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I Breathe You In With Smoke.

Tonight We'll Be Throwing A Party.

TONY

Jaime and I mumbled our good mornings before heading downstairs, stopping when we heard a familiar song being sung.
"Please won't you push me for the last time, and scream until there's nothing left? So sick of bleeding, I don't want this anymore. The thought of you's no fucking fun, you want a martyr I'll be one!" My jaw dropped and we both looked at each other dumbfounded.
"T-That's My?" I whispered. He nodded slowly and we tip toed down stairs and into the kitchen to see her headphones in her ears, dancing around with a spatula while she made pancakes.
"Imagine living like a king someday, a single night without a ghost in the wa-AAAH!" She screamed and dropped the cooking utensil. She blushed and took out her headphones, music still blaring from them. Jaime and I smirked.
"I-um. I made you all breakfast. I'll be in my room." she mumbled, Attempting to run past us before we both got a grip on her.
"MYA!" Jaime screamed. "YOUR SINGING! AND JUST HOLY SHIT!" He kissed her cheek.
"...You shouldn'tve heard."
"Well, I'm glad we did." She shook her head and turned the music off.
"Stop, beautiful. Give yourself some credit."
"KNOCK KNOCK!" We heard a voice scream.
"You don't knock, Jas." I chuckled. She walked in and smiled.
"Ignoring that. Hi guys!"
"Morning." I told her. She gave us all hugs before grabbing Mya's hand and leading her upstairs.
"Really?!" Jaime screamed.
"Girl time, Preciado!" We both rolled our eyes, grabbing a pancake and collapsing on the couch.


MYA

"Why do you keep dragging me places!" I whined. She giggled and shut the door, leaning her back against it.
"Question."
"Uh, kay?"
"Do you like my cousin?"
"I'm sorry?"
"You heard me." I looked down and played with the loose string hanging from my shirt.
"I-um.."
"YOU DO!" She screamed. I put my hands over her mouth quickly.
"Shut up! And no, I don't.." I told her. "Don't think so, at least.."

I mean, how could I not? He always has his arm around me, and is making me laugh. His smile and tattoos, his scruff that he's gotten from the lack of shaving, how he makes me safe, the fact that he's just as big of a Star Wars nerd as I am, I could go on for days, but We're just close friends.

Right?

I snapped out of it when I was pulled into a hug by Jas.
"It's just, you blush at everything he says, and your eyes light up when he's around. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, and your secret's safe with me." She winked. I looked back at my shirt, smiling slightly as I nodded.
"Come on, we're going shopping."
"Wait, b-"
"Nope."
"W-"
"NOPE! Get your pretty little self ready. You're going to look hot as hell tonight."
"Y-You don't have to.."
"Mya." She warned. I sighed.
"Okay okay."



"Be back later boys!"
"Wait, where are you-"
"Shopping." I mumbled.
"What? But not even a week ago, we spent like a grand on new clothes for you!"
"Welp, too bad. Love you!" She screamed and closed the door, turning to me with a smile.
"Let's go." I nodded and we hopped in her convertible, driving to the nearest mall.



"Oh my God, you're Vic Fuentes' girlfriend!"
"Yeah, that's me." She laughed. The girl shoved her iphone in my face and I scoffed as I took it. I snapped a quick picture, handing it back to her before she gave Jas a hug and took off.
"How do they know?"
"Hm? Oh. There's not much of a personal life with the guys. Fans always find out anything they want to, somehow."
"Don't tell me I'll have to deal with that.."
"Eh, all I'm saying, is don't be too shocked if it does. Come on, let's head home." I looked at my clock to see that it was 4. Holy shit, how did we manage to spend 4 hours in the mall?
"um, thanks for today. You're pretty cool."
"Thanks, you too. I can't wait to see the looks on their faces when they see you tonight." I shrugged, giving a slight nod as we hopped in the car.
"Hey My. Ohhh, what's in the bag?" Jaime asked with a smirk.
"Back off, Himes. It's a surprise. Where's Tone?"
"Alcohol run with Vic."
"Gotcha. When's the party starting?"
"Eh, people should be showing up around 6ish." She nodded and looked at me with a smirk before wrapping me in a hug.
"I'm gonna run home and change, darling. I'll see you in a few."
"Yeah, thanks again."
"Of course." She whispered, walking over and giving Jaime a quick kiss on the cheek before walking out, leaving Jaime and I in silence.
"Okay, brother sister bonding time." He smirked, throwing his arm over the shoulder and walking up to his room. I walked in and timidly sat on his bed, setting my bag on the floor.
"Okay, so what do you wanna know?"
"Um, I don't know. Well, for starters, when is your birthday?"
"2 months.."
"2 MONTHS!? What day."
"June 9th?"
"Awesome." He told me. But I nodded, my gaze drifting -and freezing- on the beautiful bass in the right corner of his spacious room. He followed my gaze and smiled, his dimples sinking deep into his cheeks.
"She's beautiful isn't she?"
"Yeah." I breathed as he stood up and grabbed it.
"Did you name it?"
"Mya."
"Huh?"
"It's name is Mya."
"Wait, why?"
"Because, look at it. Sure, it has a few bumps and scratches, and it's been through alot, but it's still going strong. Not to mention it still sounds, looks, and is beautiful." I looked at my lap, letting out a quiet sigh.
"You know.."
"Well, I had a gut feeling. All of the hoodies, bracelets, not letting anyone touch your arms, all of the things I dealt with with Vic years ago. That doesn't mean I don't still love you, My. I do, with everything I have. You're my only sister, and I feel the need to protect you, make you happy and keep you safe so you have no reason to hurt yourself like this anymore. Come talk to me if you ever feel like hurting yourself, please." I sniffled and nodded.
"I-I'm sorry." I sniffled. He scooted next to me and pulled me into him, kissing my forehead.
"Don't apologize. I understand why you did it, but you're not surrounded by the people you were now. I'm just trying to protect you, because I love you."
"I-I love you too.." I whispered. I felt him detach from me, walking over to his TV and throwing my a game controller.
"You. Me. Fifa."
"Is that a challenge?" I laughed as I wiped my tears.
"A challenge I'll win." He winked.
"I'm going to make you eat those words, Big bro."
"Bring it, Lil sis." I laughed and he threw himself onto the bed, the TV illuminating the dark room as we started the game.


