the fear in my heart is enough to make me cold

(Liv's PoV) "Oh my god" It's official, I've lost it....Aiden can't be here, things like this just don't happen.... "Hey before you say anything else, i just need you to stay calm, can you do that for me, please?" At this point i don't know if I was even capable of saying anything else so I just nodded my head. "Liv I am so sorry, I didn't want you to find out like this, hell, I didn't want you to find out at all. Things were just.....god they were getting so bad." He knelt down on the ground next to me and put his head in between his knees. I could hear him saying something but it was muffled in his jeans. "I can't hear you" I said unintentionally blunt "I said that I'm sure i've probably lost my best friend." Tears were making there way to the brim of his eyes, he looked so .....broken. But me, at this moment in time, could feel nothing but anger. I have been miserable these past few days because of him! "Why the fuck are you even here? god, do you know what kind of shit your little half assed prank put me through? what could have gotten so bad that you had to go and do something so fucked up, huh? I can't believe you you were my best friend Aiden! I thought I could trust you! I hated myself for not being able to help you, to be there for you and now i'm wondering why i even gave a shit. God, you're so fucking pathetic i fucking hate you!" "Liv please stop" he said faintly "No, i'm not gonna stop! i had nobody, do you know how fucking much you mean to me?! how fucked up i was because you were gone?! do you even understand?!" "YES, YES I DO AND I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS SORRY............i-i can't....I don't know what else to say, tell me what i'm supposed to say?!" He was gonna lose it any second now....his lip was quivering and his voiced cracked more with every word he said. "Tell me what happened." "I can't.." "Why the hell not?!" "Because i don't think you'd be able to put me back together when I was done...."

Notes

Hey Ya'll! sorry this is so short but i just felt like you guys needed a filler for the crazy poop fest that's about to happen! sooooo AIDEN'S BACK. how do you guys feel about that?