One million branches

"Yes please i would like 3 meat tacos and 3 burritos... In cash... Yes... Coca cola... Thank you" he looks at me
"sorry i really didnt found the number!" I said smiling
"alright! Grab the guitar" i did as he said
"you are doing it wrong, its the other way, like this"
he started to sing so beautifully it was unbelievable
he passed me the guitar and i did the same as he
"good, this is A,B,C,D,E,D this are the easy ones" he said smiling

"anna?" My mum asked when she saw vic sitting with me
"mum! Hey! This is vic he is teaching me how to play the guitar"
"hello ma'am" he said like a sir
"hello vic! Im so glad i will be listening music again"
"again?" Vic looked at me
"yes, anna hasnt played the piano since alex"
"mum"
"yea sorry! See you later vic!"
we kept playing

"sorry i have to ask.. Who is alex?" Dammit
"he is my best friend" he is still my best friend
"you said you didnt had friends"
"he is dead, he committed suicide 6 months ago"
"Oh im sorry, dont cry" he said when he saw me crying
"he died because of me"
"how"
"well he was sad, he tried talking to me but i was too busy with my shit and he.. He took all the pills from his house and i didnt make it on time" i started crying again

*flashback*
alex just left, his dad seemed pretty angry from the car
~20 minutes later~
"hey buddy can we talk?" alex messaged me
"can it be an hour? Im studying"
"ok"
~30 minutes later~
he was calling me
"alex i told you..."
"anna"
"mrs curtis, hey" she started crying
"im sorry to be the one who tells you but,.. The doctor think he wont make it"
"what happend?!" omg what did he do! I was already on my car
"general hospital anna" she said and hang up
i drove like crazy, i didnt gave a shit

i got to the room and i saw him on the bed with all his family next to him but his father was outside
"al" i said breathless
"hey anni" i started crying, he could barely talk
"im sorry" i cried to him
"anne i love you, you will always be my lil sister"
"i love you too" i cried and we started, he gave me a warm smile before the machines started beeping
his smile slowly went away and he closed his eyes
he is gone

"alex? Al!" His mum was crying
"ALEX WAKE THE FUCK UP! NO! NO THIS IS NOT HAPPENING! ALEX WAKE UP!" the nurses started to hold me as i was hugging his body and crying
"alex wake up" i begged one more time
*end flashback*

"Its ok, don't cry, im here" vic said hugging me as i silent screamed on his chest
he hugged me for 2 hours until i calmed down
"i would like to hear you play" i undusted my piano and sit
i started playing my favorite piano songs

"Put your lighter in the air and lead me back home
When it's all said and done I'll follow the echoes
I hear you night after night calling out my name
And I find myself running to meet you
I didn't want to escape
From the bricks that I laid down

You are the only one
The only one that sees me
Trusts me and believes me
You are the only one
The only one that knows me
And in the dark you show me
Yeah it's perfectly reckless
Damn, you leave me defenseless
So break in
Break in

You let me fall apart without letting go
Then you pick up the pieces and you make me whole
I didn't want to escape
From the bricks that I laid down

You are the only one
The only one that sees me
Trusts me and believes me
You are the only one
The only one that knows me
And in the dark you show me
Yeah it's perfectly reckless
Damn you leave me defenseless
So break in

And take everything I have
Until there is nothing left
Until it's just your voice in my head
And when the lights come on
You see me as I am
You're still inside me

You are the only one
The only one that sees me
Trusts me and believes me
You are the only one
The only one that knows me
And in the dark you show me
Yeah it's perfectly reckless
Damn you leave me defenseless
So break in
Break in

Put your lighter in the air and lead me back home"

I sang as i saw alex ghost sit next to me
"im not leaving anne" vic said
"and it was beautiful" he smiled to me

Notes

This is kinda sad for me as this is the way my best friend committed suicide. If you have ideas feel free to tell me
song is Break In by Halestorm