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I'll do anything for you

IT'S HIME-TIME!

Tony's P.O.V.

I was at the hotel back with Mike, he'd been trying to comfort me the entire time. There's just no way I could feel better in any way, although his kisses did help a little. He keeps apologizing to me, saying he wishes it didn't have to be this way. I do too. I wish this'd be easier, but it's just too damn hard. Jaime had texted me, his mom is letting him stay for a week so I know things will start getting better soon. I'm gonna have a lot to tell him when he gets back...he's already confused about why I'm staying at a hotel, so I'm not so sure how his reaction to everything will be.

Anyway, he's on his way over here and I can't wait! My best fucking friend is coming to town! WOOOOOOHOOOOO! SOMEBODY CALL 911! SHAWTY'S FIRE BURNING ON THE DANCE FLOOR, WOOOOAAAHHH! I have money for Jaime to stay in a room here at the hotel so this is gonna be great. Fucking greeeeeeeaaaaaatt! We're gonna be together like old times and I can just imagine how much fun we're gonna have! Even thinking about him is already making my mood just a little happier.

I felt my pocket vibrate. My phone! I bet it's Jaime! Fuck yeaaa!

"Hello?!" I practically yelled.

"Hey! I'm an hour away! Are you okay?!"

"Yea, I'm fine, Hime-time! I just can't wait to see you! I've missed you so much...it get's boring sometimes without you here..."

"Why? Don't have anyone to keep you company?" Jaime asked.

"No, I do. It's just..I'm usually with Mike and...things just aren't going good over here. I really need you..."

"You need to tell me everything when I get there, okay?" Jaime spoke.

"I promise. Just hurry!" I cheered.

"I can't rush my mom! we had to stop for gas!"

"Wait, you're mom isn't staying too, is she?!"

"No. Why?"

"I'll tell you when you get here...she can't know I'm staying in a hotel. Promise me you'll just tell her to drop you off at the beach because that's where I'll be meeting you, okay?"

"Okay...you're starting to scare me. Did my Turtle kill someone? Are you on the run?" Jaime joked with a laugh.

"No, I wish. That'd be a hundred times better than what's really going on..."

"...I'll be there. I love you, Turtle."

"I love you too, Jaime. See ya soon."

"See ya."

I hung up and sat down on the bed. Mike walked into the room right about when I said 'I love you'. listening in on the whole thing. He looked pretty fucking jealous.

"Who the fuck was that? Who's Jaime? Are you-"

"Calm down, Mike. It's my best friend, Jaime. Remember the one who I sang on the phone with? It's him. He's coming. I'm not ch-cheating on you..."

"Not this time."

"I'm sorry, Mike. Do you even know how hard this is for me? Do you think I wanted this? That I wanted to hurt my first love and screw everything up by fal...by liking another guy?"

"That's just it! He's my brother and you don't like him, you love him!"

"Mike, please...I'm sorry."

"Then say you love me more than him." Mike demanded with tears in his eyes.

"Mike...don't make me do this..."

"Say it!"

"I...I love you."

"More than him?"

"I don't know...."

"Okay." Mike spoke, walking towards the door.

"Where are you going?"

"Tony, you're not the only one hurting...I just need to be alone for a bit." Mike walked out the door. I swear I don't think I've ever felt so low in my whole life. I layed in bed for about a whole hour until there was a knock at the door. I went over, hoping it was Mike. We need to fix this.

"Mi-Jaime?!"

"Tony!"

"Hime-time!"

"Turtle!" Jaime dropped his bags and wrapped me up in his big old arms. The instant he hugged me, I couldn't help but cry just a little bit.

"I'm so happy to see you, Jaime!" I yelled. I let him into the room, he took his bags and put them in the corner and sat down on the bed.

"So, when do I get to meet your new brothers? Are they cool?" Jaime asked.

"Um...they're kind of why I've been crying so much, actually..."

"What the fuck. Tony, speak. Now." Jaime demanded, pulling me down to sit. I sat down and cleared my throat not wanting to cry again.

"So...I'm not...I'm not straight, Jaime."

"Well, everyone's a little crazy-"

"No, no. I mean, I'm gay."

"I'm gay all the time!"

"No! Not happy! I like guys!"

"Well, I like you and guys too, so..."

"Jaime! I like being fucked in the ass!" I yelled for the last time. I swear, Jaime worry's me sometimes...

"Oh."

"Yea..."

"Is that why you broke up with Ally?"

"No...I didn't know I was before...not before I came here." I admitted. Jaime looked like a little kid being told a story.

"Go on."

"Don't judge me, okay..."

"I'd never judge you. No matter what it is, tell me."

