Blackness

Me and Tony have been dating for weeks now and I love it more then anything. He just makes my world so much happier, I wasn't used to it. I guess I just felt kind of excited, that I had a reason to get up in the morning.

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I woke up to my phone vibrating, I picked it up and saw it was only 3:00 in the morning. I saw an instagram notification that said "KenzieBearLove Took a photo of you". I knew who this 'KenzieBearLove' was, she was a complete bitch. I braced myself and unlocked my phone to go right to instagram. There was a collage of anorexic girls, razors, and sad quotes. I threw my hand over my mouth to stop myself from screaming. There was a long caption at the bottom, despite I wanted nothing to do with this post anymore, I read it.

KenzieBearLove "The fat slut who is tagged means nothing to the world. I'd like to tell you the story of Alyssa. It all started when she moved into town, she came to the school and I knew she was nothing but a hoe. She started hanging out with Tony, that stupid ass reject bad boy. Now she thinks she's big shit because she's dating him. In a matter of weeks she hooks up with him and other people!!? What a slut. She cuts herself and pities herself for no reason. She's a spoiled brat and gets whatever she wants! I wish she would die, she's just wasting air and theres no need for people like her on this planet. Well, lets hope she's smart enough to read and she sees this. HEAR ME ALYSSA?! DO YOU SEE THIS!?! IF YOU DO, KILL YOURSELF, DIRTY WHORE!!"

I lay there in shock, I scrolled down into the comments section, bad mistake.

"Ew, what a nasty slut!"

"Your right, she should kill herself."

"I knew she was dirty! Piggy piggy!"

"I thought I knew her, apparently I didn't..:/"

"Slut LOL."

"Ewwww! She's so ugly too..who would hook up with her?"

"Well i'm not surprised!"

"Thanks for the warning Kenz<3"

I started to uncontrollably sob, I got out of bed to make sure I didn't wake Tony up. I went, almost ran into his bathroom. I shut the door and locked it, I immediately puked. I couldn't handle things like this. Now the whole school is going to think I sleep with multiple people! Not only just them, but Tony too! I'll loose the only close thing I have to me! As I sat thinking, I knew what to do. I searched their cabinet before I finally found a razor. I took out my phone and started a video.

"Hello, as you may know I'm Alyssa Tailerage. Now I don't know why every single one of you little fuckers believe the typed out words you see. Maybe your all just too stupid to actually break it down and process it. Looks like I have an easy life right?! Well think again. My mother left me to survive on the streets on my own. My best friend, now beloved boyfriend Tony took me in, not because he felt bad for me but because he knew I needed someone, and he wasn't going to just leave in the streets. You see this? Yeah It's a razor. Now I know a lot of you are saying 'oh look the little emo is going to cut herself!', well yes, your right. I'm doing it right in front of you. These aren't going to be normal cuts though, these words you have scarred in my brain, your now going to scar on my body."

I started to cut the word "slut" into my thigh, followed by a dash and whoever wrote the word to me. I did that with everyone until I was running out of room to cut. I got up so the camera was focused in my abused thighs.

"Does this look more appealing?! Do you like what you said now!? Don't ANYONE call me a coward or wuss, because I have to go through this everyday! Don't say anything you don't mean." I finished, flipping off the camera then stopping the video. I cried for about 2 hours, before I posted the video. I walked back into me and Tony's room and I laid down next to him, cuddling in him and quietly sobbing before nodding off into sleep, this time not being disturbed.

Notes

Dramamamamammamamamamamamammamamamamamamamma!!!!
SO SORRY I DIDN'T UPDATE LIKE SOONER JUST IM LAZY SHOOT ME
What do you think should happen next?
A). Tony finds out about the post.
B). Tony finds out about the cuts.
Comment what you thinkkkk c:
Thanks for reading and
ily allll!!!!!<3