We're All Crooked Young

The sound of the heart monitor woke me up. My eyes fluttered open to see white creme walls and I rose my head up a bit to see that I was wearing a paper gown and I could smell the cleaning products.
I felt a pounding in my skull and my body felt sore. " guys ! She's awake !" I heard a muffled voice exclaimed. My eyes were still getting used to the bright lights and my heart monitor beeped faster.
The liquid IV coursing through my veins still had me slightly groggy. I felt someone place a hand on my shoulder and lightly squeezed. I strained my vison until it became clear and I saw Ricky, Chris, Austin , Cassandra and Oliver.
They all had sad looks on their faces and I looked down at my Iv needle in my forearm. "What happened?" I questioned them all and Cassandra was the first to speak.
She tucked hair behind her ears and I noticed that her knuckles were bloodied and bruised. "You had a heart attack Arl.... " she whispered and I pouted...
I know that I've been contemplating suicide. .
I wanted it to be slow and painful. I deserved it because I was just taking up space. Oliver didn't need me and everyone would be better off. I stopped eating and shut everyone out.
As days passed by I got weaker and I was waiting on the day my body or heart failed me. I thought today would be the end until Cass and Austin burst in.
I'd never tell them I wanted to kill myself. . I didn't want them to worry. Tears passed my cheeks and I hid my face in the thin cotton pillow. "Arry .. why didn't you tell us your eating disorder was this bad? What triggered you so much that you didn't talk to us for a week?" Ricky whimpered pouting his pink pierced lip.
His bright blue eyes gleaming with sadness. I looked over at Cassandra and she nodded .
Silently telling me to tell them. . I breathed loudly and looked at them all.. "Matt Kean ... Ever since me and Oliver have been dating , he's been harassing me and insulting me. But I brushed it off because I really care for Oliver and I want to be with him. Well the day I left and never came back is the day Matt pushed me against the wall and called me a whore and said that I'm ruining Oliver's life and the band in general. He ..... he said that I'm just another fat whore who wants Oliver's money" I whispered tears falling down my face. Everyone looked shocked but Oliver looked so heartbroken. .. he grabbed my fragile hand and intertwined our fingers as he leaned down and kissed my cheek and forehead lovingly before pulling away.
"None of that shit is true. Fuck matt ... He's not telling the truth ! I freaking care about you so much. I was losing my mind when you didn't call me or text me back. I NEED you in my life Arlet. " he cooed sweetly and my heart fluttered and I smiled widely feeling my dry lips crack.
I looked over to Chris , he looked pissed off and I could see him grip the bar on the hospital bed harshly making his knuckles turn white. "That British mother fucker ... " he growled breathing loudly and he threatened to kill him.
Cassandra laughed and we all looked at her. "Don't worry Chris... I got to him first" she cooed evilly showing her bruised knuckles. "Babe .. What'd you do to that dickhead?" Austin questioned holding her hands in his . "I gave him what he fucking deserved. .. I punched the British accent out of his mouth" she cooed evilly smirking and everyone laughed.
I tried to laughed but my lungs pressing against my ribs was too much pain. I winced and oliver kissed the top of my hand. I saw a clipboard near my bed and I reached for it and read it 'Anorexia , Bulimia , Depression , Anxiety Disorder . Pills already Shipped to Nearest CVS'

