A Match Into Water

After I clambered off the bathroom floor me and Vic returned to my bedroom.

We laid there in silence intwined in each others arms.

Vic was big spoon and I was little spoon, I felt safe like that.

The best thing about being little spoon is you can cry without them noticing.

I wiped away the tears as I was trying to be strong, well just until Vic had gone.

I staired into a corner of my room when my thoughts spiralled.

I gasped as I remember the events and now the doubt.

My chest was moving increasingly fast.

"Alisha are you okay?" Vic spoke softly.

I can't tell him not this. I can't believe it's only just come to my mind.

I could get pregnant. Holy shit what if I'm pregnant?

My heart pounded as the adrenaline had began to kick in once again causing a panic attack.

*Vics POV*

I know something is bothering her but I decide after what she has just told me she has no need to say anymore.

Even though she is turned away from me I can still see the pain in her eyes the hurt after what a 'man' did to her. As I thought of him again my fists clenched in anger and I swore in my head that I wouldn't be satisfied until Alisha got the revenge she deserved.

Putting that thought aside i leant over and kissed her forehead to let her know i was still there and i was there to protect her....... But even after this it was still on my mind Revenge!!!

Notes

I have lived this. Most of this story I have lived, I went through the scare of the possibility of being pregnant and I can't tell you how horrifying it was. I hope nobody has to go through that.

Im currently 14 and I've lived this, anyone needing a chat feel free to mail me and I will help where I can :)

So what will happen?