VIC

We walked into the house to hear muffled yelling echoing about the walls. Tony raised his eyebrow and sat the alcohol on the counter. We both walked up to find Mya on Jaime's lap, laughing and trying to sabotage each others' controllers as they played FIFA. Mike was on the other side of the bed with his arm around Jas' shoulder, all of them engrossed in the game. I looked over at Tony to see him smirking. I cleared my throat and Jaime's eyes flickered to us before he paused the game.
"Yes?"
"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!" Tony screamed. My's eyes got wide and she dropped the controller.
"W-Were we not supposed to play? I'm sorry!"
"No, My's." He chuckled. "You weren't supposed to play without me!" She sighed in relief.
"I thought you were mad at me.." She mumbled.
"I could never be mad at you." Tony whispered. I raised my eyebrow, glancing at Mike and Jas who both had smirks on their faces.


I knew it.

"Come on My, let's go get you ready." Jas told her. She nodded, getting off of Jaime's lap and jumping off the bed.
"Thanks Jaime, for.. Y'know."
"Anytime, remember that I love ya." He winked.
"Love you too." She said as she walked out, hand in hand with Jasmine.
"We better get ready too, people should be showing up in about half an hour." Mike said through a yawn, getting up and walking out, Tony and I following to our own rooms.

Tony... Mya. Tony having a crush on Mya, a minor, and let's not forget, Jaime's little sister. Shit, that would be bad. I can't assume though, but maybe I can get him to talk.



MYA

"Okay, keep your eyes closed."
"Jas, I can do my own-"
"SHH! It's a surprise. I'm almost finished anyways." I sighed, moving my shoulders dramatically as I heard her giggle.
"Okay, now just..." She trailed off before I heard the hiss of a hairspray can over my hair.
"And, Vua la. Open your eyes, Princess." I complied, gasping when I saw my reflection.

For once in my life, I actually looked.... Beautiful.

"Jas.." I breathed.
"Ah ah" she wagged her finger. "No need to thank me." I got up and wrapped her in a hug. She smiled and fished through her purse, pulling out a bottle of lip gloss.
"Now, just finish up in here and meet me downstairs." She told me, taking a sip out of her red solo cup and kissing my cheek before walking out, screaming an 'I LOVE YOU!'.
I looked back at my reflection and smiled, throwing on my hat and a bit of her lip gloss before walking down to see the house filling quickly. I walked down to the kitchen to see Mike getting some beer out of the keg. He took a drink and turned around, choking on the alcohol as his eyes scanned my body.

"Damn, My." He mumbled, grabbing my hand and spinning me in a circle.
"You look fucking amazing." I blushed.
"Thanks Mikey."
"Y-Yeah. You want anything? Secret's safe with me." I shrugged.
"Whatever tastes good." He rolled his eyes, making his way to the assorted alcohols sprawled across the table. I wasn't sure what he was mixing, but it had a shit load of alcohol in it, with some rootbeer and... Vanilla ice cream.
"I almost never make these, but I will for you. Drink up princess."
"What is it, exactly?"
"If anyone asks, it's a rootbeer float. Now run along and enjoy yourself." He told me and kissed my head before one of his friends walked up and bro hugged him. I walked away, taking a sip. All I tasted was the soda and vanilla, other than the burn that slithered down my throat with the rest of the drink.

So good.

