the fear in my heart is enough to make me cold

it's been four years now, four years that I've been drowning. Not in a literal sense obviously but damn, it sure as hell feels like it. My name is Olivia Fuentes....formally known as Liv. I am 17 years old and I live in San Diego with my two brothers Mike and Vic. They're in a band with two other guys Jaime and Tony, and they're the best family a girl could even wish for. But back to what I was saying....drowning. You know that feeling when you're about to cry and you get that lump in your throat and your chest feels like it's about to implode? well that's how I feel everyday of my life.....but I'll be damned if i ever let anyone know that, especially my brothers. i

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