Tony's P.O.V.

"I did it." I spoke, coming in from the bathroom.

"Did what?" Mike asked.

"L-Left him. I broke up with V-Victor..." My voice cracked.

"Tony...I'm sorry." Mike replied.

"No...I'm sorry. It's my fault.." I felt my lip quiver, I looked away to try and hide it but failed when I let out a sob.

"I n-need to go f-for a while..." I spoke.

"Okay...be careful." Mike replied. I walked out the door wishing I could kill myself and re-born into another life. I felt so low and depressed. It's happening again. My minds taking over...I need to call Jaime. I call, he comes. He calls, I come. He's always be there when I needed saving. I really need saving now. I pulled my phone out, feeling amazingly relieved when I saw the time, knowing Jaime would be out of school already. Then I called.

"Jaime?...I need you..." I spoke, crying softly into the phone.

"Tony, what's wrong? Are you okay?" Jaime asked. He knows how bad I can get.

"No, I'm not okay...ev-everything's going terrible, I d-don't want things to b-be this way and I'm just so fucking mad at mys-self..I need you, Jaime, please. I can't d-do this on my own..." I cried into the phone.

"Tony, I need you to tell me what's wrong."

"Everything's wrong, Jaime. So much has happened....I h-hate myself..."

"Tony, don't do anything stupid, okay? I'm gonna ask my mom if I can come to you...promise me you won't hurt yourself?"

"I p-promise. Just come."

"I'll be there soon. "

I hung up, dropped my phone and walked down the stairs of the hotel, and started walking towards the beach. I know I can at least get some thinking done there.

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The sand on the beach was soft, cool, and relaxing. I laid down with my shirt off before the heat could turn me into a puddle of sweat. It was pretty lonely today, just about four or so families here, then I heard crying off in the distance. I looked over to my right, noticing some guy with his face in his hands, sitting right where the tide came in. Upon closer inspection I realized it was Victor...

I felt a lump form in my throat, seeing him like this just destroys me...going over there to make him feel better wouldn't be a bad thing, right? He's still my friend... I walked slowly over to him, but I just couldn't help it. As soon as I got next to him, I sat down and wrapped my arms around him. He uncovered his face and looked up at me. His eyes were red and filled with tears that were still spilling out.

"I'm sorry..." I whispered.

"Tony, I love you." Victor whispered back. I shut my eyes, not wanting to look at him now.

"Victor, please stop..."

"What did I do?"

"Nothing...you've done nothing but be perfect...Mike found out. He knows and he broke down...it sucks...I had to tell him I'd leave you.."

"Do you even love him anymore, Tony?" Victor asked.

"I don't know..." I answered.

"Do you love me?.."

"I do...I told him that too...but I just can't leave him like this."

"You left me like this." Victor's right...I left him just for Mike, It would have been the same thing if I left Mike for Victor...I'm such a jerk. I just hurt people. It's not fair to anyone. I really need Jaime...he'd know what to do.

"Victor...I'm sorry. I love you, okay? We just can't be together..." I spoke. I tangled my fingers in his hair. God, I love doing that to him. He looked me in the eyes, took my hand and leaned in. I know it's wrong but it's all I want. I leaned in and pushed my lips against his. His hands made their way around my waist, I held onto his face and brushed my tongue across his bottom lip. He parted his mouth slightly enough to let me in, our tongues danced together.

"Tony, do you really think he's the one you'll be happier with?" Victor asked, pulling away.

"Victor, let's not get into this right now.."

"Tony, just think about things, okay? Think about who you really want." Victor spoke. I sighed, gave him a long hug and got up to walk back to the hotel.

Notes

An update for ya c: Sorry I suck at updating. I'm just sorta stressed.

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