"BABE!" I heard someone scream, before manicured nails were wrapped around my shoulders from behind me.
"Hey Jas." I turned around and she smirked, taking my drink and taking a sip.
"MIKE'S FAMOUS FLOATS?! THAT FUCKER!" She screamed. "Brace yourself, that shit is like all alcohol." She laughed. I shrugged, taking another big gulp.
"I don't taste anything."
"But you'll feel it." She laughed. "Come on, let's dance." I nodded, walking into the sea of people and dancing like an idiot with her as I felt myself slowly become numb with each drink I took.
I walked back into the kitchen, on my 3rd drink. I couldn't quite see what I was pouring into my cup anymore, but I couldn't taste either. As long as I felt that soothing sting, I knew I was happy.
"Heeey t-there." I heard someone slur from behind me.I turned around, jaw dropping at the two gorgeous men in front of me.
"Whaat's up?"
"Nuffin."
"I'm Aust-tin, thisss is Alaan."
"I know.." I giggled. "I'm a bit of a huge fan." They both laughed and I took a sip of my drink.
"You're awfully preeetty." Alan complimented with a wink. I blushed and bit my lip.
"Thank you." I told them, trying my absolute hardest not to slur. My phone rang and I pulled it out, to hear Jas screaming over the music.
"Get your ass out here!" She giggled. I rolled my eyes and hung up.
"Guyss I gotta go. C-can we talk laaateer?" I giggled. They both nodded, and I held my drink up to them as we all did cheers and took a drink before I stumbled back out into the living room. I didn't make it far before I had crashed into someone, their drink spilling on my shirt.
"Shiit, I- Oh, heeellloo Miss lady." I looked up at Tony and smiled.
"Hi Tonester." He chuckled.
"Coome on." He slurred, grabbing my hand and leading me to God knows where. We both attempted to walk up the stairs, practically having to crawl from tripping over our own feet and bursting into laughter each time. We finally got into my room and I crawled in, taking off my soaking tank top and laying flat on the ground and closing my eyes.
"S-Sorry bout your shiirrt." I opened my eyes to see Tony biting his lip through my blurry vision.
"Mhm."
"Let's get you up." I tried to hold my hands up, but I laughed uncontrollably as my arms felt like wet noodles.
"I'm paralyzed!" I screamed. He busted out laughing as I started to sing.
"I'm not paralyzzzeeed, but I seem to be STRUCK by yooou, I like the way you move, b-because YOU'RE STANDING STILL!"
"Come on, loser. Up sa dais-Ow shit!" He screamed and fell to the ground as he tripped over his own feet and landed next to me. I laughed and poked his nose.
"Whose the loosserr now, hm?"
"The floor huurrrttss!" He whined and rolled over towards me, his eyes dilated and heavy.
"Maybe yooou shooulddddn't faall on iit, doofus!"

He looked so gone, but I most likely did as well.

I bit my lip, tasting some left over strawberry lip gloss and alcohol as I took in just how sexy he was. Our eyes never broke contact, other than the seconds his would flicker to my lips and chest. I smiled, curling my finger to ask him to come closer. He slithered over and wrapped his arm around my waist. I giggled as he pulled me even closer to him, our bodies flush together before he kissed me. His tongue slid across my bottom lip, asking for entrance, and I didn't hesitate to comply. I hummed in response as the different types and tastes of alcohol clashed together, completing the perfect mixture and only making me feel even more intoxicated. Minutes later, I pulled away, breathless. He had a dopey smile on his face and laid his head on the floor and tightening his grip around me and closing his eyes.

"There's a perrfectly goood bed over theerre."
"When you can get to it, let me kn-now." He hiccuped.
"AW!" I gushed and pinched his cheek.
" ooooppp iiittt." He whined and tried to slap my hand away, but ended up slapping himself.
"Ow." Tony frowned, now rubbing his cheek. I rolled my eyes and kissed his cheek. He looked back up at me and smirked.
"You missed." I giggled, giving him a peck on the lips.
"Night, beeautifffful."
"Night Tonester."
"You're adoorableee." I giggled and laid my head on his shoulder, my heavy lidded eyes finally closing and allowing me to slip into a alcohol induced sleep, with only one question running through my mind.











Just how much was I going to regret this?

Notes

http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=98501095

Hey, Cassandra here.
I gotta be honest with you guys, I'm not sure I can update my other stories again until the weekend. The amount of homework I have is un-fucking-believable. I shall try though :3

LOVE YOU DARLING, Hope you enjoyed.

Comments

sequel pleeeease :D

@tony can pierce my veil
Heyyy(:
So, you remember a week before her birthday, when she took off with the knife and cut herself?
In the next chapter where the guys "found her", she had even mentioned that it all felt like a dream. So everything beyond that chapter was imagined because she was in acoma. If you still don't understand, feel free to ask more questions!<3
PierceTheSirens_ PierceTheSirens_
10/26/13
@Merrp i totally agree with that and i do think that that should do the hpt with the same bands and whatnot and have drama on the hpt!




meghnn meghnn
10/26/13
can someone help me understand what happened towards the end? so mya never knew them?what!??!?!?!?help anyone ?
i think you should like focus on her and tony's relationship and brother/sister bonding time and hanging out with jas. maybe vic and jas should move out when they have the baby and tony proposes to mya maybe idk
paigetheveil paigetheveil
10/23/13