I woke up naked and in Austin’s arms once again. I guess we had fallen asleep after our little confession section. I am still a little skeptical about the whole dating thing, but I am excited to see where it goes.

I decided to roll over so that I was facing Austin. He was letting out little adorable snores, I couln’t help but to smile. I slowly began tracing my fingers over his face. Going over his lips and his nose piercing. Soon I felt Austin also tracing over my face with his fingers.

“I liked it when you traced over my lips. I felt nice.” I began to blush and tracing his lips again. He pulled me into his arms and started hugging me.

“I love the feeling like nothing can hurt me when I am in your arms.” I said just below a whisper.

“Then never leave them.” He replied. He pulled me onto his lap so that I was in a straddling position. He sat up in a sitting position with his grip getting more secure around my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him in closer to me. Our lips clashed together and were soon in sync. It began to get very hot. I felt him start to get aroused and he noticed I was too. "Oh angel, you are getting wet.”

I felt blood rush to my face and I tried hiding it in the crack of Austin’s neck. He began to laugh and pulled my head up by my chin. “You are so cute when you get embarrassed.” He stated right before slamming his lips against mine. He turned us over so that he was on top of me. Without a heads up he rammed his whole member inside me, causing me to let out a loud scream. I had missed this kind of sex. It was hard and rough, but with Austin there was a lot more passion than I have ever experienced.

I was first to have my orgasm, but once I screamed Austin’s name one last time he also let out a loud moan and cummed inside me.

“Babe, I am really hungry. Do you think we could go get something to eat? I don’t want you to have to cook.” I asked full of shame. I wish I could be normal again. It would be a perfect time to show off my good cooking skills. I am half white and half Mexican. My abuela taught me how to cook before I could walk.

“It is already dinner time so how about I go cook us something?” You could tell he had hope in his voice, but I really just wanted to go somewhere so that we could talk and get to know one another better. I told him what I wanted to do and he agreed.

I didn’t have any clothes, but Austin and I wore the same size jeans so I just borrowed a pair of his and a tank. I threw my hair up in a messy bun. I had Austin wipe of some of the left over make-up that was dried up on my face. Once he was finished I threw on my sunglasses. I wear my glasses every time I leave because I don’t feel comfortable without them.

“I am going to wear glasses with you so that you aren’t the only, okay?” A huge smile grew on my face. Tori has never offered to do that. It felt so good knowing that he wanted me to feel comfortable around him. I reached my hand out waiting for him to grab it but instead I felt a pair of lips on mine. I immediately draped both of my arms around his neck and returned the kiss. I love the way he kisses me. His lips are just so soft and safe.

“Mmm… babe, I love you kisses but I love food more.” I said in the kiss. I could feel his lips smile against mine. He took my hand and led the way to his car.

“I haven’t heard from Tori in a while. Do you mind calling her and Alan for me? I need to check in with her.” It sounded like I had a curfew but that was not the case. I just wanted Tori to hear my voice so that she knew I was happy.

“I text them before we left to let them know we were going out. Tori said okay and to be safe. Alan wants us to bring him something back.” I giggled at Alan’s demand. I leant my head back against the head rest and left out a little sigh.

“Are you okay?” Austin sounded a little worried.

“Never been better.” I turned to his direction and smiled. It was true, I haven’t been this happy since the day my brother came home.

My brother was a US Marine and was always during tours. He calls me every now and then but it isn’t the same. The last time I saw him was the day after New Year’s. He had come to celebrate the holidays with me, Tori, and his wife and daughter. His wife use not really like me because how I use to be before I went blind. She didn’t want her daughter around that kind of behavior. But once I went blind she let bygones be bygones, and we started over. We are pretty close, but she lives 3 hours away from me, so we don’t really get to see each other.

I was so far into my thoughts that I hadn’t realized Austin was waiting by my door. I quickly came to and held my hand out. Austin helped me out of the car and began walking us inside.
“Angel, where did you bring me to eat?” I was beyond hungry that I didn’t care where we ate, but I still wanted to know.

“Oh Tori said that you loved pizza, so I brought you to my all-time favorite pizza parlors.” I couldn’t help but smile at how much excitement was being expressed through his voice.

Once we sat down and had ordered our food and drinks, Austin asked me about who I was.

“Well… I am very close to my parents, especially my mom. I am just like my dad, so we are constantly bumping heads. I have an older brother, Leo, who I am extremely close to. We don’t spend time together or talk as much as we would like to, because he is a Marine. He always touring different countries. It has been almost a year since I have been able to talk to him face-to-face. It kills me not being able to have my big brother around to protect me. Funny story actually, whenever Leo found out how Connor had treated me he beat the shit out of him, so much so that Leo’s friend, Elliot, had to pull him off. Leo wanted to kill Connor for hurting me, but I told Leo that he wasn’t worth prison. My brother could have killed him with a snap of the neck, but he knew that beating him to the pulp was way more fun.” I began laughing at how awesome my brother was. “I love him so much. He was the one that introduced me to Tori actually. Well, he kind of did. Tori is Elliot’s little sister. So whenever Eliot came over to the house he would bring Tor with him. Tori and I clicked right off the bat. She was one of those few people that you knew you could just open up with and she wouldn’t go blabbing her mouth, or judge you. She was a lot like you. At first Tori did not like tattoos or piercing she thought it was trashy, but then she saw the way I looked when I got my nose pierced, my gauges, and first few tattoos and instantly fell in love. Shortly after she had the exact same thing as me. I have always wanted a sleeve, so right before I met Connor I started it. Every now and then I would add onto it, but everything I wanted to get added on Connor did not approve of, so I went without. Now that I am blind I don’t want to get any more tattoos.” I finished right there because I don’t like talking about the things I used to do before I went blind.

“That is great how close you are with your brother, and I have to make sure never to get on his bad side…” He let out a chuckled and I just smiled. I was afraid of him asking about me. “But, I asked who you are. I want to know you, Tina.”




Just what I was afraid of.

Notes

Soo.. My friend cancelled on me. It is so cold outside that I have been in bed all day! I finally decided to at least do a little writing. Part 2 to this will be posted as soon as I edit it!

Have a good day guys! expect about 2 more posts today! :D