the fear in my heart is enough to make me cold

We leave in a couple hours and still, I can't believe this is really happening. I'm going on tour with my favorite people in the world to meet my other favorite people in the world and gahhh it's too much excitement for one person!

i hear someone come into the room but i don't look up to see who

"Hey Jellybean"
only one person calls me that and it's Mike, he said it's because when i was a baby i looked like a little tan jellybean
"Hey Mikey what's up?"
"Nothing, just checking in to make sure you're packed with all your hairbrushes and eyelashes and all your other girly shit"
"aw Mike aren't you confusing me with yourself you little fucker"
"yeah yeah yeahhhh you stinker, anyways Matt called and said he'd be an hour early so move your ass short stuff"
"aye yi captain!" i said as i saluted him out the door.
I went into the bathroom and made sure i looked as decent as possible before reaching into the medicine cabinet to grab my little silver friend. I didn't think I'd need it but it's better to be safe than sorry.

We packed our shit into the bus and picked our bunks...well i was given a bunk, there wasn't really much choosing happening. I was given the top bunk over Vic and across from Jaime which was fine with me except for the fact that I have a tendency to roll in my sleep and i knew for a fact that I was going to bust my ass at least six times a week.

We took a couple hours to unpack and get ourselves situated seeing as this was going to be our home for 2 months while warped was happening. We arrived at the bus lot about four hours later where us and the rest of the bands were going to be staying for the night. The guys went to help set up for the cook out and i was left alone to fend for myself. I took out my guitar and notepad and started to fuck around with some songs i had been working on. i was halfway done strumming through some cords and singing the last couple of lines when the bus door swung open and there stood a tall slim lanky man with brown hair and the most beautiful eyes i had ever seen, it was none other than Austin Carlile standing in my doorway...well...bus doorway, and his smile was divine.


(AUSTINS POV)

I had seen the PTV bus pull up and i was going over to say hello when i heard the most beatiful voice coming from their bus. It was a girls voice Jenna maybe? No it was softer than hers. I had to find out who this voice belonged to so I went over to the bus and opened the door only to find that the beautiful voice came from this tiny little thing, barely even 5 feet tall. After standing there smiling like a dope for a couple of seconds I introduced myself

"Hello there, My names Austin, and who might you be?"I said holding out my hand

"Hi Austin, my name's Liv, i'm Mike and Vics sister, I'm going to be staying here for Warped." she said shaking my hand. Her voice was tiny, almost like a mouse.

" I heard your song while i was walking over here. Did you write that, it was really good"
"Thanks" she giggled "and yeah, I kind of do it as a spare time when I'm by myself" I was still amazed at how such a voice came from this tiny little girl
"Hey, do you wanna come back to my bus and hangout with me and the guys while you wait for your brothers?" "yeah that'd be great" she said
"alrighty then lets go" i replied holding out my arm.

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