"Where do you think he is Sam?" Vic asked

I sighed while shaking my head "I....I don't know Vic."

Vic and I have been searching hours for Mike. We literally searched everyones house. We went to Mike's favorite bar, favorite coffee shop and we even went by Bojangles. Mike was nowhere to be found.

"I'm getting worried Sam." Vic whispered. "Remember last time, what if he tries again......God I'm such a horrible brother."

I looked over at Vic to see tears cascading down his face. I know he blames his self for Mike trying to commit the first time and....I know he blames himself now.

"Shhh!" I cooes while patting his head "Mike's probably somewhere cooling off. I'm sure he's just fine Vic."

I tried to be strong for Vic. i tried to act like things were okay. But deep down I'm fucking terrified. I'm scared shitless.All I can think about was the last time Mike ran off.


******Flashback Beguins*********

"Aye whadup dis be Mike. Sorry I couldn't answer the phone. I'm either drinkng whiskey, smoking weed or both. Hahahah well leave a message and I just might get back wit ya." He voicemail answered for the hundreth time

I sighed as the dial tone sounded "Fuck Mike, answer the phone babe. I'm worried shitless. I love you. Please come back soon......Or just call. I just want to know that you're okay."

I hung up the phone and sunk down into the sofa. Tony looked at me sadly "Still no answer?"

I shook my head as tears fell "What if he did something to hurt himself? I just need to know that he's okay."

"Hey don't cry pumpkin." Vic whispered softly as he gave me a warm hug "You know how Mike get's at times. I'm sure he's just fine."

"But Mike never ignores my calls." I whimpered

Vic looks at me "There's a first time for everything. Everythings fine.....okay sweetheart."

I shook my head "Okay."

I tried to tell myself that everything was okay. That Mike was just fine and that he would be home soon. But my gut was telling me otherwise. And my gut......my gut is never wrong.

"Calm down Sam!" Tony says

"What are you talking about?" I asked before ramming right into him.

"This." He replied "You've been pacing for the past fifteen minutes."

"Oh" i whispered more to myself then to him. I hadn't even realixed that I was pacing. But that's what you do when you're worried.

Vic put his arm around my shoulder "Go for a walk. Calm down and clear your head." Vic handed me my jacket and phone before ushering me towards the door "And by the time you get back Mike will be sitting here waiting for you."

I sighed as I stepped out of the warm house and into the cool air. I slipped my jacket on just before a big gust of wind ripped through. It blew through my hair sending a shiver down my spine.

I walked for what seemed like hours. I walked with my head down, looking at the sand which suffenly turned into solid dirt. I looked up to see a sign that said 'Moutainview Trail'.

"Never heard of it." I whispered to myself as I followed the trail. I walked for minutes until i got to a clearing. The moon shined brightly revealing that I was on top of a cliff surrounded by beautiful flowers. It was like a small medow that cascaded over the ocean.

The moon also revealed that I was not alone. There was a tall man wearing a black hoodie and black skinnies. He was standing dangerously close to the edge .

"Hey!" I said loud enough for him to hear me but not loud enough to scare him "Aren't you a little close to the edge?"

"No!" His voice replied rather bluntly as he lifted his arms in the air, somewhat similar to how a diver did before he jumped of the board "Not when you're about to jump."

I instantly knew that voice. I'd know that deepn husky voice no matter where i went.

"Mike!"

***End Flashback***

"Clairemont Cliff!" I yelled as realization slapped me in the face

"Why there?" Vic asked curiously as he started the ignition and drove off

I glupped, I was hopping he wouldn't ask that question. I looked at him sadly "It's his 'Suicide Station."

Vic went pale and his breathing became uneven.I was afraid that he would have a panic attack behind the wheel. Suprisimgly he managed to keep his composure the whole way there.

I jumped out the car and ran down the trail. My mind was racing, my heartbeat speed up. I ran the fastest i could.Praying that Mike was okay. That he not going to door hasn't done what I think he might do. That was my biggest fear.

I rounded the path and ran to the clearing. There was the figure standing in that same diving position. Deja Vu hit me like a ton of bricks. That's the exact postion Mike was in when I arrived last time.

But as i saw Mike's foot lift up and I realized ........this might be the real deal. And I might be to late.

"Mike Stop!"

Notes

Duh duh duhhhhhhhh!!!!! Well I hope you enjoy! I changed the title up sligtly so that it fit the story plot. But hop you enjoy.

I know you hating me for not telling you about Mike yet. I'm sorry.......well actually no I'm not. I like to tease you guys =)

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