Welcome To My Wasteland
How Did This All Start, Anyways?
So, you're probably wondering how I started being depressed. Truth is, I kinda have been my entire life. But this one particular person just threw it over the edge, and he's the reason why I started to self harm and become suicidal. But anyways, on to the story...
It all started November, 2012. The boy who was a complete asshole to me in fifth grade came back to my middle school, us now being in eighth grade. I have to admit, he's gotten a lot more attractive. But I still hated him for how mean he was.
One day, I was walking with my friend Claira to our usual lunch table. Mike smiled at me. He didn't remember me. I know straighten my extremely curly hair, and wear contacts instead of glasses. I've also gotten skinnier and wear a little make up.
"Bitch." I said as we walked past him.
"What the hell did I ever do to you?!" He said almost yelling.
"Think back to your fifth grade year, asshole." I said. I sat down at my table, on the complete opposite side of the cafeteria.
Later that day, I talked with Claira outside during dismissal, like we usually do. After she left, Mike came up to me.
"Look, I remember what I did to you.. And I'm sorry. I was an ass. So can we maybe be friends..?" He said. He actually looked like he was serious.
"..Fine. We're friends." I said with a little smirk. "But I've gotta go catch my bus. Text me on Facebook?"
"Okay." He smiled. And with that, we were off.
Notes
So yeah. That's how I started talking to him.
This definitely gets more interesting as the story goes on. So I'll definitely update more tonight.
Thanks for reading, love y'all.
