they say that love is forever your forever is all that i need PART2

Kellin pov

"vic can you please look after copeland while im in the shower?"
"Sure... What are you doing later?" He asked to me kinda nervous
"im going out for like an hour i just have to do stuff but you can stay here and do whatever you want" i said, i dont want him to get bored
"ohh ok... Yea" he said quietly

now im in the shower... How much i wish vic to be here with me but idk why i cant seem to forgive him, he is truely sorry but still he took the easy way and dumped me.. That was ok. Eventually i know we will be together but i need some time... He kissed me yesterday.. His soft lips are all i can think now... I didnt kiss him back because i didnt want it to lead to something more but i wish he kisses me more often
i was my hair, i have to admit i love my fucking hair, its fun playing with it and doing head banging in the shower.. Shit i hit myself... Alright better get off

i dry my hair and get dressed.. Still thinking of vic undressing me right now.. No kellin stay fucking foccus.
I get out to the living room and i see vic sitting in the sofa with Cope, even doe he is smiling while playing with her he has a very sad look
"well look who woke up" i said laughing and lifting her up
"hello princess" i said kissing her fromthead
"You are great dad kells" vic says softly and gives me a warm smile but the smile didnt reached his eyes.
"are you ok man?" I ask
"yea im fine.." He says but i dont believe
"sorry i need to go, ill be back in an hour" i say as i kiss his cheek and i leave
wtf did i just did! Ah fuck it. I loved it, next time will be the lips.


vic pov

"vic can you please look after copeland while im in the shower?" She is sleeping js not that hard
"Sure... What are you doing later?" Iw ant to spend the day with him and Cope
"im going out for like an hour i just have to do stuff but you can stay here and do whatever you want" of course, vic dont be stupid he has a life now
"ohh ok... Yea"

he goes to the shower and i think kf his naked body... My thoughts are interrupted by Cope waking up... Thank god for this baby, if it wasnt for her i would be already in kellins shower..
i sit with her and i start making her do like an airplane and the phone starts to ring... Is not my house so im letting the machine but i freeze when i hear the message
"kells babes! Its kate! Dont forget that in half an hour we are having lunch with your mum! Wait for you excited!" Kate... KATE?! Why did he invited me here when he is in a relation with his baby's mum! How selfish.. Wait vic... Im being selfish.. They have a family, i should let them be happy, i cry a bit before i start playing with Cope again.. She is a real beauty

"well look who woke up" he laughs and lift her up
"hello princess" he is an amazing dad... This could have being our daughter... Shut up vic or youa re going to cry
"You are great dad kells" i say trying my best to be happy for him and katelynn
"are you ok man?" He asks
"yea im fine.." No im fucking not
"sorry i need to go, ill be back in an hour" he says as he kiss my cheek and i freeze there.. Why would he raise my hopes when he is with kate

Notes

Sorry its short ;-;