Fast Times at Clairemont High

It has been a week since I got out of the hospital and I am feeling great. I didn't have to worry about my mother anymore, all I had to do was live my life and live it to the fullest.

About three days ago Azalea and Vic skipped school together and Vic got the brunt of it when we returned from school. Papa wasn't happy . Mike and I just laughed at him a bit. I do feel bad though, because sometimes at night when I leave Mikes room I can hear him singing some songs that he wrote and they are rather sad in a way.

Today it was just Tony and I because Mike and Vic had to go do things with Mama and Papa, I didn't wanna go. Jaime and Azalea were hanging out together.

"So, are you okay about the whole thing with your mom?" Tony broke the silence

"I mean it is what it is, I just wished I had a mom that cared Tone." I said sipping my water

"I hoped that one day you would get away from her, She didn't deserve to have a daughter like you anyway" I looked at him confused

"What do you mean Tony?"

"What I mean is, I think of you as a sister that I never had and the thought of you leaving was almost unbearable. Lyric, when they took you away from us on that stretcher they told us that there was a great chance that you might not make it. I was ready to end it all if you didn't. I didn't because I knew you are a strong girl and you could fight through it" Tony had a few tears running down his cheeks.

"Awe Tony, I love you but I don't want you to think that way okay? I want you to be happy, I hate seeing my turtle sad." I hugged him.

I knew Tony had depression but I didn't know he would actually think about ending it all, and for me I didn't want him to think that at all. I just wanted to be happy but I guess that can't happen in my life. We spent the rest of the time until Mike and Vic got back watching movies and playing video games.

When Mike got home all I wanted to do was cuddle in bed next to him, and that is what I did. Well that and text Azalea.

Notes

Hey short chapter sorry!