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I Am Not Alright, and I Would Rather

This Love Was Out Of Control

"What do you mean Tone?" I inquired, "Like for the future?"

He nodded slowly, biting his lip, "You live on the other side of the country, literally. I'm not going to ask you to pack up and move. I guess I could rent something out here for when I'm not touring..."

"You are not moving here," I said, "End of story. Maine sucks, the sun never shines and the people are boring. You'd hate it."

He bit his lip again and looked down at his lap, "Why do you live here if it sucks so much?"

"Never really had another place to go," I said shrugging, "Plus rent's cheap."

"Another thing," Tony said, giving up on the moving topic, "Are we back together?"

I bit my lip and shrugged, "If you want to be..."

"Well I do," Tony said, attention still to his lap, "But only if you do. I don't want this to be one sided, I only want you if you want me."

I smiled to myself, "Of course I want to be with you, I wouldn't have ran around Portland like an idiot for 40 minutes looking for you if I didn't..."

"Oh," he said finally looking up, with a smile on his face, "Then I guess we're together."

"Good," I responded, smiling back at him.

"There's still the living issue," he said with a sigh, "I don't know about you, but I don't want to live on the opposite side of the country as my boyfriend."

I smiled at the word boyfriend, I didn't think I'd ever want to be called boyfriend again. But here I am, grinning like a fool because of it.

"I doubt I'd hate Maine to much," he wondered out loud, "Especially if you're here..."

"Tony Perry!" I exclaimed, "You are not moving here! I refuse to let you pack up and leave all of your friends and your band for me!"

"I'm just trying to make this work Mike!" he exclaimed back at me, "Maybe this was a bad idea..."

I bit my lip, not willing to let it end again before it even started, "No, this is a good idea," I pleaded, "I don't want to lose you. I'll move to San Diego, all you have to do is ask!"

"I don't want to force you to leave if you don't want to," he said quietly, "It'll lead to resentment and fighting..."

"But I want to," I pleaded, "I hate it here. The only reason I stayed so long is because the only place I wanted to go was SD, and I didn't think you guys would have welcomed me back..."

"Of course we would've silly," he said, shaking his head at me, "We missed you like crazy! You are definitely welcomed back."

I smiled, "Will you help me find an apartment and move my shit out there?"

"Nope," he said, popping the p.

I raised an eyebrow at him, lazy little shit. Meh, I can't stay mad at him, he's too cute.

"You're gonna live with me," he stated, giving me a cocky smile.

"Oh am I?" I said, smirking at him and raising my eyebrows.

"Yes," he said, "You don't have a choice!"

"Ok," I said, smiling at him, "I guess that's that. I'm going to need help packing though. When do we leave?"

"I don't know," he said sheepishly, "I didn't really plan for anything past showing up at your door."

"How about we book a flight after everything here's taken care of," I suggested.

"Sounds like a plan," he responded smiling, "Seal it with a kiss?"

"Only because you asked so politely," I said with a smirk.

He blushed madly before leaning in and placing a gentle kiss on my lips, causing my heart to flip. My lips exploded with the tingling sensation which tends to happen everytime we touch. The kiss was over just as quickly as it began, leaving me wanting more.

Tony pulled away and smiled at me, making eye contact. I blushed like crazy before smiling back, knowing that this was indeed, a good idea.

Notes

So since I have so much swiggity swag, I'm taking full a college schedule this year as a Junior in highschool. And because of that I don't have to leave my house until 9:30, so since I finished getting ready at 8:30, I decided to update. This isn't going to be a daily thing, I'm going to sleep later since I know how long it takes to get ready now. :D

Title cred: Pierce The Veil

Comments

I fucking loved this story you are a natural talent!!!! :)

Tori Fuentes Tori Fuentes
2/18/14

Holly crap... I cried... Man this is sad... Very fucking sad... NOOOOOOOOOOOO! WHY DID YOU MAKE ME CRY!? I LOVED THE STORY BUT WHY DID YOU MAKE ME CRY!? *sits down in a corner and sobs for the ready of eternity*

Okaay...I imagined real life tony dying in a hospital bed...I instantly started crying at the thought of losing someone I looked up to. This seriously broke me heart <\3 why end it so sadly? ;_;

You really fucking like killing my feelings don't ya? First it was the one before with I think it was Vic's sudden death and now this? Oh you could write a horror novel and make me buy it and then get the living flying fucks scared outta meand make me wanna cry because of the attachment you create with the readers. Oh your an amazing writer but your killing my feeling now. ;~;
Honesty's_Lies_ Honesty's_Lies_
11/12/13
@xMareBear14x
Your welcome I hope you write more books though
Janese Janese
10/17/13