Someday We'll Tell Ourselves 'Oh my God this is Paradise.'

"No Vic, I'm not letting you see her!" I was currently trying to convince Tony to talk Maryssa into seeing me. He was being really protective over her. "You treated her like shit, and I'm not letting it happen again, Vic!"

I rolled my eyes at him. "I just want to talk to her, Tone! I don't understand why that is so hard to grasp!" He shook his head, and I knew he wasn't going to budge. "I will get to her, I don't give a fuck what you say about it."

I turned on my heel and walked off the bus. I was going to talk to her, it might take awhile to actually get her to sit down and talk to me, but she can't ignore me forever.

We already played today, so I went to check out some other bands. I bumped into a couple people and said a quick hi. I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone else but Maryssa. I stopped at Main and saw Alex and the guys up there.

I knew their set ended soon, so I would talk to him when he got off. I haven't talked to Alex since the kick off, and it's been weird. I feel like people are hiding things from me. I don't know why, I guess I'm paranoid.

But, I don't want to believe that I'm just imagining walking past Alex and him completely ignoring me.

The set soon ended and I went side stage to talk to the guys.

I was soon stopped in my tracks when I saw something.

I saw Alex quickly lock lips with a red hed. That red head was Maryssa.

I didn't want to believe it mainly because, Maryssa won't talk to me, yet she will talk to Alex, who was more of and asshole then me and Mike.

I turned around quickly and walked away, so they wouldn't see me. I didn't want anyone to know that I just witnessed that.

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Tonight, was a party. I was dreading going because I knew I was going to have to face Alex. Whether it be, I get pissed off seeing them two together, or I'm shitfaced and I have to stand up to him.

I'm in love with Maryssa, and I wasn't letting an asshole who hurt her more, take her from me. I was getting Maryssa.

It was finally time for the party. We were all about to get up and leave, but I stopped the guys. "So, you guys know who Gaskarth is dating?" I asked, looking at all of them. Truly confuesed, Mike and Jaime shook their heads. Tony, though, was sitting by himself, looking at the floor. "You know who he's dating, Tone?" I asked. He shook his head.

"You're fucking lying," I snapped. I knew he was lying. He was Maryssa's best friend, obviously he is going to know who she is dating.

"Why do you care?! Why do you care he's dating her! Since when you care, Vic!?"

"I know you guys probably aren't going to believe me, but I'm in love with Maryssa. I am and always have been."

Notes

I'm sorry this is so late! I've been so busy!

But, here is a sucky little filler to get the good part of the story started!

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