I'll Fight For You
Eighteen
I sat on the bed with my legs pulled up to my chest. The bed wasn't even hospital quality. The mattress was so thin. I just want to get out of here. If I'm really so special then why am I here. Everything is getting worse. There's so many lost souls in this building and none of them are making any sense. They try to tell me things but it doesn't work. I can't fathom what they mean.
If feel like the attack is so close I can taste it. Vic isn't here. If they make me have the dreams, just like they did before I have no chance. It'd be so easy to go somewhere and for it to happen. No one here would even notice.
The thing that scares me most is that I'm so tired. If I sleep it could result in my death. But I'm so exhausted. My body needs rest. But I don't want to grant it. I can feel my eyes drooping and my body slumping. I don't want this to happen, but it's happening. I'm falling asleep.
There are flashes of color around me and they're not making sense. They almost resemble the sparks and flashes off gunshots. Everything around me is shifting and morphing. My feet hit the ground and I looked around me. I've never been here, but I have. I know where I am. Not far there is a large, grand mansion. I'm standing in the surrounding grounds. I felt someone take my hand and looked up. In front of me and saw a man. He had dark chocolate hair, green eyes and stubble covering his jaw. I didn't need any clarification of who he was. My beautiful Robin.
"I have to leave." he told me.
"Please." I rushed.
"I do not want to leave you, Hannah. But I no longer have a choice."
"You do. You understand what may happen if you leave. Do not put that upon me."
"I am sorry, my love," Robin sighed. He leant in and kissed my cheek. "I will come back to you."
"I may not be here when you do."
"Do not speak like that," he frowned and cupped my cheek with his hand. "You are strong, Hannah Charlotte."
"Not without you." I shook my head.
"Be strong for me. Can you do that?" Robin asked. I nodded silently and he smiled. "I am completely devoted to you. You have my heart."
"And you have mine, Robin." I smiled sadly. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a ring. It was gold with white and red stones and diamonds. I gasped and he slid the ring onto my wedding finger.
"Until I return. I will spend the remainder of my days with you, Hannah," Robin kissed my hand and looked up. "If you will allow me, of course."
"I will allow you anything. I wish for this." I smiled.
"My beautiful wife to be," he stroked my hair gently. "I will think of you every second of every minute, of every hour of every day."
"I will think of you more."
"You must always beat me." he smiled fondly at me.
"Of my nineteen years these past twelve months have been a heaven in my own personal hell."
"I love you." he told me.
"I love you too." I said. Then Robin leaned in again. He kissed my lips gently. I kissed him back before we pulled away. Robin wasn't standing in front of me. He had changed. Instead was Vic. His hair was whipping around his face, his tanned Hispanic skin was bright against the scene around him and in his dark chocolate eyes I saw regret. His eyes were sorry and noticeably sad. He took one more look at me before he walked away. He was gone.
My eyes hadn't opened but I was screaming. Why have they shown me this? They want to kill me. I would welcome it now. This isn't their homemade creation. This is my past and possibly my future. My life with no Vic. I can't stand this.
I felt arms around my waist and started withering against them. I screamed again but the person held me tighter. "Han', shhh..." I heard them say. I opened my eyes and found Vic holding me. I looked up and him and threw my arms around him.
"You're here." I rushed.
"I'm here." he confirmed.
"You never walked away. Tell me you never walked away."
"I never did." he rushed.
"They showed me. You left me like Robin."
"I would never leave you, Han'," Vic soothed. "It's started," he said and I nodded. "I've come to take you home."
"How?"
"With some very good lying. On the part of all our friends and Jess's parents and Rich. You're not being forced to stay here. It's your moms money that's keeping you here. We stopped it. I'm taking you back with me." he explained.
"I don't want to go home."
"You're staying with Jess. I would never let you go home."
"Okay," I nodded. "How long was I here?"
"Two weeks." he sighed.
"I missed Christmas. They made me spend Christmas inside my own head!" I exclaimed. Vic helped me up and handed me my jacket. I put it on and took Vic's hand.
He took me out of he room and down a corridor. We walked to reception and signed some forms. Then we went outside and I saw Vic's car. I got inside and Vic sat next to me. He took my face gently in his hands and kissed my lips.
"I missed you." he told me.
"I missed you." I told him.
"I'm not going to let anything happen to you." he promised.
"Thanks." I smiled and took his hand. Vic started driving but didn't let go of my hand. He didn't want to lose me.
Notes
Hey! What did you think? She's out! What do you think about how Robin left Hannah Charlotte? Who expected them to be engaged? The attack has started. Will Hannah win? What will happen next? Guys don't kill me but I've plotted stuff out and there's only going to be 23 chapters. But good news is I have a serious problem meaning I can't not write a sequel!
You should all go check out a story by one of my readers jesslovesptv. She's awesome! Her story is called A Flair For The Dramatic. Show her some love :)
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1. Yeah I think I need to get back to that story (I became distracted with life) I miss it 2. Happens to the best of us 3. I have had episodes where touching things sends a sort of shock through me (I'll message you and explain in suuuuuper long detail...or maybe not ,y brain seems to be happy right now so I think I can make it agree to do something for me lol I sound so silly) 4.I cried after I spent the night in my friends house because I had a now that I think about WAAAAY to realistic dream 5. Maybe she does maybe she doesn't it's non of my business
9/20/14