"Well, you know I have two brothers now...no, screw that. They're not my brothers. We're not related and my mom's not married to their dad yet. So they're not. Okay, keep that in mind, Jaime."

"What does this have to do with anything?!"

"Mike's gay. Openly gay. He's the one that made me realize that I am too..."

Jaime's face blew up in shock. He didn't say anything, just waited for me to go on.

"We were flirting just a bit at the start...then we ended up having the same room and....things got a little heated. Jaime, he's the one I lost it too..."

"It, as in your virginity?!"

"Yes...and then after a while, we started getting closer. He helped me through a rough night and made me feel better lots of times, he was just so kind and sweet...I fell in love with him and well...he's my boyfriend." I held my breath, not knowing what Jaime would say.

"BOYFRIEND?! I NEED TO MEET THE MAN WHO STOLE MY TURTLE'S HEART!" Jaime screamed, jumping on the bed with a huge smile. I laughed. Typical Jaime.

"Jaime, sit! There's more..." Jaime sat down immediately and stared at me again.

"Go on." Jaime rushed.

"Okay well...the night we had sex...nobody was home and everything was great. I was so happy and I felt so good with him, but when Mike left the room someone came up to my room. I didn't know who it was, but he had a mask on and he...he almost beat me to death with a bat..."

"Tony, why didn't you tell me this before!"

"I'm sorry, Jaime...just listen, okay? Mike couldn't get into the room to help me and by the time I was unconscious, they had already beaten him too...we ended up in the hospital for like four days...he was hurt worse then me, but he tried his hardest to help me. "

"AWWWW!" Jaime yelled. I laughed again. Man, I love this guy way too much.

"Anyway...we decided it was best for the both of us to runaway with each other..."

"OH MY GOD, AWWWWW!" Jaime screamed again.

"So, now you can see why we're in a hotel. Nobody knows about this but Victor and now you. But you wanna know how I fucked everything up before we did come here?"

"TELL ME, OH MY GOD!"

"I cheated on him." I said as my voice cracked. Great. The fucking memories are coming back, and now I have to fucking explain them now.

"Tony..." Jaime's whole face dropped. He looked so disappointed. I didn't want him judging me...he's my best friend. "Why?..."

"I-it was...I didn't pl-plan for it to happen...it just did and....I don't regret it..." I felt a tear roll down my cheek.Jaime didn't say anything so I just continued.

"One night...mom had to meet up with a friend and Mike's dad wanted to take him out somewhere but they didn't want me to be alone, so Victor stayed with me..."

"Don't tell me you-"

"We were just on the couch..he made a sandwich for himself but then he started jumping on me and hitting me with the sandwich.." I laughed. "He said he wouldn't get off me until I ate the sandwich and...god, he's such an idiot." I said, smiling a little.

"He sat on my lap and stuff and then I just ate the sandwich. Everyone left the house by now and so I just went up to Victor's room to see what he was up to but I...I forgot he was taking a shower and the door was opened and...I saw him there, naked and he just...fuck, he was so-"

"No, no, no, no. Tony, I don't need to hear you describe how much you liked his body, right now." Jaime insisted. I laughed and went on.

"I ran out of the room and into mine but then he came into my room a few minutes later.We went on a walk, but he took his shirt off on the way and there was just so much sexual tension built up at that point that when we did get home to watch a movie...he had his head on my lap...but his shirt was still off and I couldn't take it. He just looked so fucking sexy and...I touched his bare chest and everything..."

"Go on, Tony!"

"I started kissing his neck and.."

"So you started it!" Jaime yelled, standing up and having his jaw drop open.

'Yes! Jaime, sit!"

"Okay!"

"Anyway, when he looked at me, I asked him if I could kiss him...I feel so bad about it. I betrayed Mike. But Victor agreed to it. When we kissed...you don't know how perfect it was, Jaime...I loved it. But he wanted to stop so he ran to his room but I caught up....Jaime, do you want detail ? because, I'm getting to it soon and-"

"Fuck it. Tell me everything."

"Well I remember I grabbed him and pinned him against the wall...he gave in at the end but we only teased each other...before I could do anything, Mike came back."

"HOLY FUCKING SHIT! DID HE SEE IT?! DID HE?! OH MY GOD, YOUR LIFE IS A MOVIE!" Jaime yelled.

"No, he didn't see that time. After some time Victor and I finally gave into each other and he told me he was in love with me...at the time, I didn't feel as strongly but he knew I liked him, and it's not until like a few weeks ago that I realize I do love him. Mike found out now and he's pissed, but I promised him to leave Victor and so I did, but...I feel miserable. I want Victor, but I want Mike too. I need you to help me, Jaime!" I was crying now. Jaime wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.

"I know what to do."