The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 9.
TONY~
"Tony.. Tone wake up, please.." Someone said and shook me. I groaned and pulled whatever my arm was wrapped around closer to me.
"Tony, wake the fuck up. Now." I sighed and opened my eyes to see Steph. It took about 3 seconds for everything to come rushing back to me and I jumped up from the couch, releasing my arm from Adeline. I grabbed my head, feeling my hangover overtake me immediately.
"Here.." She whispered and handed me a bottle of ibuprofen. I raised my eyebrow and took it slowly.
"Look, I was really drunk and I just wanted to apologize for last night. I handled it immaturely and when she wakes up, I'll tell her the same. Can you forgive me?" My mouth fell open as she spoke.
"W-What?"
"I mean, I don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose us. I love you.." I sighed and looked at my lap.
"I-I love you too.."
"Really? So we can try this again?"
"Y-Yeah.." I said and bit my lip. I heard Addie's breathing change below me and she squeezed her eyes tight, making a tear drip out of them. Shit.. No, she can't cry. Not because of me.
"Thank you Tony, I really am sorry. Just please don't cheat on me.."
"Okay." She walked out of the room and I got on the ground so that her face was leveled with mine.
"Addie, I know you're not asleep.." She sighed and opened her eyes.
"Hi.." She mumbled.
"Hey. Look, I'm sor-"
"Sorry for the kiss? Yeah."
"No. You're kidding right?"
"Then don't apologize to me about making up with your girlfriend. It's cool."
"Addie, I really like you.." I whispered. She smiled, but it disappeared quickly.
"But you just forgave Steph, after what she did to you, you just forgave her. I helped you last night, and shit, I even opened up to you. I don't regret it, and I'm not mad, so there's really no reason to apologize, okay? If I hadn't kissed you, none of this would've happened. So, If anyone's sorry it's me."
"No, but I-"
"We're leaving in a few hours, I'd better just get back to the bus.." She said and stood up. I grabbed her hand, but she still kept her back to me.
"Please don't. We don't have to leave for another 3 hours."
"I-I'm sure you and Steph have a lot to talk about. Go fix your relationship okay? Don't worry about me." She whispered, her voice cracking multiple times. She jerked her hand away and I felt my heart break as she walked out the door.
What the hell did I just do?
ADDIE~
I ran out of the bus as tears started to fall down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them and ran to the bus.
Last night, it was a mistake. Everything about it. I'm getting too attached to him. I don't know what made me tell him my story last night, but I did. Somehow that led to the kiss. That kiss, made me realize just how much I like him. I shouldn't be this hurt over him forgiving his girlfriend, but I am. I should've known when he kissed me it was too good to be true. He doesn't want some fuck-up like me.
I ran onto the bus and slammed the door behind me. Dave ran out and hugged me.
"Thank God you're okay. I figured you were with the guys, but I was worried sick Add. Whoa, are you okay?"
"Just fabulous." I mumbled. "Just let me sleep." He nodded and hugged me again.
"If you ever need anyone to talk about, I'm here for you okay?"
"Y-Yeah. Thank you." He nodded and I headed to the bunks, crying myself to sleep.
What has this boy done to me?
"Tony.. Tone wake up, please.." Someone said and shook me. I groaned and pulled whatever my arm was wrapped around closer to me.
"Tony, wake the fuck up. Now." I sighed and opened my eyes to see Steph. It took about 3 seconds for everything to come rushing back to me and I jumped up from the couch, releasing my arm from Adeline. I grabbed my head, feeling my hangover overtake me immediately.
"Here.." She whispered and handed me a bottle of ibuprofen. I raised my eyebrow and took it slowly.
"Look, I was really drunk and I just wanted to apologize for last night. I handled it immaturely and when she wakes up, I'll tell her the same. Can you forgive me?" My mouth fell open as she spoke.
"W-What?"
"I mean, I don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose us. I love you.." I sighed and looked at my lap.
"I-I love you too.."
"Really? So we can try this again?"
"Y-Yeah.." I said and bit my lip. I heard Addie's breathing change below me and she squeezed her eyes tight, making a tear drip out of them. Shit.. No, she can't cry. Not because of me.
"Thank you Tony, I really am sorry. Just please don't cheat on me.."
"Okay." She walked out of the room and I got on the ground so that her face was leveled with mine.
"Addie, I know you're not asleep.." She sighed and opened her eyes.
"Hi.." She mumbled.
"Hey. Look, I'm sor-"
"Sorry for the kiss? Yeah."
"No. You're kidding right?"
"Then don't apologize to me about making up with your girlfriend. It's cool."
"Addie, I really like you.." I whispered. She smiled, but it disappeared quickly.
"But you just forgave Steph, after what she did to you, you just forgave her. I helped you last night, and shit, I even opened up to you. I don't regret it, and I'm not mad, so there's really no reason to apologize, okay? If I hadn't kissed you, none of this would've happened. So, If anyone's sorry it's me."
"No, but I-"
"We're leaving in a few hours, I'd better just get back to the bus.." She said and stood up. I grabbed her hand, but she still kept her back to me.
"Please don't. We don't have to leave for another 3 hours."
"I-I'm sure you and Steph have a lot to talk about. Go fix your relationship okay? Don't worry about me." She whispered, her voice cracking multiple times. She jerked her hand away and I felt my heart break as she walked out the door.
What the hell did I just do?
ADDIE~
I ran out of the bus as tears started to fall down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them and ran to the bus.
Last night, it was a mistake. Everything about it. I'm getting too attached to him. I don't know what made me tell him my story last night, but I did. Somehow that led to the kiss. That kiss, made me realize just how much I like him. I shouldn't be this hurt over him forgiving his girlfriend, but I am. I should've known when he kissed me it was too good to be true. He doesn't want some fuck-up like me.
I ran onto the bus and slammed the door behind me. Dave ran out and hugged me.
"Thank God you're okay. I figured you were with the guys, but I was worried sick Add. Whoa, are you okay?"
"Just fabulous." I mumbled. "Just let me sleep." He nodded and hugged me again.
"If you ever need anyone to talk about, I'm here for you okay?"
"Y-Yeah. Thank you." He nodded and I headed to the bunks, crying myself to sleep.
What has this boy done to me?
Notes
This chapter is a just a filler. If it was a bit boring, I'm sorry, but it was necessary.Things will get.. interesting soon.
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:D YUSSS OMF I CAN' WAIT. lel fuck yeah.
10/14/13