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I'll do anything for you

Mad World

Mike's P.O.V. **Trigger warning**

I woke up in Tony's bed but when I looked around, he wasn't even in the room. I wonder when he woke up? I guess I should just check the bathroom. I walked over & knocked on the door.

"Tone-bone, you in there?" I asked.

"Y-yea....just....leave me alone...I n-need to be al-alone.." Tony replied. His voice sounded as if he was crying. I couldn't just leave him like that. He was crying on the roof in my arms last night...I need to know what's up with him.

"Tone....please? I just want to make you feel better...."

"N-no, Mikey....g-go away..."

"Tony...."

"Please..."

".........I'lll...be out here if you need me..." I said.

I walked away from the bathroom door & lied back on my bed. It was only 7:20, I closed my eyes trying to get some sleep but all I could hear were Tony's sobs & barley audible screams....I was so fucking worried. I don't care what he says. I'm going to find out what's wrong. I got up from my bed & opened the bathroom door. My jaw dropped from what I was witnessing.

"T-T-Tony.... w-what are you doing....." Tony was on the ground.

"Go away! I told you to leave me alone!" Tony yelled at me, tears filling his eyes.

I looked down at him in disbelief. He held a razor in one hand covered in blood....his wrist exposed, letting it flow from his skin onto the floor. I rushed over to him & snatched the razor away from him.

"STOP! MIKE GIVE IT BACK!" Tony was crying & begging. It pained me to see him this hurt. Why is he doing this?

"NO, TONY!" I pushed Tony away & flushed the razor down the toilet. Tony started crying even more violently & sat back down onto the floor, burying his face in his hands. I shut the bathroom door & held Tony in my arms.

"Tony, why are you doing this? I-I can't see you like this....just...tell me what's wrong so I can help you, babe." I whispered, hugging his fragile body which was now shaking in my arms.

I looked down at his wrists....there was way too much blood....

"Tony...st-stay awake babe...." I was lightly shaking him now, he was starting to close his eyes. Then Victor came rushing in.

"Victor! Call 911! Please hurry!" I yelled, crying more than I thought was possible.

Victor ran to get his phone.

"L-let me die, Mikey....please" Tony spoke almost at a whisper.

"No, Tony! I won't fucking let you die....y-you, can't....Tony, please...don't leave me.." I cried between every word. My heart was sinking to my stomach. Tony held my hand tight. Victor came in but I didn't dare let go of Tony.

"You'll be fine without me babe....you'll find someone so much better than me..." Tony kissed my hand & closed his eyes. I shook him a little but he didn't move.

"NO! NO NO! TONY! WAKE UP!" Victor crouched down to me & tried to pull me away once the paramedics came into the room but wouldn't let go of Tony.

"Mike, let go!" Victor yelled. He pulled me away from Tony & I fought back trying to escape Victors grasp. Once the paramedics were gone with Tony, Victor pulled me into a tight hug.

"Mike....what happened..." He let me calm down a bit & I explained what I saw this morning. I told him I was just as clueless as him. But then he asked something else.

"....Mike.....you trust me right?" Victor asked. I simply nodded looking down at the ground.

"I got to see when he kissed your hand....& called you...uh...babe..." I didn't say a word, nor did I look up. I didn't even care if he found out. I just want Tony to be okay.

"Mike....are you two....uh..."

"Together?" I asked, finally looking up at Victor.

"Y-yea..." Victor said.

"Victor...please don't tell anyone...you don't understand what we have...I know it's wrong...it's just....I can't control it, Victor. Ple-"

"Mike...it's...not wrong...you two aren't even...related. I can see how much you care about him..." Victor spoke.

"S-so you won't t-tell anyone..?" I asked.

"No...just, be careful okay? You know Dad & Sharon won't like this at all." Victor replied. "Now let's go see Tony."

We got up realizing our parents weren't home. It was really early for them to be out but I didn't give a shit. Tony is all I can think about at the moment. If I lose Tony...I don't know what I'd do...