Crystalluna's p.o.v

"WE'RE GOING TO DISNEYLAND VICTOR! DISNEYLAND!" Jaime yelled excitedly. We were waiting for our plane and we were pretty much off the walls.
"No we're not Jaime. We're going to DisneyWORLD! Why else would we going on a plane? We're heading to Florida. Surprise." Vic winked with a smirk. They excitement was clear in our faces and actions.
"That's why you wouldn't show us the tickets!" Mike said punching his brother on the shoulder.
"I thought it was weird we were going in a plane" I smiled.
"Ow! And yes." Vic laughed only to be tackled down by a laughing Jaime.
"I love you so much." He mumbled into his shoulder.
"Jaime are you crying? Aw Mike he's crying!" I said jumping up and down in place. Mike chuckled before calling Vic and Jaime 'flaming homos.'
"Get off me!" Vic said pushing Jaime away.
"I'm sorry. Just. This is awesome." He said with a dimpled smile.
"I'll be right back, someone's calling." Vic smiled, he flashed us his phone before turning to answer it.
"Are you excited Crystal?" Jaime asked.
"Yes! Very. In sleepy though." I yawned.
"Are you Mike?"
"Ye Jaime I am. No shut up. It's too early. We are all excited."
"I know! Is awesome!" Jaime said, his smile never faltering.
"It's" Mike and I said in unison.
"Huh?"
"It's supposed to be 'it's awesome' not 'is awesome.'" I said.
"Ohhh mkay." He shrugged.
Vic ran back towards us and quickly grabbed his things, his face looking distraught.
"WehavetogotothehoapitalnowgetyourthingsNOW!" He said frantically.
"What what?! Why?" Mike said. We all grabbed our things and followed Vic out the airport.
"Tony. He got in a a-accident. We need to go." Vic said as we threw our things inside the car that was supposed to be picked up by my mom later. We crammed Inside not saying another word.
Panic started setting in and I had no idea how to react.
"What happened?" Jaime asked before taking in a deep breath.
"He got in a crash. That's all I know...." Vic mumbled. His grip on the steering wheel was tight and he was stiff. Mike just stared ahead, a black expression on his face.
"He's in ICU." Vic continued.
"This is our fault. W-We shouldn't of left him." I said, my voice cracking. I didn't want to cry.
"No it's not, how would we supposed to know this was gunna happen?" Jaime said just above a whisper.
I just shook my head and stared out the window letting my thought consume me.
Shouldn't I not care? I mean he did ignore us and treated us like shit.
But at the same time I care about him. No matter how much of an ass he was, he still is Tony.
The loving, funny, and caring Tony was still there. He's still Tony, just..different.
"Guys..I don't wanna go." I spoke up.
"What?" Mike asked looking back at me.
"I-I don't want to go. I can't. I can't see him like that."
"Crystal you can't just bail on him. We have to be there for him."
"He has his friends. Please can't you drop me off?"
"Those aren't his friends he needs you!"
"I know that! I just need to process this. I can't go see him now okay?"
"Fine." Vic spoke up.
"Whatever." Mike mumbled. The rest of the car ride was silent until I arrived back home. The guys quickly sped off as soon as they dropped me off.
I walked inside only to find the house completely empty, I expected it to be.
I walked upstairs and walked into Tony's room. Inside there was a broken bottle and his bed was a mess. Fuck Tony's been drinking.
I sighed as tears prickled my eyes and soon started falling down my cheeks. I sat down on the edge of his bed and as soon as I did sobs ripped out my throat. Tony got in a crash and is in the damn hospital all because of us. Of me. Maybe if he wasn't pissed off he wouldn't of left. Fuck, I don't know I just hope he's ok.
From the corner of my eye I could see the sun hit something making it glisten. I wiped my eyelids before turning to see what it is. A small smile etched to my face when I saw the crown Tony gave me just peeking out of the back of his drawer. I walked over and pulled it out smiling bigger when I remembered us dancing. I pushed away the part when he left me and just stayed on the positive. His arms wrapped around me and a cheesy grin glued to his face.
"I miss you." I muttered to myself, letting out a sigh.
'If you miss him go see him!' My heart screamed at me. And that's what I did. I threw the crown on his bed before running downstairs. I remember seeing Jaime's car outside, I don't think he'll mind if I borrow it. I grabbed his keys from the counter and flew out the door. I needed to see him, he might not want to see me but I need to see him. This is me admitting that I....I love Tony Perry, no matter how much of a stubborn butthead he is.

Notes

I'm sorry i haven't updated but...i went to see Asking Alexandria and yeah. Fucking awesome.
with All That Remains, For Today, Sevendust, and City In The Sea.