I breathed loudly biting back tears. "You didn't need to do that. I'm not worth you getting hurt " I mumbled and they all looked at me. "Fuck. Arlet Jessica Williams. .. you ARE worth it. We all love you and we're going to take care of you. We already put all your clothes and items in Oliver's house. AND we'll constantly be checking up on you unexpectedly , Cassandra also talked to your Agent. She understands after we forced her to. You'll be taking a 3 month vacation from modeling. Cassandra told us what they make you do to loose weight. .. It's only adding to your eating disorder. " Chris boomed in a fatherly voice.
I couldn't even object , it's like what he said was the law. I bowed in submission and he softly stroked my leg lovingly. Ricky , Chris , Cassandra and Austin all left and All was left was Oliver. We sat in a awkward silence before I broke it. "C-Could you .. well uhmm.... cuddle with me ?" I questioned nervously and he gave a soft smile before he slowly slid in bed with me. I rested my head on his chest and he absentmindedly played with my hair.
"You're beautiful Arlet. .. I'll never leave you. .. You're amazing and funny and goofy and sweet and vulnerable and soft spoken. " he cooed sweetly making me blush and my heart slammed against my chest as he leaned down and kissed me passionately. His lips were so soft and warm.
I melted in his arms as his tongue explored my mouth and my heart fluttered. We pulled away from eachother for much needed air and he quickly kissed me again and I giggled. The doctor came in and gave Oliver my medication list and he said i could leave. As the doctor left , Oliver shot out the bed and helped me out.
I bent over trying to grab my clothes off the bottom drawer when I heard whistling. I turned around to see Oliver smirking. "Nice bum , babe" he cooed laughing and I blushed and covered my exposed ass with my clothes. "Oh shut it !" I giggled shooing him out the room.
I quickly slipped on some acid washed skinny jeans with black vans and a SLIPKNOT tank . I giggled knowing that Cassandra totally picked these out.
Oliver came back in and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me softly. He rubbed circles in my hips making me gasp and he deepened the kiss.
He pulled away and I felt dazed , he was like my drug. His lips , his touch, his smell, his affection. He picked me up bridal style ignoring my protests about being too heavy and he carried me all the way out the hospital to his car .
He softly strapped me in and we drove home. To OUR home.... I couldn't help but smile knowing that I'd see him Every morning and evening. But just like that my depression came back and reminded me of Matt.
"Baby... we need to go get my meds. " I whispered and he quickly changed directions and eventually we got there. He quickly got them and we
eventually made it to our house. He carried me bridal style into the house and closed the door with his foot.
I locked my arms around his neck as we walked up the stairs and into his bedroom. It was beautiful with a silver and gold bedroom and gold curtains covering the huge windows.
The air conditioning finally set into my skin and goosebumps covered my body. He giggled slightly before laying me on the bed. "I know you've had a terrible week and it's because of one of my ex mates. Just know that you'll never have to worry about him messing with you ever again. " He whispered before kissing my forehead and started walking out the door. "Wait. . Where are you going ?" I pleaded and he quickly turned around. "Well. . I'm sleeping on the couch. I know we've never actually spent the night with eachother and you've been through too much already. I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable ." He whispered and I slowly walked over to him and locked my arms around his neck and tangled my fingers in his hair.
"Don't go... I can't do this on my own" I sung quietly in his ear and before I knew it he was carrying me to the bed and he stripped down his clothes.
I gazed over his body. He was completely covered in colorful beautiful tattoos , his body was a master piece. All that was left was my clothes as he only had on black drop dead boxers. He silently asked me with his eyes to undress me and I hesitantly nodded.
I shut my eyes as he pulled off my clothing only leaving me in a bra and thong. He gasped loudly and my heart slammed against my chest. My thoughts went to him probably thinking I was ugly. I was soon pulled out my thoughts when he placed little kisses on my stomach and hips.
He kissed all the way up leaving no skin untouched. "You're beautiful Arlet Williams " he purred seductively biting lip . I blushed as he leaned us on the bed and intertwined our bodies under the covers.
My body molded into his and I breathed in his scent. His chest started to rumble and his sweet voice filled the thick darkness as he sung me to sleep in his arms. ○○ The days are a death wish
A witch hunt for an exit
I am powerless...
The fragile, the broken
Sit in circles and stay unspoken
We are powerless...
Because we all walk alone on an empty staircase
Silent halls and nameless faces
I am powerless...
Everybody wants to go to Heaven
But nobody wants to die
I can't fear death no longer
I've died a thousand times
Why explore the universe
When we don't know ourselves?
There's an emptiness inside our heads
That no one dares to dwell... ○○○

Notes

Here's an update for you guys ! Do you like Arlet's relationship with Oliver?

Do you think her ED will consume her or will Oliver be her light at the end of the tunnel ??

Also go checked out my other stories! "Was this all fate, or just a terrible nightmare? " & "Hatefuck" & "Crossing the boundaries" & " This isn't the last of us " All on motionless in white fanfiction ♡♡♡


-CrookedYoung ♥♡♥