One million branches

"Hey sweety ready for school?" My mum said "whats the matter?" She said when she noticed i was sitting on my bed looking sad at the floor
"im fine mum, lets go" today are 6 months since my best friend alex committed suicide, i feel like crap
i closed my eyes and remember last time i was with him

*flashback*
"oh common not fair!" I yelled laughing trying to get my beanie that he was holding
"just get it, oh right u cant because you are small!" He laughed
"im not small! You are just way to tall!" He was 6 foot!
"Right" he said smiling and placing my beanie on my head
"thank you mr. Ass"
"you love me mrs. Boobs!"
"so what are we doing for you birthday next week!" I asked excited
"i was thinking we could watch doctor who and ..."
"alexander!" His father yelled
"shit better go, love you boobies!" He said kissing my forehead
*end flashback*

A tear run though my cheek now, god fucking dammit

now im in school and i can hear clair getting close to me
"hey lil bitch ready for today at sports?" She said with an evil laugh
"im not on the mood for your shit" i said and walked away but she pushed against a locker
"you dont go anywhere unless i say so" she said and aggressively kissed me.
"Go the fuck away clair!" I said pushing her and running away

*sports class*

"alright girls! Datchball!" The teacher said as all the girls run to the balls and i could see clair and her stupid friends looking at me. Shit
5 balls hit me at once and i fall and of course my nose starts bleeding so i head to the nursery

*nursery*

"Alright sweetheart stay away from balls please" like it was fault! But the nurse is so sweet i cant be mean with her
"thanks mrs smith" i say smiling
"and anna... Please dont cut anymore.." How did she knows?! "Those sleeves dont trick me. My daughter she.." Her voice broke
"i'll take it mind mrs smith thanks"

*schools over*

im walking to the music shop, im thinking about buying a guitar
*BEEP!* i hear a car, shit this is what happens when im with headphones

i finally get to the store so i start to check all the acoustic guitars, they are so beautiful
"i like your hair" i overhear someone talking to me, i look and its by far the most beautiful man ive ever seen and i take both of my headphones
"excuse me?"
"sorry, i was thinking outloud... Your hair, its nice, i like black hair" he said blushing a bit
"thanks but im actually red head, i dye black" i said smiling
"well you are still pretty" he said smiling
"anna" i said giving my hand
"vic" he shaked it and smiled
"so you are here to get a guitar?" I asked
"no, i saw you looking at this babies for 20 minutes and thought you might need help, i work here"
"oh yea please! I know shit about guitars"
"so you dont know how to play either?" He asked smiling
"exactly" i said laughing
"alright here you will only find $400+ guitars so lets do this, i'll teach you how to play with my guitar in case you like it or not"
"thanks" i hugged him without thinking "sorry" i blushed crap
"no problem, just give me your number"

i gave him my number and i gave him mine and then i walked away
*hey, just making sure you didnt give me the wrong number* i looked back and vic was smiling
*you have the right number :)*
we messaged till 3am and he fell sleep

i was looking at my dark room
"hey boob"
"alex... What are u doing here" i asked as he sits in my bed
"i missed you" i start to tear
"me too" i said crying
"dont cry, im fine, its nice here" he said smiling
"i love you alex, everything its so hard without u here" i cried more
"i know, just stay strong" he said kissing my wrists
"im sorry, i broke the promise" i cried
"i did too, im sorry"
"i love you al"
i woke up aggressively and started crying, dammit why why why! I miss him so much

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