~Tina’s POV~

Austin wanted me to sit next to him, but I couldn’t. I am so used to sitting either next to, or in front of, Tori.

“Why can’t you sit next to me?” Austin asked with full curiosity in his voice.

“Because Tori does everything for me. She cuts my food, places everything in front of me so that I know exactly where everything is.” I was a little shy answering him. It was so embarrassing telling someone that you couldn’t even sit next to them because you are dependent on a person. I hated being so damn dependent on Tori.

“Anything Tori does I can do better!” I couldn’t help but giggle at that little statement. I nodded in agreement. “If you really want to, then yeah I will sit next you.” I was very skeptical about the whole idea, but I thought what the hell right?

“Okay, so what do you want to eat and drink?” I felt a little nudge in my arm. I covered my face with my hand to try a blush coming on.

I felt someone lean into my ear and whisper “I think you adorable when you blush...” I couldn’t help but smile and blush more at Austin’s little comment. “Thank you, I guess.” I didn’t really know how to respond to that. It has been forever since I have even talked to a guy, and, now, I am sitting here talking to the guy who has saved me about a thousand times. Only if he knew just how fucked up I really am. He will never know.

“Why can I get for the two love birds over here?” The waitress asked, I am guessing directing the question to Austin and I. I heard Tori let out a little laugh, so my face automatically began to flame up.

“Umm… I will have a water and she will have…” Austin said grabbing my forearm waiting for me to answer.

“I want a hot chocolate and water please.” I didn’t know where the lady was standing so I just stayed looking forward. I tried not to earn too much attention.

“Okay I will get that right out for you guys!” I heard her start to walk off.
“Austin… when she comes back to take the food orders can you please order me a funny face?” I wanted him to order for me so I didn’t have seem rude not looking at her.

“Anything for you.” Every time Austin spoke up I smiled. He didn’t even have to speak and I was smiling. Just being in his presence made me feel all giddy and happy.

‘Why did you feel this way? He is just throwing you a little pity party over. He doesn’t give a fuck about or your story.’ My inner thoughts chimed in. They haven’t been this harsh in a really long time. My face dropped and I started tearing up. I knew it was true.

I didn’t really talk that much after my thoughts took over. I knew it was true, so I didn’t want to grow attached to him. I didn’t want to get close to him then find out he was never going to speak to me again. Tori realized I was upset and didn’t bother asking me what was wrong, she knew that I wouldn’t answer anyways. Austin kept asking me if I was fine, or if he did something wrong. I just shook my head at him. I was afraid that if I spoke up that I would began to cry, or say something I would regret.

Before I knew it guys were saying there goodbyes. I hugged Alan first. He told me to stay strong, and that he put his number in my phone for if I ever needed someone to talk to he would be there to listen. I released Alan and was immediately pulled into another set of arms. They were Austin’s. It was something about the way we hugged. It was like we didn’t have to speak to each other because we already knew everything. Austin whispered in my ear that he was going to keep in touch with me, but I didn’t take it to heart. I figured he was just saying that so that we would leave off on a good note. We continued to hug for what felt like hours, then Tori butted in and said it was time for us to go. I was glad she but in because I had a feeling that neither of us would separate from each other’s arms.

I was becoming very nervous and scared. I had this weird feeling in my gut like I was starting to grow feelings for Austin. There was a part of me that wanted to get to know him on a personal level and not just on a fan based level. That same part of me also wanted me to tell him everything about my past. I have always wanted a relationship with someone who I can tell everything to. I want my boyfriend to be my best friend.

‘Yeah well that is never going to happen with Austin. You are just another fan with the same sappy ass story, so get over yourself.’

I put my hand out for Tori to grab and headed my way back to the car. I had to get away from Austin and fast.

Notes

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