Guitars and Love

Ashley~

I stood at the side of the stage watching my babe perform. The crowed always goes crazy for them, i dont blame them, it fucking pierce the veil! Im still a fan girl at heart. I smiled to myself as i thought of the first day i met them.
"Hey gorgeous"
I glanced behind me to see Alex coming my way.
"Ello mate" I said in a British accent.
He laughed and shook his head as he stood next to me.
"You guys looked great out there tonight" I said to him.
He smile "Why thank you"
I focused back on Vics lyrics, i could get lost in them if i wanted too.
"You nervous?"
I looked at him and then looked down. I am nervous, its my first time back on stage since the incident.
"Yeah"
"Its gonna be alright" He smiled at me.
I nodded and gave him half a smile.
"Ashley!"
I turned around to see Jake calling me over.
"Ill be back" I said to Alex and walked over to Jake.
"Whats up?"
"You ready?"
"Yeah"
He smiled at me. "Its gonna be okay"
Its like he was reading my mind or something.
Then i felt someone wrap their arms around my waist.
"Hey babe"
I turned around and kissed Tony.
"You sir, needa shower" I said pushing him back alittle.
"You know you like it" He winked at me.
"Oh yeah, totally" I said sarcastically.
"Good" He laughed and gave me a big hug.
"TONY!"
"Embrace it babe" He said squeezing me tighter.

"Come on Ash, were gonna start"
"Tony, let me go"
"Never in a million years"
I laughed into his chest, hes so adorable. He let me go and kissed me. We stood by the stage and waited for our intro to start. I turned around to see everyone there, i smiled to them and then our intro started. We took the stage and the crowed went crazy. I was scared for a moment as i scanned the crowed. But i quickly snapped out of it when the crowed started chanting WE LOVE YOU ASHLEY! I smiled at them and made a heart with my hands. Then we proceeded on playing our set, it felt amazing.
"We missed you guys!" Jake yelled into the mic.
And the crowed started screaming.
"Are you guys happy? If so give me a FUCK YEA!"
The crowed yelled fuck yea!
"Give me a hell yeah, for Ashley being with us!"
They did as he said and then they continued back to the We love you chant. It was overwhelming, my eyes watered up. Jake came up to me and kissed me on the cheek. Then we went on to our last song. Everyone in the venue was singing, I glanced over to see everyone by the stage singing too. I was really loving this moment. After the song, i throw my pic to someone in the crowed and blow them all a kiss before walking off. When we all were finally off, there was a huge group hug. Absolutely amazing.

We packed up everything and put it on the bus. I was gonna stay on PTVs bus tonight but i wanted to get my pjs first. I headed on the bus and to my bunk. I grabbed my clothes and was about to walk off when i noticed and envelope on my pillow. I grabbed it, it had my name on it. I looked around the bus, i was the only one on it. I opened it and there was a card inside.

Why cant you just drop dead?

I dropped the card and held my clothes close to my scare. I stepped back and fell back onto the couch. Why me? What did i do? I got up and grabbed the card and ran out of the bus and onto PTVs. When i ran in Tony jumped to his feet.
"Babe, whats wrong?"
I handed him the card and he looked at it.
"Shit"

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