Adopted

Fionna's POV (Wowie, probably didn't expect that, eh?)

Everything is black.
I can't see anything.
I can only hear voices.
I can feel tears falling on my arms.
I want to open my eyes but I can't.
"Fionna, I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart and I NEED you to make it through this..."
I knew that voice.

Austin?

I tried to open my mouth to say something, but I couldn't. I felt someone hold my hands.
I need to let them know I'm okay. It took so much energy just to even squeeze my hands, but I managed.

"Fionna? Please, if you can hear me, do that again!"

Alan!
"You felt it to?"
"Yea. I did."
"Fionna, please."

I tried to, but I couldn't. It took all my energy for the first squeeze that I didn't have any left for the second one.
I could hear everyone getting kicked out. I feel someone kiss my forehead.

I'm so curious to know who it us until I feel another kiss upon my lips.
I felt his piercing against my lips and I wanted to cry.

I missed my dorky Jason.

I can't imagine what must be going through his head right now, seeing my in the condition I am... I actually don't really know how I look like but I know I'm no Megan Fox.

Jason's footsteps disappeared along with the other guys. I didn't want them to leave!
I don't know what the hell is going on right now and it's scaring me so badly... I just wanna be with the guys.

*~*~Three Weeks Later~*~*

Austin's POV

"Austin! Where the fuck are you?!" Alan yelled.
I took another long swig of a bottle and threw it over my shoulder.
"What!? What do you want now?!" I yelled at him.

"I fucking swear, if you're out there drinking, I'm gonna kick the crap out of you!" I could hear Alan's footsteps getting closer and I kicked the bottle away.

He opened the house door and examined me closely.
"...You fucking disgust me." He said. I scoffed and stumbled over to him. "Y-you don't f-fucking get it! My daughter is in a damn co-"

"Shut up, Austin! You're not the only one affected by all of this! Do you think that you were the only one that cared about her or something?! DO YOU THINK THAT I WASN'T PART OF FIONNA'S LIFE!?" He screamed.

"Shut the hell up! Both of you!" Aaron shouted. He stomped out of the house and came towards us.

"Austin, how do you just fucking drink and drink knowing that your daughter is in the fucking hospital? Instead of drowning yourself in alcohol, why don't you try to help us all get through this?! We all loved Fionna too, you know..."

Aaron and Alan looked at me with their eyes screaming anger and sadness.
I clenched my fists and looked at my shoes. "Fuck you," I said. "Fuck you! I'm practically losing my mind with out her! Some fucking how, drinking keeps me sane!"

The sadness that was in their eyes disappeared and now all that was left was anger. "You're a real piece of shit, you know that?" Alan muttered. They walked into the house and slammed the door behind them.

"I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK!" I shouted.
I don't.. care.

Notes

GUYS! I'm okay! Although I still have my horrid problem going on, I know that I'm gonna be okay.

No more tears, no more thoughts about suicide. I felt selfish and I tried so hard to get better and now, here I am...

Thank you so much.

Every single one of you.

Your comments would make me smile on the days when I felt I should end it...
And besides, I still have these stories to finish. I love you guys so much.