I pulled into the drive way and cut the engine. I swear that's the fastest I think anyone has ever driven. Let's just say that a two hour drive took me maybe forty-five minutes. So yeah, I was speeding.

I walked up to the door and used my key to opent he door. Even though it's been years I've always kept the key to this place. I never thought I need it again but obvioulsy I did. I walked into the house and closed the door behind me. The place still looks the same as it did two years ago.

"Sam" I called out but got no reply I beguin to search for her. I walked in to the kitchen, front room and down stairs bathroom and still didn't see her

"Sam where are you babe." I yelled as I started walking up the stairs.

I walked towards her bedroom door and opened it. Her room looked a complete mess. Like a tornado came thorugh and completly wrecked the place. I walked inside and didn't see her. I was about to turn around when I looked towards the bathroom door. Even though the door was closed light still shined though the cracks.

I walked over to the door and opened it to see Sam laying on the ground unconsious with a big puddle of blood around her. I dropped down beside her

"Sam, Sam baby can you hear me?" I examined her cuts.
I was afraid that she had cut to deep, thankfully she didn't.

Sam started to stir underneath me, her eyes starting to flutter open "V-vic."

"Yes it's me babygirl." I whispered while finishing cleaning her cuts.

"Vic, I'm sorry. Don't be mad at me. I wasn't trying to kill myself. I wasn't I promise....I promise I wasn't" She sobbed

"Hey shushh. I'm not mad at you. " I cooed "I know you weren't trying too.

I picked Sam up and carried her to the bed. I laid her down softly and pulled the covers over her "Get some rease sweetheart."

"I turned around to head out the room when I heard Sam whimper "Don't leave me."

"Sam...." I said "

"Please don't leave me Vic. I promise nothing will happen, just don't leave me. " she started to cry again

"Okay, okay don't cry." I whispered as I crawled into bed with Sam

Sam laid her head on my chest. Within seconds her breathing slowed and she fell asleep. I watched her sleep, even in her sleep she seemed to be in so much pain. It literally hurt my heart to see her this way. Seeing her broken made me feel broken too.

Watcing Sam sleep I started to realize so much. I wanted to protect Sam. I wanted to make her happy. I wanted to make sure everything was alright. I wanted to be her shoulder to cry on, her person to vent to. I want to be the best friends she could ask for. I love Sam so much.

I love her so much. I love her more than I loved myself......but I love her as a sister. There is nothing more to it than that. That night two years ago was a mistake. She was drunk, I was drunk and high off of only God knows what. And we did have sex, I'd be lying if I said it wasn't good. But it was nothing more that a love-drunk memory.

"Sleep well lil sis" I whispered while kissing her on the forehead
Seconds later sleep consumed me as well.

Notes

So....yeah I decided not to have Vic and Sam do anything. I think there relationship is so special and them having sex would ruin it. I just decided to let it be more like brother sister time. Lots of drama will be in the next chapter though......LOTS of it.

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P.S.: I'm a little sad because I didn't do that well in a conference tennis tournament yesterday. I just feel like I worked hard for nothing, it's got me kind of depressed and sad because everyone was expecting so much from me. It was so much pressure. Ughhhh...hopefully I'll do better next year.