One last goodbye

My life was slowly going downhill. I stormed out of my house, into the cold cloudless night. I walked pats our “perfect white picket fence” and our “perfect” snow white mailbox. “This house makes me sick.” I thought. I walked down the side walk. Just wearing an oversized t-shirt and some pretty short shorts. As I walked over the train tracks I noticed the annoying neighbors were out. I rolled my eyes and tried to quickly walk by withought any conversation. “hey there, Darlin!” My neighbor, Trevor said. I swear he drinks more than my mom, and he is really drunk drunker than ever. “oh hey.” I stuttered. His voice infuriated me more than ever. I pulled up my shirt because it had fallen down. I wanted to walk faster but Trevor stopped me. He was about a foot taller than me and I’m almost as tall as Vic. So He’s pretty tall.Something about him seemed different. A Small fire in his eyes burned.His gritty finger nails brown from dirt stroked my hair. “oh baby, I’ve always loved hoe soft your hair is!” Trevor smirked, his voice sounding seductive.I didn’t want to look him in the eye so I turned my head and began to panic. He seemed more aggressive than usual and you never know hoe drunk people get.He put his hand on my shoulder, and his breath lingered of whiskey. “Shh-shh-shh.” He whispered, “Don’t be afraid.” I started to sob, I couldn’t do anything but sob, and hoped someone cmae to help me. I tried to squirm my way through the small gap between and the car he pushed me against. “Stop!” I shrieked my distress call.“Hey….” A familiar voice sounded in the distance. I looked at my side. “Vic!” I screamed. A rush of Adrenaline kicked in and I made my way out of Trevor’s greasy arms. My sob turned into a cry. Not a sad one. A cry of fear. I ran faster than anyone. “Stop now!” Vic had a demanding tone. I quick stopped as I noticed the read flashing light. The train was coming! I stood there confused. I quick looked over my shoulder but all I could see was Trevor’s back hand smack me to the ground. My head hit the cold dark concrete.“Ack” I hollered. I could only hear the blood pumping to my head. I brought my hand up and touched the back of my head. “It’s not that bad!” I thought to myself.
I lied
I brought my fingers to my eyes. The blood ran down my skin like rain drops on a window. Drip drop drip drop. Trevor stood right above me. He didn’t even look at me while I was potentially going to bleed out all over the place. I’m being so dramatic!I thought to myself. My eyes got heavier and heavier every second. It felt like sand bags. “Look at the wonder boy saving his damsel in dis-“Trevor was cut off by Vic’s actions. He quick grabbed my arm and quick pulled me up to my feet. “Let’s go Mel you have to be quick.” Vic wrapped my arm around his neck as he dragged my feet behind him. The only thing I remember is feeling the blood drip down onto my neck.
“Wake up….. Please Mel.” Vic shook my arm. I was awaked very quickly.“What’s wrong?” I whispered. The bright beam on Alice’s face made me want to hug her but I couldn’t lift up my head. I looked down at my wrist a di noticed and cast on it. “What happened!” this time my voice was stern, I was so wound up. “Why the hell am I in some damn hospital?” Alice was on the phone, probably with her mother, and Vic. well he just held my hand.I pulled away even though it hurt so fucking bad. “Ok I’ll be out in a few, Bye Melissa call me as soon as you get home ok?” Alice didn’t stay long but just her showing up made it count. “Can you hand me my phone?” I asked Vic. I was still imitated that no one would tell me what’s happening. I snatched my phone out of his hand. I looked at my messages and messaged my sister. My eyes started to water up. “Vic….” I muttered. His deep dark brown eyes looked in mine in a deep stare. “You’ll be ok.” His voiced seemed pained. “Leave.” I shouted. “Leave now!” I didn’t want to repeat myself. It pained me to say those words. Like a shot through the heart. “Melissa no!” Vic shouted back at me. He was crying now. I felt horrible saying these words. “Vic, I already said it! Leave now! Go away!” I hollered. Tears rushed down both of our faces. I broke his heart. He didn’t say anything. He got up and walked over to the seat. He wrote a note. A quick one and he tried to kiss me on the forehead, I