The Thing I Think I Love, Will Surely Bring Me Pain.
Chapter 10.
"Adds, take the day off. It's obvious you're still worked up about that dick, Tony." I sighed and slammed the pamphlets on the table.
"He's not a dick okay?!" I screamed, causing almost all of the crew to whip their heads around. I rolled my eyes and turned to Dave who had his hands up in surrender.
"Look, that's just my opinion. Don't tell me you don't think he is. You were fucking SCARED to walk out of the bus because you might run into him. Go and enjoy warped today okay? Try and get everything off your mind. I'll text you if it gets too busy." I bit my lip and sighed.
"Y-Yeah, you're right."
"Aren't I always?" He asked with a smirk. I pushed him and he chuckled and pulled me into a hug.
"Have fun today."
"Thanks Dave, I love ya."
"Love you too little one."
And with that, I ran off to the bus to change out of my uniform.
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I showed the guard my pass and he let me into the dressing rooms. I was looking for the guys, because of course I was still friends with them, it's just..it hurts to be around Tony. I knocked and walked into the dressing room to find it empty. I gasped as my eyes landed on Vic's white and green guitar. I walked over and picked it up, sitting on the couch and strumming it. I smiled and started to play one of my songs that I had written about Marky.
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I strummed the last chord and smiled, quickly wiping a tear that had fell from my eye. I looked up to see the guys along with Austin Carlile, Kellin Quinn, and Alex Gaskgarth, all with smiles on their faces. I screamed and jumped up.
"O-Oh my god, I-I'm sorry. I w-was just looking for you a-and...I'll just go." I studdered and sat the guitar on the lounge couch and pushed them all out of the way, but Tony grabbed my wrist and slammed me against the wall. I bit my lip and looked at the ground.
"You're not leaving Addie. Get your ass back in there." He said. You could almost hear the smirk he wore through his voice. I sighed and sat down, everyone coming in behind me. I was terrified, thinking I was in trouble for being in here without them, for playing Vic's guitar, but when the door closed everyone cheered and gave me hugs.
"Um thanks?" I asked laughing, hesitantly hugging them back.
"Who ARE you.." Alex whispered in pure shock. I saw his eyes tracing my body and I cleared my throat.
"This, is Adeline. The coolest chick who APPARENTLY PLAYS GUITAR AND HAS THE VOICE OF A FUCKING ANGEL." Mike said. I smiled and blushed.
"Well, Adeline, you're fucking amazing. Kellin." He said and held his hand out. I shook it and smiled.
"I'm Austin." He said and grabbed my hand, kissing it.
"Alex." He said with a wink. By this point, my face was practically on fire.
"OKAY ENOUGH!" Tony screamed. Everyone looked at him wide eyed.
"Whoa, what's your problem." Jaime asked with a smirk.
"Oh is little Turtle jealous?" I asked. He hung his head and I just laughed and gave him a hug.
"It was your choice Tone.." I whispered and kissed under his ear. I heard him swallow hard and smirked and pulled away.
"Stop staring at my ass." I said. My back was to them, but the mirror was in front of me and they were to stupid to know that I could see them.
Their heads snapped up and they held their hands up.
"I WASN'T!" Alex and Austin screamed. I saw the anger reappear in Tony's eyes and I pushed him lightly.
"Stop."
"But- Fine whatever." The door opened and Steph ran in and pushed me out of the way. Kellin grabbed me and helped me regain my balance as she attacked him in a kiss. I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"I better go."
"NO!" Tony screamed and pushed Steph away.
"Whoa, somebody really likes little Adeline over here." He bit his lip and looked at Steph.
"No, I don't. Well.. no."
"Denial." Mike and Vic said with a smirk.
"Both of you shut the fuck up." He spat.
"Addie, you wanna go to Austin's bus? The ATL guys are there."
"Um..yeah sure."
"Go ahead, we gotta practice for our first show with Tone." Jaime said. Tony looked like he wanted to do something but couldn't. I almost felt bad for him, almost.
