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I'm The Secret

Diez

ony's P.O.V
When I woke up I didn't expect to wake up the way I did. My head was pounding and I was shirtless sprawled out on a couch.
The first thing I did is run to the nearest bathroom and dump all the contents in my stomach out.
After all that was done i swallowed some pills that were neatly placed on the sink, guess people were prepared. I don't really remember much from the night before other than coming to this house and getting completely shit faced.
I looked around for my shirt and got out of the almost empty house. People were still lingering around trying to find their belongings.
I groaned as soon as the sunlight hit me.
"Ey Tone, how ya feelin'?" Andy asked as he and Chris walked up, both with huge smiled on.
"Like shit..how come you two are all happy?"
"Eh, we can handle our alcohol."
"Well I can't" I said as we slowly started walking towards my place. Well I did, they just followed next to me.
"Like the party? Fucking insane huh?" Chris asked.
"Yeah, it was awesome from what I can remember."
"Man, did you see Luna last night? She looked like a complete mess! Makeup down her cheeks and everything!" Andy laughed. My head shot up as I stared at him in disbelief. Why is he laughing?
"I'll still bang her though!" Chris added making me stop dead on my tracks.
"She was here?" I mumbled trying to remember what happened the night before.
"No, you left her at the prom remember? Shit was funny too!" Chris continued.
"I gotta go" I said pushing past him and running towards my house.
"See ya later Tone! We're going to school!" They yelled but I flipped them off causing them to laugh. They must of thought I was playing.
-
As soon as I got home I ran upstairs and hurried to Crystal's room.
She wasnt there, but what I did find broke my heart.
"Oh no..." I whispered walking towards her garbage can. Inside contained her what used to be beautiful dress balled up and thrown away like nothing. The crown I have her when I asked her to prom was shoved in there too.
"You did this mijo. You should of seen her when she came home..poor thing was a broken mess." My moms voice said from behind me.
"I didn't want to hurt her." I said kneeling down and taking the crown in my hands.
"What happened?" She asked walking next to me and kneeling down to rub my bare back soothingly.
"We were dancing..god ma it was perfect. I couldn't stop smiling, I like her so much. But then this guy named Chris invited me to a party and called me over in the middle of the dance when I was asking her to be my..well my girlfriend."
"Go on."
"It was a once in a life time opportunity mom, so I took it. I left here there and went with those guys. My friends I guess." I finished not wanting to look at my mom after what I just confessed. She remained quiet for a minute before speaking.
"Tony those aren't your friends. Friends wouldn't do that. I don't know how you're going to do it but you have to fix this." She said getting up.
"I know." I muttered before she left. I sighed and got up from where I was. I didn't want to throw the crown away, it was too special. So I left it on top of her bed.
I needed to talk to her so i had to go to school no matter how much my head hurt.
-
When I arrived at school the first thing I did was run to Crystal's class, but again, she wasnt there.
"Excuse me, Mr.Molina, was Crystalluna here today?" I asked the teacher nervously. He shook his head before answering.
"Sorry Tony, haven't seen her."
"Ok, thanks."
I left the room not knowing what to do. I pulled out my phone and called her atleast seven times but she didn't answer. She kept ignoring my calls.
I ended up just going to class, since I was late I got here around third period.
I walked into class where I instantly got surrounded by Holly and the rest of the guys.
"Why are you late?" Andy asked.
"I was trying to find Crystalluna..I need to apologize."
"Why?" Holly spoke up a bit rudely but I didn't say anything about her attitude.
"I fucked up." I shrugged looking down on my notebook. A smile spread across my face when I saw a bunch of little doodles Crystal and I made one day when we were supposed to be doing math problems. Holly noticed and snatched my notebook away.
"Uh..what are you doing?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows.
"Here!" She smiled giving it back but now it had her name in a heart in a bright pink pen.
"Thanks?" I asked more than stated. She just smiled and winked. I thought nothing of it because, I don't like her.
"Well anyways Tone, you should come with us to lunch. We're heading out today." Chris said.
"Can't. Gotta meet up with some friends and find Crystal."
"Well we're leaving at 11:40 so if you change your mind meet us at my car."
"Doubt it but ok."
The bell rang for lunch so I said goodbye to the guys and earned a hug from Holly.
I quickly headed to the bleachers were I usually eat lunch and smiled when I saw a group of people there, my people.
My smile faded when I got closer. Mike, Vic, and Jaime were there but Crystal wasn't.
"Where's Crystalluna?" I asked taking a seat next to Vic.
"Probably crying." Mike mumbled earning a shove by Jaime.
"What? It's true.."
"Yeah but don't talk about it" Jaime said giving me a weak smile.
"I didn't mean to diss her off like that. It was a once in a life time opportunity and well, I took it. I even think I love her
.." I said the last part quietly. Vic's head shot up and I noticed his eyes were a bit red too.
"True loves comes from more than just the heart Tony." He said in a broken voice before getting up and leaving.
"Fuck..I have to go. See y'all later." Mike said following his brother.
"What was that?" I asked confused.
"Cara cheated on him...again." Jaime sighed rubbing his temple.
"Oh...do you think that when you see Crystal you could tell her how sorry i am?" I asked hopefully. Jaime frowned and shook his head.
"Look Tone, you're my friend and all but you're the one who fucked up. I'm not doing that for you. You have to fix it. It is your fault..."
"Yeah but it was a -"
"Yeah yeah 'once in a life time opportunity'. But think about it. You picked them over her..easily if I might add. The guys and I think that you should apologize to her because it was all your doing. "
"I thought you would understand. All of you." I snapped getting annoyed at what he was saying.
"We do its just...it's not you Tony. You would never do that but suddenly you did. You're changing."
"I'M changing?! No, I'm just not a fucking loser anymore. You know what Jaime? Fuck you, all of you. I don't need you. I can fix this on my own." I said grabbing my things and heading down to we're Chris's car was.
"YOU FORGOT YOU NOTEBOOK DICKHEAD! TELL HOLLY I SAID HEY!" He yelled making me turn around. He looked furious, I've never seen him look that mad other than the time Cara cheated on Vic the first time. He flipped me ofd as he threw the notebook at me with Holly's name on it. He scoffed before turning and heading for his car.
Whatever. I don't need them.
Ill fix things with Crystal...eventually.

Notes

uhmmm....(/.-)

Comments

@lexYDG
I hope that's a good thing

something new every time.

lexYDG lexYDG
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@DropDeadDestiney
Good! I'm glad you do n.n

I Love this Story!!

@Janelle
I like you c: