I think I'm in love with you..

I drove up to Vic's house & I saw his car parked in the driveway. Thank god he was here, I just hope he wasn't too mad. I walked up to the door & knocked, I waited a minute before knocking again. Then I saw the door open.

"Vic, I'm really, really sorry, buddy, I wasn't thinking when you kissed me." But as I talked I noticed how red his eyes were. Has he been crying this whole time?

"I..um...I-it's okay..." Vic's said it so softly it almost sounded like a whisper.

"..Can we talk about this?" I was hoping he'd let me in, but to my surprise he didn't.

"Yea." He closed the door behind him & stood there looking at me with his beautiful brown eyes. I didn't say anything, I was too busy looking at his eyes.

"Well what do you have to say?! Why are you staring at me?" He looked at me confused.

"I-I uh, yea. I was just thinking." I said as I looked at the ground starting to blush a bright pink. "I'm really sorry I reacted the way I did...I actually uh...I liked it when you kissed me..I just didn't want you thinking we could ever have something.." I felt butterflies start to form in my stomach & started to get really nervous.

"Jaime..I like you." Vic's words surprised me..I liked him too but I just wouldn't allow myself to be in a relationship with a guy. I'm not gay. "Jaime, I understand if you don't feel the same but I just have to know..do you like me too?"

At that moment I was too scared to get any words out, I reacted without thinking, again. Fuck. I kissed him. I wrapped my arms around his waist & pulled his body close to mine & I could feel him kissing back as he wrapped his arms around my neck. I couldn't stop, kissing him felt too good.

"Jaime. Stop." Vic looked up at me as he broke the kiss.

"Why?...Don't you like it?"I asked nervously waiting for an answer.

"Yes...I just..If we can't have anything than I don't want to do anything like this with you..Jaime, I've liked you for almost a year now. I'm gay."




Vic's P.O.V.

I couldn't believe what I just said. I had never admitted that to myself. I tried looking at Jaime but the more I did, the more I felt like kissing him. I just looked to the ground.

"You're gay...you're fine with admitting that?..Don't you care about what people would think?" Jaime asked the question as if he was referring to himself.

"Jaime, I know you are too. I can tell by the way you look at me. You like me.." The words slipped out from me without even meaning to. I really wanted it to be true.

"Fine, I'm fucking gay. You happy now?! Thanks for making me feel more like shit." Jaime started walking away but I grabbed his arm & stopped him.

"Jaime, there's nothing wrong with being gay. Jaime I think I'm in love with you. We can be together, please? Think about it." He puled away from my grip & started to turn bright red & began walking towards his car. I saw him drive off without even saying a word.

"I guess I just lost my best friend.." I muttered to myself & slowly walked back inside to my house. I couldn't control the tears & they all came running down my cheek.

I guess I'll just take a nap. I slowly closed my eyes & drifted away into a deep sleep.

Notes

Sorry it's short. I'll update with two more chapters today if you'd like c: