Guitars and Love

Ashley~

I sat next to Mike as Tony and Vic were outside on the phone with the detective. I was scared but i was a little more pissed. Why the fuck would Natalie do this to me? I never did shit to her to deserve this!

"Its gonna be okay?" Mike was looking at me with worried eyes.
"If i see her ima beat the living hell out of her" I crossed my arms and leaned back on the couch.
Mike looked at me and then looked over at Jaime who was sitting across from us. "What if its not Natalie?"
"Yeah Ash, they already questioned her before and they got nothing" Jaime looked at me.
"That doesnt mean anything, Natalie is a really good liar"
They both looked at each other and then back at me. "What?"
"you dont have to act like your not scared" Mike said grabbing my hand.
I shook my head and looked down. "I never said i wasnt"
"Were here to protect you Ash" Jaime shot me a smile.
"And what if you guys get hurt? I wont be able to handle losing any of you guys"
"Were not going anywhere, and neither are you" Mike said.

What if Natalie decides to hurt one of them to hurt me? She knows how much i care about all of the guys on tour. What if she gets to Tony? NO! Im not gonna let that happen. I dare her to try and come near anyone of us. Yeah im scared but ill be damned if i let her hurt any of my friends or me again!

"Im just a little on edge, yeah we have cops here, but she some how got on the bus, without anyone to notice?" I looked at Jaime and Mike.
"We got you covered Ash" Jaime said.

Tony and Vic came on the bus and looked at us.
"What happen?" I said getting up from the couch.
"Hes gonna met us in the next town, but he wants to stop the tour" Tony said.
"Thats probably a good idea" Jaime was looking at them.
"No, we cant stop another tour, bad enough i stop warped" I crossed my arms and shook my head.
"Babe i cant handle it if something bad happens to you... again" Tony said grabbing my hands.
"Ash, your fans will understand" Vic was looking at me with sorrow eyes.
"Im not gonna lose my bestfriend" Mike was shaking his head.
I didnt wanna stop the tour, yes for the thousandth time im scared, but what if thats her idea. To keep us off of touring because she isnt with us anymore, so shes getting back at us. Since her first plan didnt work shes probably just gonna torment me. No! Im not gonna give her the satisfaction! I cant have that. They all looked at me, expecting me to say something.
"I have a feeling shes not gonna do something stupid like shoot me, she has another plan up her sleeve"
"How are you suppose to know?" Mike said getting up from the couch and was now face to face with me.
"Because she once was my best friend"
Tony shook his head and let go of my hands. "Babe i-"
"Trust me on this" I said looking at Tony and then to all the guys.
"Ash, No!" Vic had his arms crossed.
"Im not gonna lose you again" Tonys eyes were tearing up.
They all had a sadness in there eyes as i looked at them. I couldnt handle this, i just have a bad feeling that going back home wouldnt be a good idea. I know they care about me, and it hurts me to see them like that. I pushed through Tony and Vic and ran off the bus back into the venue. When i got to the dressing room i bumped into Alex.
"You okay?" He said putting his hand on my shoulder.
I thought for a minute before answering him, "Yeah"
I dont think the guys have told anyone else about the card.
"Oh, this is for you, it says its from Tony" He said walking over to the dresser.
He turned back to me with a black box with a red ribbon around it. I grabbed it and it had a card that said from Tony.
"Well open it" Alex said with a smile.
"Did he tell you to give this to me?"
"No, i saw it on the dresser when i came in here"
I hesitated to open it. I took a deep breath and took off the ribbon. I lifted the top off and moved the tissue paper. In the box layed twelve dead roses and underneath them was a card.
"What the fuck?" Alex was looking down at the roses.
I moved them and grabbed the card and opened it.

Bang!

I threw the box and walked out of the dressing room.
"Ash, whats going on?" Alex grabbed my hand pulling me back.
I was too angry to speak so i just showed him the card. He looked at it and then back at me.
"What is this suppose to mean?"
"That im suppose to be dead, i got another card on the bus that said why cant i just drop dead" My eyes started to water up.
My emotions are every where right now. I just want this to stop. Alex pulled me into a hug and i cryed into his chest.
"Babe?"
I could hear Tony from behind me. I let go of Alex and Alex handed him the card.
"Another one?"
"It was with a bunch of dead roses" Alex said looking at him.
I looked at them and then decided i need to get out of this building. I ran out the doors and looked up at the sky. I was scared shitless but i was also fuckin pissed.
"COME ON NATALIE! IM RIGHT FUCKING HERE! COME FUCKING GET ME YOU BITCH!" I yelled looking all around me.
She had to still be around here, i was in the dressing room after the show, there was no fucking box in there. Mike, Vic, Jaime, Jake, Roger, and Jay all ran out looking at me. Ugh! I sat on the floor and held my knees to my chest as tears rolled down my face. Mike came over to me and hugged me, followed by the rest of the guys.
"Ash, things are gonna be okay" Jake said, he looked worried as hell.
They all did, and i didnt like it.They got out of the hug as Alex and Tony came out of the venue and looked at me.
"Can we please just leave this place" I said looking at all the guys.
Mike stood up and helped me up and we all headed on the buses. As the buses left, i layed on Mikes lap as he messed with my hair, which was making me really sleepy. Vic, Tony, and Jaime were all talking to each other, but i couldnt hear what they were saying. And honestly i didnt care, i just wanted to sleep. As Mike continued, i slowly drifted into sleep.

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