"Wait, can I talk to Addie alone for a minute?" Tony asked. I sighed and turned around. Before I had a chance to answer, he screamed a thanks and grabbed my hand, taking off to God knows where.
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"Tony! Fuck!" I screamed as I gasped for breath. We had easily been all out running for a full 5 minutes. He ran in and opened the door to some.. music room, filled with instruments.
"Look.." he gasped. "I'm sorry, and I know you're trying to avoid me, but please don't let this change our friendship."
"The fuck ever." I spat.
"Don't be like that.." He whispered and looked at the ground. I sighed, immediately feeling like shit.
"Tony..you led me on. what-"
"I didn't lead you on!" He screamed.
"TONY YES YOU FUCKING DID. YOU KISS ME AND THEN GET BACK WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND THE NEXT DAY! YOU JUST FUCKING USED ME."
"No No! I mean, I understand how that looks, but it's not like that!"
"Really? Oh.. so I'm wrong. Enlighten me Antonio, this should be good." I said and scoffed.
"Addie stop okay?! I really like you and I care about you so fucking much! Stop being like this!"
"I'M FUCKING HURT TONE! DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE ALL BUDDY BUDDY, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR TONGUE DOWN STEPH'S THROAT!"
"I'm sorry!"
"Don't be sorry, and don't say you like me. Just stop fucking with my emotions all together. If you want to be friends, just fucking control yourself and keep your mut of a girlfriend away from me. I think we're done here." I whispered and wiped my tears before grabbing the door and throwing it open. I went to walk out until he grabbed my wrist. I tried to pull away from his grip, but he pulled me towards him and kissed me. He wrapped his arms around his waist and my hands ran up his chest. My brain screamed to push him away, but all I did was grab his shirt and pull him closer. He smirked and shut the door, pushing me up against it. He removed his lips from mine and started to kiss my neck. I snapped out of it and placed my hands on his shoulders.
"Tony..no. W-We c..Fuck." I gasped and dug my nails into his shoulder as he reached my soft spot. He chuckled and bit down, making me moan softly and tangle my hands in his hair. I knew this was wrong, but it felt too good to stop.
I fumbled with his belt and he attached his lips back to mine, and undid it. He unbuttoned my shorts and I arched my back so that he could easily get them off as our tongues fought for dominance. I felt his fingers crawl into my panties and I broke the kiss and threw my head back. He went back to my neck and rubbed me slowly, making my breath quicken. I threw his jeans down and started to stroke him through his boxers, causing him to growl into my neck, making vibrations coarse throughout my whole body. We both stopped and looked at each other wide eyed when there was a knock on the door.
"Addie? Tony? You guys in there?" Vic asked. I sighed and slammed my head against the wall.
"Go away, we're.. talking." Tony growled. We were both too turned on to just..stop, and it was obvious by just how low and husky his voice came out.
We didn't hear anything for a few moments and he stuck his finger inside of me. I bit his collar bone through his shirt, the fabric absorbing the moan as it escaped my throat. There was another knock on the door and we both groaned.
"WHAT!"
"We have to practice. Tony, let's fucking go. It's your first show today."
"Fucking hell." We both mumbled and pulled our jeans back up.
"We'll finish this later." He growled seductively in my ear. I whined and arched my back, begging for more. I felt him smirk against my ear.
"Is that a promise Mr. Perry?" I asked, basically panting by now.
"Damn right." He said and pulled me into a passionate kiss before walking out. I caught my breath and allowed my head to clear up, realizing what just fucking happened.
God dammit.
I sighed and opened the door, heading back to the dressing room where the guys took me to the OM&M bus.
I couldn't help but replay what happened in there. I wasn't too sure if I regretted it either. All I could do was hear Tony's voice in my head.
"We'll finish this later."
"He's not a dick okay?!" I screamed, causing almost all of the crew to whip their heads around. I rolled my eyes and turned to Dave who had his hands up in surrender.
