I figured I should have all three of the guys. Ricky and Chris will be more involved from now on . I have a few tricks up my sleeve. So who ships Cassandra and Austin??

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