Over the Ocean through the waves

I woke up in a white room and knew I was in a hospital but everything looked a bit fuzzy and my head hurt a lot "Michelle?!" Christiaan was next to me in an instant "What happened" "You had a slight heart attack" "WHAT" "Shh calm down Michelle its ok your heart went out of rhythm and you got hit in the head" "I got hit in the head?" "Alice came in and hit you with a frying pan and you passed out you were severely dehydrated Michelle when was the last time you ate or drank" "3 days ago" "Why would you do this again" "I wasn't in the mood" "Fuck the mood you know you need to eat" "How long have I been in here" " 4 hours" "Thats not to bad I guess" "Michelle you nearly gave me a heart attack I can't lose you,you know that" "I love you Christiaan I'm sorry for everything" "You are my lil sister I need to protect you but I can't protect you from yourself and that kills me Michelle " "You're the best brother any person could want " "Michelle I need to tell you something" "What please don't tell me I can't sing please don't" "Michelle you lost your eyesight in your left eye, Alice hit the nerve and since she punched the eye before you lost all sight" "No I haven't I see shadow's " "That's normal but don't worry you can still sing you just need to get used to everyday activities with one eye " "Is it still its normal color?" "Haha yes cupcake do you want to go back " "Yes " I'll go sign your release papers see you in a bit ok"

He left and I sat up in bed Well thanks for telling me my arm is broken Chrisi I thought looking at my cast How did I even break my arm? "Michelle lets go" "How did I break my arm?" "You fell on it" "Am I THAT fat?!" I asked shocked "Noo you fell in the weirdest way because you hit a table and the door frame " "So Im not THAT fat then?" "No you aren't" He said taking my arm in his walking out "Hospitals give me the creeps" "That makes two of us.."I heard Madeleine say behind me "Bitch you scared me!" "Well duh oh by the way Ptv decided to invite their girlfriends for a few nights so dont be frightened if you see a unfamiliar face" "Thanks for the heads up" "This will be one interesting night I can tell you that" Me and Madeleine nodded in agreement "Lets get to the bus and order pizza's and drink "I can't drink I'm on medication remember Maddy" "You don't even drink at all Michelle" "Yea I know"

It was a short car ride back to the lot and as soon as I climbed out I was tackled by Johan and Willem who were apparently waiting for my return "Hey guys lets order pizza?" "Sounds good" "Michelle!!!" Jack ran towards me picking me up "Fuck you look terrible" "Thanks for the compliment Jack" "You know you love me" "Yea yea put me down why don't cha?" "Only if you come with me to my bus for a few I wanted to talk" "Sure let's go" I had some difficulty walking straight and knowing when my foot was going to hit the ground and Jack noticed "You ok there sugarcube?" "Yea its just the medicine wearing off I guess" "Wanna hold my hand " "Sly move but yes I will because I'm scared of falling" He held my hand which helped a little we arrived at their bus and went inside"SURPRISE!" everyone yelled making me jump "Don't you have shows tonight?" "Fake we performed yesterday remember"Austin said "Yea I know but-" "But nothing tonight we are having a party and we're going to hang out" Zack said "Lets do it!" "WAIT" "What?" "Where's the Pizza?!" at this moment I was just really craving pizza "Your bus go eat if you wanna we're making a fire outside" said Balz I climbed off the bus and walked to my bus casually humming to myself. I walked in only to see Mike,Jamie and Tony there on the couch all looking down and just at that moment I calculated the step wrong and fell "Fucking shadows" "Michelle are you ok?!" Mike said rushing to me picking me up and placing me on my feet "Yea I'm fine" "Listen Michelle we came here to apologise we don't want to lose this friendship you mean so much to us" Jamie said We talked everything out an in about an hour we made up Jamie left to find Jessi and Erin and Tony went with "Where's Vic ?" "He's been on the bus all day he wont speak to anyone not even Alice" Go to Aly" "You going to be ok?" "Yea I'll be fine uhm Mike I'm only telling you this because I trust you ok," "Okay..." "I'm blind i my left eye because of Alice and I'll be struggling to cope with a few things please just tell that to your girlfriend incase she suspects things please" "I'm so sorry she was the reason for that I'll tell her ok I'll see you later" He stood up and left me alone with my thoughts..and the pizza.

I'm going to go talk to Vic if it's the last thing I do I said to myself standing up and walking to their bus I opened it and found Vic on the couch with headphones on I sat next to him and waited forming the words in my head on what I was going to say then he noticed me sitting there
"Michelle? O my God your alive!" he said throwing his arms around me and hugging me which of course caught me off guard

'Hi Vic"

Notes

I'm off to boarding school I'll update as soon as I can keep smiling<3