Wonderless

Kellin’s POV

Did that just happened? I dont exactly know what’s going on in that little head of his, He kissed me. Vic kissed me. To say that I didnt enjoy it was a lie. I loved it, how he kissed me, How he’s soft lips moved insync with mine, he’s a good kisser too by the way. Its like he was kissing me again for the first time. I couldnt help but smile to that. He actually kissed me and he looked like he seemed to have enjoyed our little makeout session as much as I did. Maybe coming here was a good idea and right now whatever talk we’re gonna have, I’m pretty determined to tell him about us. We went down stairs and we we’re greeted by Mike.

"Hey! What took you so long?" he asked me.

"I- uhh, I" I faced down to hide my now reddening cheeks at the taught of Vic kissing me.

"We just talked for a while. Sorry about that." Vic who was standing next to me said. I looked over to him and he just gave me a smirk.

"Sooooo. What’re you guys doing here again?" Vic said dragging out the ’o’. We all sat down on the couch. I sat next to Mike and Vic sat across facing us, he was next to Jenna. He look at her and she just gave him a reassuring smile.

"So how do I put this?.. Uhmm well Vic you said you wanted to know what your past life was like right?" Jenna said.

"yeeah?" Vic said, curiousity in his tone.

"Well uhmm. Mike and Kellin can tell you. They’ve been a part of it." she said looking over at us.
Vic shifted his gaze towards Mike and I.

"That’s awesome." he said excitedly.

"Ok so who’s first?" Vic smiled his eyes shifting between me and Mike.

"I think I’ll go first" Mike said, we all nodded.

Vic’s POV

"alright." I said. Im kinda excited and nervous all at the same time. I cant believe this is happening. Now I could have a clue on what I was like before.

"Ok. Well uhmm Vic, Im Mike" he said. I gave him a nod for him to go on.

"Fuentes." he said with a slight smile. My smile altered into a more serious one.

Fuentes.

He said he’s last name was Fuentes, same as mine. I took a minute to examine him and I notice we kinda look a little like each other.

"Im your little brother, Vic" he said trying to hide the crack in his voice.

He’s my brother? I have a baby brother? He looks kinda older than me but Im the big brother. Yeah, I like that, big brother, Im a big brother. A smile manage to make its way to my face. I stood up and reach for Mike. I wanna hug him.

"Oh my god, Mike. Im so sorry buddy. I miss you." I said while I hug him, he hug me back. Its true, although I cant exactly remember him, I still feel that longing feeling, like when I hugged him yesterday, its like I’ve known him all my life and it turned out to be true, I do know him; he is my brother after all.

"I miss you too, Vic. You dont even know how long we tried looking for you. I love you mi hermano" he said. Now tears we’re both spilling from our eyes. I didnt even realize how much I miss him and I cant believe I tried to push him away yesterday.

"Awwww." I heard Jenna say.

"I love you too buddy, I can’t wait for us to hang out. " I said, I need to make up for the times that I was gone and I just really, really miss him so much.

Kellin’s POV

The scene infront of me is truly heart melting. Mike deserved that. Im happy on how Vic reacted when Mike told him. Im happy that Vic is gonna start being a big brother to Mike again. They finally pulled away from the hug and sat back from their seats. It was my turn now, to say that I wasnt nervous was an understatement. What should I tell him? I didnt even realize I froze from my seat, when Mike nudged my shoulder.

"Its ok. You can tell him now" he said.

I wish it was that easy, what if he freaked out? He’s in a relationship with a boy for fucks sake. I dont think he even realizes he’s gay yet. I look at Vic and he was just staring. He’s brown eyes boring into mine, waiting for me to introduce myself. Panic rise up to me but he gave me a reassuring smile. I opened my mouth to speak but then I was cut off almost instantly by a loud ringtone. Vic pulled out his phone from his pocket. He signaled with his finger and rushed off to go take his call.

Thank God for that call.

Ok calm down Kellin. You can do this. How could I tell him. Should I just blurt it out like that?
Seconds later Vic came back and took his seat he placed his phone on the table probably to avoid distraction.

"Sorry about that." he said. I just nodded.

"so you we’re saying?" oh yeah. I almost forgot. Panic instantly shot right back through me and Im pretty sure they could see me shaking.

"I-Im K-K" god Kellin stop shaking. I need to act cool.

"Im Kellin Quinn and Im your"

Boyfriend.

Boyfriend.

Boyfriend.

Boyfriend.

Boyfriend.

I look down on the table and noticed someone was calling Vic again, but this time he had his phone on silent so he didnt even knew that someone was calling him. Being the nosy type that I am, I read the caller Id, Oh yeah I cant believe I forgot about that one to.

"your fucking Bestfriend."

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