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I'll do anything for you

Fucking shit.

Tony's P.O.V.

I can't believe what Mike said to me. I think I feel the same way. Mike just left & now Victor is in here, he looks like he'd been crying. I didn't expect for him to give a shit.

"T-Tony. How do you feel, man?" Victor spoke, walking into the room. I turned my head away from him. I still feel stupid.

"F-fine." I simply replied.

Silence took over, I lied there with my head turned away from him, not wanting to let him know I wanted to cry.

"So, you & Mike.....it's cute..." Victor spoke, breaking the silence that had taken over.

I turned quickly to face him & my mouth opened, yet no words could find there way out.

"Don't worry....I won't tell anyone. If Mike can trust me, you can too."

I stayed quiet. Victor knows. I just hope he really won't tell. I'm barley finding out about my sexuality....I don't need everyone else to know right now. He think's it's cute though...so that's good.

"I....almost lost Mike....how stupid am I?" I said with a chuckle.

"Tony, you're not stupid. Don't say that."

"Why do you care about me so much? I haven't known you long..."

"You haven't known Mike long. How do you care about him so much?" Victor asked.

"Because...I know a lot about him...seen everything....I've gotten really close with him...In every way possible..." I answered, blushing a bit. I literally have seen & felt all of him. That's close.

"What do you mean by seen everything?" Victor asked, raising an eyebrow at me. I blushed a bright red & tried to get the words out.

"I mean....uh...I-I've uh....seen him....you know..." I tried to make it obvious but for some reason Victor didn't seem the get the hint.

"We've been really, REALLY close...." I said, putting emphasis on the really. Victor's face went a deep pink & I looked down at the sheets. This is really awkward.

"Yo-you've....had sex already?...." Victor asked, shifting a bit in his seat.

"Y-yes....I know it was soon but....we thought it'd be the only way to see if I was um....gay." I felt so embarrassed right now.

"But...we were always in the house, how did you...." Victor trailed off.

"When we both stayed home cause I was 'sick' we took the chance..." I smiled a bit, remembering how it felt to just have Mike's skin touching mine, & how great it felt when we both reached our high. My first time is definitely something I'll always remember. I like it a lot better knowing it was his first time too. I was snapped out of my thoughts when Victor spoke.

"So it was your first time with a guy?"

"Uh....i-it was my f-first time with anyone..." I answered, shyly.

"You must have been really nervous hu?" Victor asked. He didn't even care this involved his brother....he seemed so comfortable talking about it.

"Um..yea. We both were, I mean, it's not like either of us had any experience." I spoke, gaining confidence in the conversation.

"Wait...it was Mike's first time too?" Victor asked. Shit. What if Mike didn't want him knowing about that.

"Yea....that's what made it even better, but he was amazing...it felt so good, he knew what to do & how to move...he-um...I'm sorry...I don't know why I'm telling you this..." I felt myself blush a whole lot & covered my face with my hands.

"No, continue. I don't mind. I kinda always been curious if he'd be the one to bottom or not after so many times of teasing him." Victor laughed.

"Well, like I said....he knows how to move....he felt amazing....we were both pretty loud though." I said laughing. Victor started laughing too.

"I'm glad you two had fun. You guys gonna do it again?" Victor asked still laughing a little bit.

"I really want to....I don't know how to ask....& besides you guys are all always home, it won't be possible..." I replied.

"You don't have to ask, just do it. Take control, Tone. And you can do it somewhere else....go to the beach or something. Mike's always said how he's wanted to have sex on the beach anyway." Victor laughed a bit. He was serious? On the beach?

"But..there's people there..."

"Go in the middle of the night when no one's there?"

"Why are you helping me have sex with your little brother?" I asked.

"Because, I know it's not just a hook up to him. It's something special, he really does like you Tony."

"He...told me he's in love with me." I spoke.

"Really? Wow. Now you two really have to." Victor said, winking.

"Thanks....I'll try..." I spoke. Victor looked down at his phone when it buzzed & spoke.

"Sharon & my dad are here, Tone. They want to see you, I'll be outside." Victor got up & started walking towards the door. "Don't do this again, bro....you're not alone. I promise." Victor walked out the door & in came my crying mom & Vincent.

"Mijo....I'm so glad you're alive." Vincent spoke.

"Baby....not again. Why did you do it, baby? I almost lost you again..." My mom was sobbing. It was terrible to see. Who wants to see there own mother cry?

"I'm sorry mom. I'm sorry." I started crying again & she was just hugging me. After a while of talking to both Vincent & my mom, they left the room & the doctor came inside.

"Tony! How are you feeling?" The doctor smiled at me. His name is Dr.Nick .

"I'm fine." I spoke.

"Tony, we're going to have to keep you here for a while."

"What? Why? I'm fine." I said in protest.

"We're keeping you on Suicide Watch. It'll only be for a few days, depending on your mental state." Dr.Nick said. I can't stay here. I'll be away from Mike, it's not fair!

"No! I don't want to! I said I'm fine! I swear! I just want to go home to my...brothers." I said.

"I'm sorry, Tony. You don't have a choice in this." Dr.Nick walked out of the room. I was so pissed off. I want Mike. I'm going to go insane without him.