I got here three days ago. I ask permission to the owner to set out in here outside the music shop so that police wont come after me, I cant have them spoiling my plans. I told them It was for love, well as cliche‘ as that sounds, it was the truth. The owner fortunately said Yes.

So now I'm here, sitting across the side of the shop, head down, with a jacket, the hood above my head and a blanket on. I look like a hobo. people look at me like I’m some kind of waste, I cant blame them though I really look like one.

"Mommy look at the poor man" A little girl said pointing at me

"Stay away from that man honey you might get some of his filth." the Mother said. Ouch. what a bitch mom. Some people are giving me spare changes so that's when I know I really look like a hobo. I haven’t really fix my hair or even take a shower or change my clothes. Well I dont really do much lately, Im just sitting here waiting for him. I cant really leave my post here, he might
come back anytime now, besides I don't really mind those people, I’m not really here to impress them.

My stomach growled which was enough to put me back to reality. I haven’t really eaten for three days now. just the occasional chocolates, beer and some water. I grab the backpack that was next to me to go get some more chocolate and possibly beer. I look at it to find none. I’m
running out of resources and there's nothing I cant do about it because I cant really leave and I cant call my friends. why? because for one I have no friends anymore and second is because my phone batteries are fried and I cant charge because have I already mention this, I cant leave.

I groaned in frustration and just laid down on the ground curled up in my blanket. I close my eyes to get the hunger out of my system. I’m so fucking hungry right now I just might die. What day is it today? I dont really know.

"Kell?" I heard an all too familiar voice call me. I opened my eyes and saw brown eyes like his. No this is only an illusion of my hunger, I guess. It cant be him. I closed my eyes back.

"Kell! Man I didnt believe Jesse when I got the text but I guess he was right." he called out again. This time I had to ask for my own sanity.

"Vic?" I asked faintly.

"No buddy, its uh -- Mike" his cheery tone soon faded.

"Oh" was all I could say I got a little disappointed. My stomach growled again. Ugh shut up stomach!.

"Dude you ok?" do I look ok to you Mike?. I just ignored him. I still had my eyes close so I’ll just pretend that I’m asleep.

"When was your last meal?" He asked.

Ignored.

" Oh C’mon Kellin" He shook me.

"Just leave me alone Mike" I said coldly. I dont wanna talk to him right now. He’s his brother and he reminds me of him too much not that I don't like Mike I just miss Vic I don't wanna cry in front of Mike.

"C’mon I’ll take you to taco bell" He shook me some more.

"No Mike. I dont want to." I said rather rude.

"Kell. you gotta eat man." he said. concern written all over his face

"Mike please. You know I cant leave. Im pretty sure they told you" I reasoned out with a tone a bit bitter at the mention of my so called ’friends’.

"Fine suit yourself" He sighed before leaving me by my lonesome again.

---

’ Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I’m not gonna move’

That song from The script started playing from inside the music shop, quite Ironic of them actually. I guess I could relate to the song cause here I am doing the same but in the video the girl shows up, here in real life I dont think thats going to happen anytime soon but I still have the element of hope.

’Some try to hand me money, they don’t understand
I’m not broke – I’m just a broken-hearted man’

those lyrics just pierce (get it? haha cause pierce the veil.. ok any way continue...) right through me. I need to stop emoting really.

Gosh I feel like a girl who just got dumped. I don't like it one bit.

’Cause if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place that we’d meet
And you’ll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I’m not moving, I’m not moving’

I could feel hot tears as the scene of when Vic and I first met flashed in my mind. I guess the song triggered it. I miss him so
much.

*
’where are you man? you’re going to be late’ Jesse texted.

We were planning this surprise B-day party for Gabe and I still need to go pick up the cake.
I guess I was walking to fast while looking down at the phone to reply to Jesse. I didnt see a man blocking the way so I kinda tripped over to him.

"Woah! slow down there hot shot." The guy said to me. I look up at him only to be met by this beautiful brown eyes of him, that reminded me a bit to much of chocolates.. I love chocolates and so I love him... I mean No. No. Kellin what did you mean?! ugh Im gonna shut up now.

"S-sorry" Aaah why did I stuttered?! .

I dont really know what this guy was thinking but he just stared at me for a bit like I guess something was on my face but then again he cant see cause of this crazy hair covering it, ugh remind me to put a beanie on for later. He stroke the stray hair that's on my face to the side. Woah!!.. what just happened? He was staring intensely at me. Is he mad because I tripped? I dont know.

I just stared back. He probably got back to his senses and so he was the one to look away first. He look at the side and I swear I could see red forming on his cheeks. aaaww was he blushing? he’s so cute. He supported me so that I could stand up properly, We were now face to face at each other but not close enough. I dont really now if he’s mad or something because of what he did earlier so I just apologized again.

"Uhmm. s-sorry about that" I said while looking down at my shoes. I feel so embarassed about it.

"Its okay dont even worry about it" he said. I couldnt tell his facial reaction because of the cheery tone so I look up at him and he flashed me a smile, Woah!! Killer smile. I could feel my cheeks growing hot. damn. I immediately look away to try and hide this cheeks that betrayed me.

"well I should um- uhh probab-ly go now." I said I didnt even look at him or waited for a reply I just practically run out of there before I do something I might regret later like kiss him or something.

"Hey I didnt get your name " He said so casual.

Woahh! he actually wanted to know my name I stopped and look back at him I cant hide this goofy smile on my face.

"Oh- uhh its Kellin"

"Well Kellin, Im Vic" he said raising a hand for me to shake. I shook it and I swear they were the most softest hands I’ve ever held before.

"Wanna go out with me?" he asked under his breath. woah!! a bit straight forward are we?

"I mean like as a -- I uhh.. dammit Vic! " He said. panicking. He’s so Cute. I just laughed at how cute he is acting, but he took it the wrong way because he just looked down like ashamed or something but I dont want him to feel like that. I love him. I mean Like or whatever it is its strong.

"Yes, but Only because your Cute" I said while pinching his blushing cheeks. That formed a big goofy smile on his face.

"But not right now though. I gotta go do something. Tomorrow yeah?" I said a bit excited.

"Sure. " He said instantly.
we exchange numbers and went our seperate ways. *

God. Vic I miss you so much please just please show up.

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