I think I'm in love with you..

I drove off in my car not knowing where I was going. I couldn't think straight...did my best friend really just kiss me? I actually feel kind I bad. I shouldn't have yelled at him like that.

"Holy fuck." I whispered to myself. I came to a stop in front of Tony's house. I didn't know where else to go. I needed to tell someone about this.

I knock on the door & wait for tony to answer the door.

"Hey, Jaim-" I cut him off almost spitting my words at him.

"We need to talk. Now." I walk inside his house without even being invited in. He just looks at me like he's really concerned.

"Chill. What's going on Jaime?" He tried to get me to sit on the couch but I was too shocked to, I started pacing around the room starting to regret what I said to Vic.

"I kissed Vic! Well, he kissed me...after the interview I just wanted to ask him something & out of nowhere...he kisses me.." I started off screaming but started to whisper towards the end of my sentence.

"...uh..Vic kissed you...is this a joke or something?" Tony started to laugh a little.

"I don't appreciate you laughing! This isn't funny." I was starting to really get angry.

"Jaime," he started to rub my back in circles & laughed a little more. "You're over reacting, why is it such a bad thing that he kissed you? Just talk to him about it."

"It's not that he kissed me why I'm freaking out so much..it's what I said..." And it's true. I regretted saying all those things. I felt bad. What if he hates me now? He's my best friend..idk why I acted that way...I actually really like the kiss. I couldn't let it go any further.

"What did you say to Vic?" Tony stopped laughing & got serious.

"I freaked out, I yelled at him to get away from me...when I left in my car he looked devastated..I didn't even let him talk." I felt my eyes start to water as I realized what I had done.

"Jaime...you should go talk to him." Tony replied a lot more quite. I don't even think he knew what to say.

By now I was calm enough to think straight & so I left Tony's & went straight into my car, driving off to Vic's house. I just hope he was there.

on the way I thought of what I would say...I was confused...I like the kiss? I'm not gay. I can't enjoy kissing my best friend. I guess I just yelled at him because I didn't want him to think we could have something...I'm too afraid. I'll just apologize & try to act like nothing happened. I'm sure he's not that angry.

Notes

This one seems a bit short to me, I'm on my phone so I can't really tell. Here ya go c: I hope you like it