"Look, that's just my opinion. Don't tell me you don't think he is. You were fucking SCARED to walk out of the bus because you might run into him. Go and enjoy warped today okay? Try and get everything off your mind. I'll text you if it gets too busy." I bit my lip and sighed.
"Y-Yeah, you're right."
"Aren't I always?" He asked with a smirk. I pushed him and he chuckled and pulled me into a hug.
"Have fun today."
"Thanks Dave, I love ya."
"Love you too little one."
And with that, I ran off to the bus to change out of my uniform.
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I showed the guard my pass and he let me into the dressing rooms. I was looking for the guys, because of course I was still friends with them, it's just..it hurts to be around Tony. I knocked and walked into the dressing room to find it empty. I gasped as my eyes landed on Vic's white and green guitar. I walked over and picked it up, sitting on the couch and strumming it. I smiled and started to play one of my songs that I had written about Marky.
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I strummed the last chord and smiled, quickly wiping a tear that had fell from my eye. I looked up to see the guys along with Austin Carlile, Kellin Quinn, and Alex Gaskgarth, all with smiles on their faces. I screamed and jumped up.
"O-Oh my god, I-I'm sorry. I w-was just looking for you a-and...I'll just go." I studdered and sat the guitar on the lounge couch and pushed them all out of the way, but Tony grabbed my wrist and slammed me against the wall. I bit my lip and looked at the ground.
"You're not leaving Addie. Get your ass back in there." He said. You could almost hear the smirk he wore through his voice. I sighed and sat down, everyone coming in behind me. I was terrified, thinking I was in trouble for being in here without them, for playing Vic's guitar, but when the door closed everyone cheered and gave me hugs.
"Um thanks?" I asked laughing, hesitantly hugging them back.
"Who ARE you.." Alex whispered in pure shock. I saw his eyes tracing my body and I cleared my throat.
"This, is Adeline. The coolest chick who APPARENTLY PLAYS GUITAR AND HAS THE VOICE OF A FUCKING ANGEL." Mike said. I smiled and blushed.
"Well, Adeline, you're fucking amazing. Kellin." He said and held his hand out. I shook it and smiled.
"I'm Austin." He said and grabbed my hand, kissing it.
"Alex." He said with a wink. By this point, my face was practically on fire.
"OKAY ENOUGH!" Tony screamed. Everyone looked at him wide eyed.
"Whoa, what's your problem." Jaime asked with a smirk.
"Oh is little Turtle jealous?" I asked. He hung his head and I just laughed and gave him a hug.
"It was your choice Tone.." I whispered and kissed under his ear. I heard him swallow hard and smirked and pulled away.
"Stop staring at my ass." I said. My back was to them, but the mirror was in front of me and they were to stupid to know that I could see them.
Their heads snapped up and they held their hands up.
"I WASN'T!" Alex and Austin screamed. I saw the anger reappear in Tony's eyes and I pushed him lightly.
"Stop."
"But- Fine whatever." The door opened and Steph ran in and pushed me out of the way. Kellin grabbed me and helped me regain my balance as she attacked him in a kiss. I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"I better go."
"NO!" Tony screamed and pushed Steph away.
"Whoa, somebody really likes little Adeline over here." He bit his lip and looked at Steph.
"No, I don't. Well.. no."
"Denial." Mike and Vic said with a smirk.
"Both of you shut the fuck up." He spat.
"Addie, you wanna go to Austin's bus? The ATL guys are there."
"Um..yeah sure."
"Go ahead, we gotta practice for our first show with Tone." Jaime said. Tony looked like he wanted to do something but couldn't. I almost felt bad for him, almost.
"Wait, can I talk to Addie alone for a minute?" Tony asked. I sighed and turned around. Before I had a chance to answer, he screamed a thanks and grabbed my hand, taking off to God knows where.
