Angel

My mind raced as he kissed me, he was my other favorite in the bands. This felt right, but I had Tony. Fuck Tony, I need him! I brought myself back to reality and pushed Mike off of me then slapped him across the face. He rubbed his cheek and looked hurt. "I can't do that to Tony, and you shouldn't either." I said to him, "What if he had walked in when that happened? You saw how he reacted just because of Ben nicely telling me to calm down." I said to him.
"You're right, I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry, I just couldn't help myself. You're a beautiful girl, but I'll respect your loyalty to him." Mike said and moved away.
"I didn't say you had to move away, just nothing that would seem like we're more than friends because we are only friends." I said then laid down a little then closed my eyes before falling asleep.
*Half A Month Later*
"Rose, you need to come with me now!" Mike said pulling my blanket off of me. I glared at him, and sighed before curling up in a ball. Ever since the night I told him everything and he kissed me, he'd been with me and almost every day he'd try to get me to go visit Tony. I wouldn't leave the house, I was filled with too much guilt, but today Mike wasn't leaving me alone. I was curled in a ball wearing black sweatpants and a black tank top. "I will pick you up and bring you like that." Mike threatened.
I hissed at him and laid there, he came over and picked me up making me scream. "Okay, okay! Just let me do my make up!" I pleaded and he put me down so I walked into the bathroom. Looking in the mirror, I saw how freakish I looked. Scars all over my arms, my hair sticking up in places and my stomach bulging some due to being 5 months pregnant. I thickly lined my eyes with eyeliner and put mascara on and some black eye shadow. Then I grabbed my brush and brushed my hair so it was covering almost all of my face and that's when I walked out.
"Seriously, you're going like that?" Mike asked me.
"No, I forgot something." I smiled and put my black sweatshirt on, I probably looked like a sterotypical goth. I had everything black, my just dyed black hair, black tank top, black sweatshirt, black sweat pants and even some black slippers finished off with a black beanie. I zipped up my jacket up halfway and followed Mike to his car. The drive to the hospital was silent. Getting to the hospital, me and Mike found everyone Vic, Cara, Marlie, Tris and Jaime. Vic and Cara had been hanging out a lot since they met. Marlie just followed them around listening to music.
All eyes were on me when I walked up, "How'd you get her to finally come and why on the worst day?" Vic asked Mike, talking about me like I wasn't there.
"It was either she'd get ready and come with me, or I'd make her some with by picking her up how she was and bringing her. She doesn't actually know why I made her come with, but she needs to be here today so I did what I had to." Mike said in a matter-of-fact tone.
"Will someone just tell me what the hell is going on? Mike, what have you kept from me?" I asked confronting him.
"You need to say goodbye." Mike said, "We all already have, Tony isn't gonna make it he's practically dead." He sounded hurt while commanding me to say bye.
"What?" My heartbeat slowed, it's all my fault. Before I knew what was happening, Mike had pulled me to Tony's room and hugged me.
"Just go say goodbye, it's not your fault." Mike said then opened the door and pushed me in before closing it holding it closed so I can't try to get out.

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