A Match Into Water

I was panicking beyond belief.

How in Gods name am I going to tell him about my repulsive actions?

My breathing rate had increased my chest made a wheezing sound as the adrenaline overpowered my body causing the beginning of a panic attack.

Vic cupped my face and wiped away the tears that were trickling down my cheek as he spoke "Baby calm for me come on you can tell me just breathe"

I overlapped my hands with his on my face as more tears escaped my eyes.

"W....well something happened today" I blubbered as I spoke my voice sounding musky due to my irregular breathing.

Vic looked at me with confused eyes "What happened?" His voice sounded slightly agitated.

"You know what happened when I was younger?"

I didn't know how else to tell him, it's the only way I could think.

Vic clenched his fists in memory of what I told him.

I weeped even more as I knew I had to tell him.

"It....its happened again" As the words left my mouth my chest tightened and my panic attack kicked in.

Vic pulled me close to him as tears filled his eyes.

We lay there crying in each others arms.

*Vics POV*

I couldn't believe what I was hearing the one person that matters most to me in the world is in pain because I couldnt protect her.

I felt weak but at the same time I was fuelled with a new born energy it was a mixture of anger and adrenaline, my fists tightened as my rage grew.

Alisha was crying uncontrolably now and I knew I needed to calm down so i could comfort her and support her, that was harder than I expected as all my mind knew was anger and pain.

After a few minutes i managed to calm myself down and snuggle next to Alisha, there was a few tears escaping my eyes but I tried to hide them from her to keep her calm.

I walk out of the room tears rolling down my eyes as I thought of all the pain she went through.

I walked down the stairs and stepped outside Alisha's front door tears streaming down my face when Jamie and Tony , who question me on why I was crying. Should I tell them?

Notes

So now my boyfriend Glen is helping me write....the little cutie :3

What will Vic do? Will he confine in his friends?