they say that love is forever your forever is all that i need PART2

Kellin pov

"vic.. So now you have to go to a concert or something?" I asked him maybe he was going away or staying close
"actually that was our last concert so i guess ill go home" he said quietly
"well you could uhmm stay for a couple day... Copeland liked you and yea she seems happy with you" i said... Copeland wasnt the only one who wanted him around
"sure i'll book a room in a hotel" he said with a wide smile
"dont be stupid vic haha you can stay here" i have an spare room that he can use
"i dont want to make you uncofortable kel"
"give me your clothes and i'll wash them here" i said with a smile, with that he will get that having here is not a problem
"ok but i need to go pick up my stuff from the bus" he said smiling

we went to the bus and i saw all the guys.. After so long i wanted to cry so badly
"KELLIN!" Jaime yelled when he saw me and him and tony run to hug me
"guys ive missed you all so badly!"
"Nice to see you again kellybear" mike said laughing as he playfully punched my arm
"same to you mikey" i said laughing
"so vic eady to go back!" Jaime said but i couldnt help but get sad
"actually im staying with kells some days... Ill go to san diego later" and i hot happier right the way
everyone looked at us with a wtf face but they were happy for us too
"alright see you later bro" said mike giving a hug to vic and whispering something to his ear

once wew ere in the car it was an awkward silence
"vic.. We are not together... This is just friends you know that right?" This hurts
"i know kel... I thought i did right and i didnt now i have to deal with the consequences of my stupidity, but kellin, i really am sorry" that hurted even more
"i know you are... I just need some time" we got to my house very quickly and we just went to watch some tv
"ok im putting cope on bed and you turn the tv on ok" i said smiling
"the one from your room or the living room?" Shit... Uhmm shit kellin no!
"living room vic" thats it nothing will happen if we stay there

I went to the living room and vic was there watching some weird romantic comedy so i sat next to him
"can i put my head on your shoulder?" He asked to me.. Things were weird but felt good somehow
"yea" i said smiling to him
after 10 minutes i realized he fell sleep
"vic let me take you to your room" i said quietly
but he didnt reply so i just carried him... He is skinnier than before
when i put him kn bed he took my face and kissed me softly
"im sorry.." He said when i didnt kissed him back
"its ok,." I said as i left
i went out of the door and started to tear, he cant do that! Ahit i need to think!


Vic pov

"vic.. So now you have to go to a concert or something?" He said as we were going back to his house from lunch
"actually that was our last concert so i guess ill go home" i cant stand the idea of leaving.. Again
"well you could uhmm stay for a couple day... Copeland liked you and yea she seems happy with you" yes yes yes!
"sure i'll book a room in a hotel" i said smiling my ass off
"dont be stupid vic haha you can stay here" he is just being vic, he wants nothing with you
"i dont want to make you uncofortable kel" that was true, but i wanted to be him
"give me your clothes and i'll wash them here" he smiled to me
"ok but i need to go pick up my stuff from the bus"

"KELLIN!" Jaime yelled as soona s he saw kellin and they hugged each other with tony
"guys ive missed you all so badly!"
"Nice to see you again kellybear" mike said laughing
"same to you mikey" he laughed too
"so vic ready to go back!" No, im not ready
"actually im staying with kells some days... Ill go to san diego later" if i could i would stay here forever
"alright see you later bro" he hugged me and whispered
"please take care, i dont want to see you like before again"

"vic.. We are not together... This is just friends you know that right?" He said on our way to his house. Ouch
"i know kel... I thought i did right and i didnt now i have to deal with the consequences of my stupidity, but kellin, i really am sorry" how can i make him forgive me!
"i know you are... I just need some time" i just got some hope
we got to his house finally
"ok im putting cope on bed and you turn the tv on ok" he smiled to me
"the one from your room or the living room?" What a stupid question victor!
"living room vic" of course

I put a romantic comedy, not because i wanted to sleep with him i just wanted to be with him like before
"can i put my head on your shoulder?" I was nervous what if he says no..
shit shit shit
"yea" he smiled and i did but i started to listen his heart beats and it was beautiful.
"vic let me take you to your room" he said softly.. I didnt realized i fell sleep
I felt how he lifted me from the sofa and took me to the room
I need to kiss him.. I dont give a shit.. But its hurts when he doesnt kiss back
"im sorry.." I just fucked everything up... Fuck
"its ok,." And he left
i cuddle myself and cried myself to sleep

Notes

So how do you thinks its going! will kellin forgive vic?