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"Tony! Fuck!" I screamed as I gasped for breath. We had easily been all out running for a full 5 minutes. He ran in and opened the door to some.. music room, filled with instruments.
"Look.." he gasped. "I'm sorry, and I know you're trying to avoid me, but please don't let this change our friendship."
"The fuck ever." I spat.
"Don't be like that.." He whispered and looked at the ground. I sighed, immediately feeling like shit.
"Tony..you led me on. what-"
"I didn't lead you on!" He screamed.
"TONY YES YOU FUCKING DID. YOU KISS ME AND THEN GET BACK WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND THE NEXT DAY! YOU JUST FUCKING USED ME."
"No No! I mean, I understand how that looks, but it's not like that!"
"Really? Oh.. so I'm wrong. Enlighten me Antonio, this should be good." I said and scoffed.
"Addie stop okay?! I really like you and I care about you so fucking much! Stop being like this!"
"I'M FUCKING HURT TONE! DON'T EXPECT ME TO BE ALL BUDDY BUDDY, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR TONGUE DOWN STEPH'S THROAT!"
"I'm sorry!"
"Don't be sorry, and don't say you like me. Just stop fucking with my emotions all together. If you want to be friends, just fucking control yourself and keep your mut of a girlfriend away from me. I think we're done here." I whispered and wiped my tears before grabbing the door and throwing it open. I went to walk out until he grabbed my wrist. I tried to pull away from his grip, but he pulled me towards him and kissed me. He wrapped his arms around his waist and my hands ran up his chest. My brain screamed to push him away, but all I did was grab his shirt and pull him closer. He smirked and shut the door, pushing me up against it. He removed his lips from mine and started to kiss my neck. I snapped out of it and placed my hands on his shoulders.
"Tony..no. W-We c..Fuck." I gasped and dug my nails into his shoulder as he reached my soft spot. He chuckled and bit down, making me moan softly and tangle my hands in his hair. I knew this was wrong, but it felt too good to stop.
I fumbled with his belt and he attached his lips back to mine, and undid it. He unbuttoned my shorts and I arched my back so that he could easily get them off as our tongues fought for dominance. I felt his fingers crawl into my panties and I broke the kiss and threw my head back. He went back to my neck and rubbed me slowly, making my breath quicken. I threw his jeans down and started to stroke him through his boxers, causing him to growl into my neck, making vibrations coarse throughout my whole body. We both stopped and looked at each other wide eyed when there was a knock on the door.
"Addie? Tony? You guys in there?" Vic asked. I sighed and slammed my head against the wall.
"Go away, we're.. talking." Tony growled. We were both too turned on to just..stop, and it was obvious by just how low and husky his voice came out.
We didn't hear anything for a few moments and he stuck his finger inside of me. I bit his collar bone through his shirt, the fabric absorbing the moan as it escaped my throat. There was another knock on the door and we both groaned.
"WHAT!"
"We have to practice. Tony, let's fucking go. It's your first show today."
"Fucking hell." We both mumbled and pulled our jeans back up.
"We'll finish this later." He growled seductively in my ear. I whined and arched my back, begging for more. I felt him smirk against my ear.
"Is that a promise Mr. Perry?" I asked, basically panting by now.
"Damn right." He said and pulled me into a passionate kiss before walking out. I caught my breath and allowed my head to clear up, realizing what just fucking happened.
God dammit.
I sighed and opened the door, heading back to the dressing room where the guys took me to the OM&M bus.
I couldn't help but replay what happened in there. I wasn't too sure if I regretted it either. All I could do was hear Tony's voice in my head.
"We'll finish this later."
Notes
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=93124896 Addie's outfit.soo. Some almost smut for you guys.
Vic's a cockblock, lelelelel
So will they have an affair?
What will Steph think?
Will she find out what they did/are going to do?
PREDICTIONS?
More soon.
Love ya. xoxoxoxox
:D YUSSS OMF I CAN' WAIT. lel fuck yeah.
10/14/13