pushed him away. I don’t need to be hurt anymore. He choked down his pain and walked away. I waited for about 10 minutes before breaking down. I balled and balled and balled. I ripped the IV out of my arm and it took all of my strength to get up I ran over to the post it note. And read it. “I thought you were more than just all the other girls. I love you” Vic’s note said. “No! Vic this isn’t right, I’m not the one!” I said aloud. I grabbed my phone and hobbled out into the hallway. My legs were wobbly, as I walked to the nurse station. “Can I get a cab? I want to go home!” I demanded.My tone was rough and brutal not something I would every say to anyone. “I’m sorry.” I mumbled.The nurse smiled and got on the phone. She escorted me towards the door and I got to the cab. I drifted off into a sleep, until the rude cab guy woke me up. He rushed me out of the car. And I walked into the house.Nobody was home like usual, and I flopped onto my bed. I sobbed about what happened with me and Vic today. But I guess I’ll find a way to explain myself. I shut my heavy eyelids and dreamed away.
I woke up pretty early in the morning. I quick got dressed. And got on my phone.I dialed Vic’s contact and no answer. I sat there all day calling. Until I got a call back. “What?” he barked. “Vic, we need to talk now.” I huffed. I wanted to forget about him but something about him made me wants to kiss his soft lips, and play with his soft hair. I heard him sigh and he told me his address.“Thank you.” I said hanging up the phone. I caught the bus stop down at the end of my street, away from Trevor’s home. On the bus ride there I thought about what I was going to say. I didn’t want to sound too desperate but I didn’t want to sound too harsh. The bus ride took forever. I played with my cast and thought about last night. We finally got there and I walked to the house Vic said he lived in. I hesitated walking up to the door, but I gathered up all my courage and knocked on the door. I waited there before anyone came to the door. Until someone came I didn’t look up I just rushed d in. “ok look, I need to explain myself.” I quick sat down on the couch and looked up., but I was surprised. Because it wasn’t Vic. “uhm…” his brother Mike said.
“Oh my god I’m so sorry, I’ll get going.” I felt my face get red, and hot. “Who are you?” mike stood infront of the door, so I couldn’t leave. “Well I’m one of Vic’s friends…” I trailed off. I didn’t want to look him in the eyes. They were a little lighter than Vic’s but they still shared that same deep stare. Mike laughed, “He lives in that house.” As he opened the door and pointed right across the street. I giggled, and quick rushed out. I quick ran up to the door. And rang the doorbell. I heard the door unlock but nobody answered. Am I supposed to open the door? I grabbed the door knob and pushed it forward. His house was dark, but I heard him run down the stairs. He turned on the light. His smile turned into a frown instantly. “Ok look, I need to explain myself.” I huffed. I didn’t want to explain myself, but I didn’t want him to wonder why I was rude or wanted him to leave. He sat down next to me, and looked at me. With his deep brown eyes.“If you don’t like me just tell me, I’ll leave you alone.” He said. When he said that it pained me. “No! I don’t want you to leave. I want you to stay.” I didn’t say anything else. I just sat there.He sat there straight faced, wanting me to say more, there is so much I want to say but I can’t. “I’m sorry; I’m just way to stressed out.” I mumbled under my breath. He looked at me, his eyes were killing me. I didn’t want to hurt him, but I didn’t want him to be mad at me. After a while he kissed me on my forehead and got up. He led me to the kitchen, “Are you hungry at all?” he questioned. “Just a little bit, but ill warn you I don’t want to burn down your house.” I tried to lighten the mood a bit. “Here can you get that, he pointed to a box of Lucky charms on the top shelf. I slumped my shoulders in defeat, “I’m not that tall!” I giggled. I tried to reach but I couldn’t, “can you help me?” he smiled and reached the lucky charms for me. He poured two bowls and we sat down and talked.

Notes

hey! Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I've been pretty upset :( but here's a long chapter for you guys! ILYSM