“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”

Shit. I turned and saw an angry Tony staring at me.

“Get down right now.”

I shook my head and stared anywhere but at him. Tony sighed and walked towards me. Reaching up he grabbed me and pulled me off the railings.

“Come on Nicole, you’ll be fine.”

And just like that my words came back.

“No it won’t. It’s not fine. And don’t tell me it’ll get better either, it never gets better,” I said trying my hardest not to cry.

Immediately, I found myself being pulled into Tony’s arms. I stood there for a second, feeling shocked. Is Tony hugging me? Why is he hugging me?

“Shh, just… be quiet for a second alright?” he said as he stroked my hair softly, burying his head in my shoulders. “You’re beautiful,” He mumbled into the crook of my neck.

I felt the tears falling involuntarily out of my eyes. Drop after drop. It didn’t stop. No one had ever said that to me before, and it’s been so long since someone had hugged me.

“The world is fucked up okay?” He continued, “You’re beautiful, you’re beautiful, you’re beautiful.” He repeated over and over.

I don’t deserve this.

Vic’s POV

I froze in my tracks when I saw her standing there, getting ready to jump. Even from far away, I could tell that it was Nicole and that she desperately wanted this. I could just imagine the smile on her face as she jumped, finally falling into her peace. Did I cause this? Did I hurt her so bad that she doesn’t want to live anymore? That she couldn’t do this?

I cursed as I watched Tony hug her. Something was bugging me on the inside. There was a part of me that wanted to watch her die. I wanted her to die like Jake had. But then there was also a part of me who doesn’t want to let her go. She was my best friend and as much as I hate to admit it.

I love her.

Notes

I still can't decide if I should put Nicole with Vic or Tony. I mean I kind of wanted Nicole and Vic together yesterday because it just seemed right. But now, I want a relationship with lots of cuddling and gah omfg. Nicole and Tony or Nicole and Vic??

Song: The World is Ugly by My Chemical Romance
Quote: "I just wanted you to know, that the world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me."

xx (: